time to upload photos!
this is club 27 with mandy!:D
the very pretty lead from the korean show
肥田!
Monday, December 31, 2007
i'm sorry for the emo post previously, but i guess i had to rant everything there.i decided that my last post of 2007 should not be an emo one!and i love happy endings!:D watched one million star last night! and the judge said that yoga was the best! well he didnt exactly phrase it that way, but he said he had the technique and the feelings, whereas the rest had just one of those. and he just had to improve!:D i decided i'll be getting the yesterdaytodaytomorrow album!((:
time to upload photos!
this is club 27 with mandy!:D
the very pretty lead from the korean show
肥田!
time to upload photos!
this is club 27 with mandy!:D
the very pretty lead from the korean show
肥田!
i'm not trying to be sensitive, but i'm really upset about what you've done.
maybe this is all what you're trying to prove, that you are the only capable one, but did u ever think how i would feel.
how hurt i would be.
maybe you think this is what you should be doing, but did u consider that i should also be asked first.
i'm telling this to you, respect has to be earned.
if you don't respect others then don't expect others to.
you won't know who you are, but i guess time will tell.
maybe this is all what you're trying to prove, that you are the only capable one, but did u ever think how i would feel.
how hurt i would be.
maybe you think this is what you should be doing, but did u consider that i should also be asked first.
i'm telling this to you, respect has to be earned.
if you don't respect others then don't expect others to.
you won't know who you are, but i guess time will tell.
Saturday, December 29, 2007
i hate to say this, but i hate being used. not used as in used used. but as in to be of use to someone. like once you are of no more value to the person, the person just casts you off. but this is how life goes, isn't it.
yesterday i was looking at some lists and i found out that some of the people i know were retained. and i felt kindof sad for them. it's not that i know them very well, but it's just, i mean, we started on common or the same ground but why couldnt they make it.
okay this shall not be an emo post.
had ocip gathering yesterday for all the trips. and sadly, less than half of karimun cameD: but we still sort of had fun(: the food was oh-kkayy.
i borrowed a book today. it's the first romance book i'm reading this holiday. and i know what mabel would say. : you lack love ah!:D
haha but the cover of the book was so interesting i couldnt help but just take a look at it.and i was so drawn to it so i just had to borrow it!
it's human nature to want to cling on to something that they know is fast disappearing i guess. and i'm no exception. these few days i've been writing in my diary, when i havent been doing so for the past few months. and suddenly, i see the need to record all that i do. you know, i think i would have been better off or would have felt better if i had dutifully wrote in it everyday. but i just don't seem to be able to. enough about this or it'd seem i'm just making up some excuses for my mistake:
recently, i've been addicted to this machine which only has 3 functions. which is namely, twist it, pull it and bop it. here's a picture of it i found online since i cant find it at home.
yesterday i was looking at some lists and i found out that some of the people i know were retained. and i felt kindof sad for them. it's not that i know them very well, but it's just, i mean, we started on common or the same ground but why couldnt they make it.
okay this shall not be an emo post.
had ocip gathering yesterday for all the trips. and sadly, less than half of karimun cameD: but we still sort of had fun(: the food was oh-kkayy.
i borrowed a book today. it's the first romance book i'm reading this holiday. and i know what mabel would say. : you lack love ah!:D
haha but the cover of the book was so interesting i couldnt help but just take a look at it.and i was so drawn to it so i just had to borrow it!
it's human nature to want to cling on to something that they know is fast disappearing i guess. and i'm no exception. these few days i've been writing in my diary, when i havent been doing so for the past few months. and suddenly, i see the need to record all that i do. you know, i think i would have been better off or would have felt better if i had dutifully wrote in it everyday. but i just don't seem to be able to. enough about this or it'd seem i'm just making up some excuses for my mistake:
recently, i've been addicted to this machine which only has 3 functions. which is namely, twist it, pull it and bop it. here's a picture of it i found online since i cant find it at home.
let me explain. this is a really interesting machine. the voice will chant the actions, which are aforementioned. then u just have to do them. and as you play on, the speed gets faster. and clumsy people will just fumble and it's game over with a cackle from the machine. and when u reach a hundred. as in complete a hundred moves, they, i mean the machine will applaud you and yours truly here has only accomplished that twice. and i've recorded the sound of 'victory' muahahaha! i remember my mum borrowed the extreme bop it from her colleague last time and that one was simply crazy!it's a little waste of time but it's fun(: and there are different modes which u can switch from. like the sound mode. i think many won't even know what i'm rambling on and on about lah.
someone has come back from holiday and posted nice photos, making sam very happy and excited!
and, the fact that there is something to look forward to just makes me feel so delightful!
on a last note, i finished watching 肥田喜事 on cable yesterday and the ending left me tearing. not the exact ending but towards the end part. loving someone is not echoing what the person says or blindly following but to know what is best for the person you love. i so agree with that. really, it isnt about echoing how that person feels.fat people can also be beautiful. as long as they are confident. that is all they need. :D that is the message of the show
and i've been watching reruns of 你来自哪颗星(which star are you from) on cable. and i love adore the female lead because she is so pretty. as in the without makeup kind of pretty((: and i missed a few episodes of it last time so i've been watching it hahaha. i want to upload photos of the two dramas i mentioned but i'm so lazy to. nevermind.grrr. i'm off to finish my book already
Thursday, December 27, 2007
second post today :O
catched warlords yesterday and i think it's a nice show, in spite of the violence and the killing scenes. :D
the end of 2007 is coming soon, and i can still remember the first day of school vividly.
i was so afraid of fitting in but yet looking forward
but the same cannot be said for the start of 2008. i'm really not looking forward to more lectures and more tutorials and more of everything. the daily droning of emotionless and monotonous voices of knowledge into our ears. ah let me enjoy the last few days of life without all those.
but yet, i can't wait to go back to school.
to all the familiar faces and the nice smiles i would see. :D
another nice song to listen to:D
one of the few times i'm uploading videos(:
catched warlords yesterday and i think it's a nice show, in spite of the violence and the killing scenes. :D
the end of 2007 is coming soon, and i can still remember the first day of school vividly.
i was so afraid of fitting in but yet looking forward
but the same cannot be said for the start of 2008. i'm really not looking forward to more lectures and more tutorials and more of everything. the daily droning of emotionless and monotonous voices of knowledge into our ears. ah let me enjoy the last few days of life without all those.
but yet, i can't wait to go back to school.
to all the familiar faces and the nice smiles i would see. :D
another nice song to listen to:D
one of the few times i'm uploading videos(:
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i'm here to blog again, after a short disappearance. these few days of my life have been considered quite meaningful, and i nguess i've been making good use of my time, apart from the occasional stoning at the library after studying for quite a while. and yes, you saw correctly, studying. it is a must to start studying now, for my poly-A tails.don't call me a mugger, because i'm not.
met jx on tues to study and then we went for ice cream at island creamery(: i tried teh tarik flavour and i really tasted like it. i want to try more flavours next time hahaha.
i'm in love with 林宥嘉's voice. his voice is really really nice and i think he can sing really well, and he's just 20 this year:D i think he looks not bad too and besides, he has a sharp nose too haha.
angela has left for japan yesterday and tingyu will be leaving for korea tmr. both the snowy countries. i think seeing real snow would be a great experience:D i hope they take lots of photos of the snow and the country.
you know, sometimes, it's really not that i want to feel this way. i just can't help but think or feel this way. i know this sounds like i'm trying to pass the bucket and blame someone else for whatever, but seriously, i'm not. feelings are hard to control. and i really ain't good at concealing my feelings. on sat when i met up with jx, she could tell everything that my expression showed -.-.
meeting MR HO! and AVA 0506 on sun for makan outing at swensens((:
enough for now cause i want to watch yoga's mv already!
neos took with jx and ang 151207. love(:
met jx on tues to study and then we went for ice cream at island creamery(: i tried teh tarik flavour and i really tasted like it. i want to try more flavours next time hahaha.
i'm in love with 林宥嘉's voice. his voice is really really nice and i think he can sing really well, and he's just 20 this year:D i think he looks not bad too and besides, he has a sharp nose too haha.
angela has left for japan yesterday and tingyu will be leaving for korea tmr. both the snowy countries. i think seeing real snow would be a great experience:D i hope they take lots of photos of the snow and the country.
you know, sometimes, it's really not that i want to feel this way. i just can't help but think or feel this way. i know this sounds like i'm trying to pass the bucket and blame someone else for whatever, but seriously, i'm not. feelings are hard to control. and i really ain't good at concealing my feelings. on sat when i met up with jx, she could tell everything that my expression showed -.-.
meeting MR HO! and AVA 0506 on sun for makan outing at swensens((:
enough for now cause i want to watch yoga's mv already!
neos took with jx and ang 151207. love(:
Friday, December 07, 2007
these few days i:
feel nostalgic and i miss karimun!
met up with ocip team and had lots of fun!(:
havent been studying
went out quite abit
enjoyed life, for once in a long long while
today, i know the feeling of regret!
why had i known that! it'd have been much much better if i didn't
so, as the quote goes, 'what you don't know won't kill you'.
it's such a dilemma, really.
but i've never regretted going for karimun trip!
if not i wouldnt have known CLUB27 and everyone else!(:
the club 27 videos are damn funny!
i kept laughing and i think, i really don't have any dancing cell!boohoohoo
feel nostalgic and i miss karimun!
met up with ocip team and had lots of fun!(:
havent been studying
went out quite abit
enjoyed life, for once in a long long while
today, i know the feeling of regret!
why had i known that! it'd have been much much better if i didn't
so, as the quote goes, 'what you don't know won't kill you'.
it's such a dilemma, really.
but i've never regretted going for karimun trip!
if not i wouldnt have known CLUB27 and everyone else!(:
the club 27 videos are damn funny!
i kept laughing and i think, i really don't have any dancing cell!boohoohoo
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Monday, December 03, 2007
helloo
i'm back from ocip at karimun island
during the past 6 days, i've experienced alot of things that i normally wouldn't
i was assigned to work at the primary school site, so the children there are around 6 to 12 years old. i'm really amazed at their childlike innocence. the way they can be satisfied or content when someone gives them a sweet. where else can you find this? and they are so willing and able to carry heavy stuff. a child so much younger than me has the strength to carry a big bucket of cement that i'm not able to carry and are so willing to help.(:
i met this girl who is called malisa, photo of her later. she always smiles at me whenever i look at her. she is so pretty(cantik). during these few days, she has opened up to me and talked to me. but whenever she talks, she speaks in malay so i don't understand a single word of what she is saying.really, that is a pity.):
and there is this boy whom i passed my camera to. he is so fascinated at my camera that he walks around with it to take photos. he is a very respectful boy, always taking pictures of the teachers and principal. again, in singapore, where do you find such model students? even when in his school he isnt considered one.
then now, it's time to talk about my prefect! hermawan bayr(: he's ganteng! and very willing to help! and shy too! too bad he doesnt want to pacar with me!): lol that's being lame.
other than that, i've learnt to construct a building out of bricks and cement. and i realise, being a construction worker is not an easy job. it requires lots of energy, patience and endurance.
hm and i really love the karimun team! CLUB27 and THEBUS! we just enjoy eating, dancing and singing! HAHAHA! a really great bunch of people which i would not have known had it not been for OCIP. her majesty, boss, princess, bouncer, mr and mrs mocca, keropok, hantu, mrs s**, choreographer, VIP.(: wonderful people!
tidal village was very interesting with wonderful scenery.
this feels like the start of something new.(:
" you can never do great things, only small things with great love " - Mother Theresa
i'm back from ocip at karimun island
during the past 6 days, i've experienced alot of things that i normally wouldn't
i was assigned to work at the primary school site, so the children there are around 6 to 12 years old. i'm really amazed at their childlike innocence. the way they can be satisfied or content when someone gives them a sweet. where else can you find this? and they are so willing and able to carry heavy stuff. a child so much younger than me has the strength to carry a big bucket of cement that i'm not able to carry and are so willing to help.(:
i met this girl who is called malisa, photo of her later. she always smiles at me whenever i look at her. she is so pretty(cantik). during these few days, she has opened up to me and talked to me. but whenever she talks, she speaks in malay so i don't understand a single word of what she is saying.really, that is a pity.):
and there is this boy whom i passed my camera to. he is so fascinated at my camera that he walks around with it to take photos. he is a very respectful boy, always taking pictures of the teachers and principal. again, in singapore, where do you find such model students? even when in his school he isnt considered one.
then now, it's time to talk about my prefect! hermawan bayr(: he's ganteng! and very willing to help! and shy too! too bad he doesnt want to pacar with me!): lol that's being lame.
other than that, i've learnt to construct a building out of bricks and cement. and i realise, being a construction worker is not an easy job. it requires lots of energy, patience and endurance.
hm and i really love the karimun team! CLUB27 and THEBUS! we just enjoy eating, dancing and singing! HAHAHA! a really great bunch of people which i would not have known had it not been for OCIP. her majesty, boss, princess, bouncer, mr and mrs mocca, keropok, hantu, mrs s**, choreographer, VIP.(: wonderful people!
tidal village was very interesting with wonderful scenery.
this feels like the start of something new.(:
" you can never do great things, only small things with great love " - Mother Theresa
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
i'm leaving on a plane, NOT
right now, i'm feeling the anxiety of leaving for OCIP tomorrow
crossing borders, touching lives:D
i'm apprehensive, but yet anticipating what'll happen
it's kind of a very exciting feeling.
and i'm in a very good mood now
ocip rehearsals have been fun.
i think it was quite funny when the whole team hummed chori chori when the cd player broke down:/
went out for class outing(dinner) at town last night.and we forgot to take a photo at the s11 sign:0
someone updated blog.(:
now the emo stuff D:
really, i feel that we should be quick to judge people.
i don't quite know how to phrase this
my first impressions are really accurate
and i'm intent on believing it.
right now, i'm feeling the anxiety of leaving for OCIP tomorrow
crossing borders, touching lives:D
i'm apprehensive, but yet anticipating what'll happen
it's kind of a very exciting feeling.
and i'm in a very good mood now
ocip rehearsals have been fun.
i think it was quite funny when the whole team hummed chori chori when the cd player broke down:/
went out for class outing(dinner) at town last night.and we forgot to take a photo at the s11 sign:0
someone updated blog.(:
now the emo stuff D:
really, i feel that we should be quick to judge people.
i don't quite know how to phrase this
my first impressions are really accurate
and i'm intent on believing it.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Thursday, November 22, 2007
this cannot go on
i must not forget the resolution i set to myself when the holidays began
i just realised this is a nice song when i watched high school musical 2(:
Gotta Go My Own Way
Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the planis always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in thisworld someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes upand I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it allslowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I'vegotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in thisworld someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own away
Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
Gabriella
What about trust?
Troy
you know I never wanted to hurt you
Gabriella
and what about me?
Troy
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Troy
I'll miss you
Gabriella
soI've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy:
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
Troy
I want you to stay
Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
What about us?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in thisworld someday
but at least for nowI gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
i must not forget the resolution i set to myself when the holidays began
i just realised this is a nice song when i watched high school musical 2(:
Gotta Go My Own Way
Gabriella
I gotta say what's in my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the planis always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've go to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in thisworld someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes upand I watch them fall everytime
Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it allslowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I'vegotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in thisworld someday
But at least for nowI gotta go my own away
Troy
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
Gabriella
What about trust?
Troy
you know I never wanted to hurt you
Gabriella
and what about me?
Troy
What am I supposed to do?
Gabriella
I gotta leave but I'll miss you
Troy
I'll miss you
Gabriella
soI've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
Why do you have to go?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy:
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now
Troy
I want you to stay
Gabriella
I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am
Troy
What about us?
Gabriella
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
Troy
I'm trying to understand
Gabriella
We might find our place in thisworld someday
but at least for nowI gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
I gotta go my own away
Saturday, November 17, 2007
hoho quick update:
this week i:
1. went for training and got so tired with all my muscles aching but felt it was worth all the while because since i've been eating so much i should exercise and burn off fats
2. met the 3(xh j f) of them for my belated birthday celebration and enjoyed myself even though i was tired from training.(: and received my birthday present from them which i like very much
3. was supposed to meet 07A01 for gathering, but then i didnt feel well, wanxuan!so i didnt go in the end
4. settled the printing of the ocip team tees and felt so accomplished and yet pressurised at the same time:D
5. got nothing done, studies wise with the exception of reading notes and doing maths which i ended up feeling discouraged all over.
6. went to cut my hair but ended up rebonding my hair instead because that was what the stylist suggested to put an end to all my complaints of ugly fringe, messy hair and what nots.and thinking i look very weird, trying to avoid seeing people i know in school and hiding from ...
7. experienced a very scary fight. not going to say anything here
8. saw jay and jay saw me too. this is a good memory and i will always remember the look pro had.that dazed look which he is so infamous for.i didnt mean to stalk! okay well i meant to find but i didnt expect to see, really. but i guess, this would, really really be the last
9. went for cip at east coast which was quite fun
10. went for open house, and nothing much to talk about there.
i am going to:
1. fall sick with a sore throat, cough and aching body
2. hit the books soon
3. set off for curry-moon soon!
4. watch HSM2!
5. exercise and burn off excess fats!
6. try not to get addicted to idol dramas
7. watch why why love which debuts on channel 56 tmr!
8. borrow more books from the library. i love good books
9. help my mum out with housework. It can burn off fats
10. reflect more on my actions and think of consequences
That’s all for now:D
my face looks so round!0:
empty train
ice cream!! fondue!:D
from sujun!
from my dear AFC-ian sally
meibao!
i look weird in the middle. :/
i didnt take a very short time to update this:O
this week i:
1. went for training and got so tired with all my muscles aching but felt it was worth all the while because since i've been eating so much i should exercise and burn off fats
2. met the 3(xh j f) of them for my belated birthday celebration and enjoyed myself even though i was tired from training.(: and received my birthday present from them which i like very much
3. was supposed to meet 07A01 for gathering, but then i didnt feel well, wanxuan!so i didnt go in the end
4. settled the printing of the ocip team tees and felt so accomplished and yet pressurised at the same time:D
5. got nothing done, studies wise with the exception of reading notes and doing maths which i ended up feeling discouraged all over.
6. went to cut my hair but ended up rebonding my hair instead because that was what the stylist suggested to put an end to all my complaints of ugly fringe, messy hair and what nots.and thinking i look very weird, trying to avoid seeing people i know in school and hiding from ...
7. experienced a very scary fight. not going to say anything here
8. saw jay and jay saw me too. this is a good memory and i will always remember the look pro had.that dazed look which he is so infamous for.i didnt mean to stalk! okay well i meant to find but i didnt expect to see, really. but i guess, this would, really really be the last
9. went for cip at east coast which was quite fun
10. went for open house, and nothing much to talk about there.
i am going to:
1. fall sick with a sore throat, cough and aching body
2. hit the books soon
3. set off for curry-moon soon!
4. watch HSM2!
5. exercise and burn off excess fats!
6. try not to get addicted to idol dramas
7. watch why why love which debuts on channel 56 tmr!
8. borrow more books from the library. i love good books
9. help my mum out with housework. It can burn off fats
10. reflect more on my actions and think of consequences
That’s all for now:D
my face looks so round!0:
empty train
ice cream!! fondue!:D
from sujun!
from my dear AFC-ian sally
meibao!
i look weird in the middle. :/
i didnt take a very short time to update this:O
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
it's the time to blog about what happened yesterday and more proper thank yous to my dear friends!
amanda!; hey this is in reply to your card! haha i'm honoured that you spent my birthday with me! haha and yes, i'm really glad that we've remained close this year.thanks so much for the FIR album, i'll lend you the next time i see you!:Di'll finish replying your letter soon(:
angela!; haha hey i'm glad that we met up yesterday! and we had so much fun! esp the time at toys r us! and thanks so much for the play! calvin and zun!! and cuteguy tooooo!
meibao!; hello i don't think you'll read my blog, but still i have to thank you! i really opened on the 10th nov ! and yes, i like jay's album a lot alot! love!
sheeeep!; hello haha you know, when i opened the present, i only saw the files. and it was only at night when i saw the letter that you typed. i'm really touched by what you wrote and i can't believe you actually remembered what happened in sec 2! thanks so much!(:
michelle; thanks for the cake that you and huimin bought! :D it's nice, really.(:
tingyu; thanks so much for the card! i like it alot and i know you put in much effort drawing the people on it! and it's nice somemore! and u're so pro at drawing cows! i think i love cows now!XD
i think i shall stop now):
abit abrupt but er..
damn those people are still not replying.
i just can't stand it when i've to do something and it's within a tight deadline. GRRRRRR. and i'm pissed
amanda!; hey this is in reply to your card! haha i'm honoured that you spent my birthday with me! haha and yes, i'm really glad that we've remained close this year.thanks so much for the FIR album, i'll lend you the next time i see you!:Di'll finish replying your letter soon(:
angela!; haha hey i'm glad that we met up yesterday! and we had so much fun! esp the time at toys r us! and thanks so much for the play! calvin and zun!! and cuteguy tooooo!
meibao!; hello i don't think you'll read my blog, but still i have to thank you! i really opened on the 10th nov ! and yes, i like jay's album a lot alot! love!
sheeeep!; hello haha you know, when i opened the present, i only saw the files. and it was only at night when i saw the letter that you typed. i'm really touched by what you wrote and i can't believe you actually remembered what happened in sec 2! thanks so much!(:
michelle; thanks for the cake that you and huimin bought! :D it's nice, really.(:
tingyu; thanks so much for the card! i like it alot and i know you put in much effort drawing the people on it! and it's nice somemore! and u're so pro at drawing cows! i think i love cows now!XD
i think i shall stop now):
abit abrupt but er..
damn those people are still not replying.
i just can't stand it when i've to do something and it's within a tight deadline. GRRRRRR. and i'm pissed
thanks to the many people: amanda, angela, chongping, felicia, jiayen, joanne, kahhwee, kinshen, mabel, melissa, michelle, oggy, seowli, shihao, ship, shunli, sujun, tania, tingyu, waisum, wenyu, xuehui, yehan, zena.and my dearest family!:D and some i think i left out
went out today with jx and angela!
thanks so much for the presents!:D i really appreciate it:D
i was the second to arrive and we hugged each other when we met! it was quite a weird reaction! then jx arrived shortly after:D
it was really really fun!:D
more about that soon-ish because i want to watch concert now(:
and calvin and wuzun are better than dadong!
but then again, everyone has different tastes right, angela and jx!
sam is in a good good good good mood today ehzxzxzxzx
before i forget!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN LOVE
same birthday as me ehzxzxzxz!:D
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
once again, it's time to blog before i get my daily dose of romantic princess
went to school today for pw. the last, final part of pw- the handing up of gpf. i was quite surprised that actually, we didn't have much.like you know, after working on sth for 9 months, you'd expect something more. but all we had individually was PI, EoM and I&R. and for group, there was gpp. it seemed so little. but yea. i felt a sense of dread as i handed in my parts.
BYEBYE PW! I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN!
we then did a survey which was a loonnggg one. i was practically writing long sentences for every question because they kept asking why why why.:/ i was quite caught in a dilemma for that survey. i received my first birthday present from ship! haven't opened it yet cause she said to open on the day itself!
then we went for lunch- oggy, mabel, jiayi and michelle. haha we went to tpy for lunch even though we didnt eat good food. just ate at koufu. gah. i want to go out to eat good food one day! then i'll probably drag oggy along then we can eat our favourite cake from bengawan solo.:D or drag jx then we can eat donuts, which is what we're doing this sat!((:
then there was training. i went for training with a sense of dread cause we hadn't trained for a long while! and it turned out to be not so bad. we ran 8 rounds around the field and played game. it was quite okay. but i felt tired. i guess my legs have grown lazy. but it's alright! with more trainings i'll feel better and more energised! and i can exercise and burn off fats too!((:
we gave tingyu her birthday present today- the board we made. and i'm glad that she likes it:D
today ting asked me if i missed ___. of course i do.D:
when i reached home, i felt so sick. still i'm feeling sick. i hope i'll feel better tmr! going to sleep early tonight. probably sleeping is the best remedy because i'm not taking any panadol:D
i was laughing so hard at the video of eugene speaking with the indian accent! my brother saw it and laughed too because he knows the script quite well, practicing the skit with me and listening to me speak in preparation for op.lol
okay i shall end here then i can watch finish earlier and sleep earlier too(: back to cute guy!
went to school today for pw. the last, final part of pw- the handing up of gpf. i was quite surprised that actually, we didn't have much.like you know, after working on sth for 9 months, you'd expect something more. but all we had individually was PI, EoM and I&R. and for group, there was gpp. it seemed so little. but yea. i felt a sense of dread as i handed in my parts.
BYEBYE PW! I WILL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN!
we then did a survey which was a loonnggg one. i was practically writing long sentences for every question because they kept asking why why why.:/ i was quite caught in a dilemma for that survey. i received my first birthday present from ship! haven't opened it yet cause she said to open on the day itself!
then we went for lunch- oggy, mabel, jiayi and michelle. haha we went to tpy for lunch even though we didnt eat good food. just ate at koufu. gah. i want to go out to eat good food one day! then i'll probably drag oggy along then we can eat our favourite cake from bengawan solo.:D or drag jx then we can eat donuts, which is what we're doing this sat!((:
then there was training. i went for training with a sense of dread cause we hadn't trained for a long while! and it turned out to be not so bad. we ran 8 rounds around the field and played game. it was quite okay. but i felt tired. i guess my legs have grown lazy. but it's alright! with more trainings i'll feel better and more energised! and i can exercise and burn off fats too!((:
we gave tingyu her birthday present today- the board we made. and i'm glad that she likes it:D
today ting asked me if i missed ___. of course i do.D:
when i reached home, i felt so sick. still i'm feeling sick. i hope i'll feel better tmr! going to sleep early tonight. probably sleeping is the best remedy because i'm not taking any panadol:D
i was laughing so hard at the video of eugene speaking with the indian accent! my brother saw it and laughed too because he knows the script quite well, practicing the skit with me and listening to me speak in preparation for op.lol
okay i shall end here then i can watch finish earlier and sleep earlier too(: back to cute guy!
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
while waiting for videos to load, i shall blog a little.
these 2days have been ocip, ocip, and romantic princess!!
well it's quite fun, but tiring. i've got to dance! and imagine that, chinese cultural dance! well people may say that my normal actions are gentle. but when i dance, i feel like a clumsy elephant! as quoted, i have only half a dancing cell in me.XD
during the first rehearsal, we totally screwed up and we couldnt even follow the song.
so that embarrassment made me more motivated to practice,and thankfully, the rehearsal today was much better :D
packed logistics today. and i was appalled at the stuff people donated. imagine a necklace! hahaha. and i got a mosquito bite on my neck. probably it was the dust! haha :D
and even though that person was there, i didn't get to catch a glimpse.
enough ramblings for now. back to videos!((:
these 2days have been ocip, ocip, and romantic princess!!
well it's quite fun, but tiring. i've got to dance! and imagine that, chinese cultural dance! well people may say that my normal actions are gentle. but when i dance, i feel like a clumsy elephant! as quoted, i have only half a dancing cell in me.XD
during the first rehearsal, we totally screwed up and we couldnt even follow the song.
so that embarrassment made me more motivated to practice,and thankfully, the rehearsal today was much better :D
packed logistics today. and i was appalled at the stuff people donated. imagine a necklace! hahaha. and i got a mosquito bite on my neck. probably it was the dust! haha :D
and even though that person was there, i didn't get to catch a glimpse.
enough ramblings for now. back to videos!((:
Friday, November 02, 2007
so it seems, i'm in a good mood today, and it's night time. so expect a light hearted entry today(:
the OP was over today. i guess, it was my best effort among all the practices. so i can say that i've not let myself down and i've given in my all? but the q&a was really screwed. grrrr. but in the least, it's over finally. all the late nights, practices in front of the mirror was not in vain. we still have i&r and it'll all be over. and that's thinking about it optimistically. and i just rmbed! satisfication! just now the 10 of us were really going mad just before the assessors arrived. we used an arrow to shoot zhiyang, and he died. HAHA. and speaking with the indian accent!
for those who havent had op yet, all the best! :D
yesterday was my lucky day. i found someone's photo album and there were so many photos of jay. including those of him un-glam. i showed sujun some. but the rest..hmm.secret
i've been reflecting on my actions the past year. i guess, it really seems i still am the person i was last year. i guess, the chinese saying is right, jiang shan yi gai, ben xing nan yi. in other words. a leopard never changes its spots. the original character will never change. it'll only be an amplification of some of the traits. and that, is the conclusion i've come to.meanwhile. i'll be working on improving myself to become a better person. or so i hope
i just deleted a huge chunk of stuff i'd typed. i'd decided not to post it anymore because it might offend some people. the rest of these is going somewhere else.
this past week has been spent doing op, i&r.and nothing else.i havent been doing anything productive.so much for saying that i'm striving to score for BT1 next year.i've been reading, yes. my previous past time. i finished the books i borrowed already and i'm going to borrow more soon(:
there're so many more birthdays coming up (in order): ship, tingyu, seowli, mine, steph, adelyn, huimin, jx
happy birthday in advance!(:
oops. i keep forgetting to mention - i've been sweeping the floor and i've found, lots of long hair (mine) on the floor! i have stopped eating salty food already, but why am i sill having excessive hair loss!
and because of distractions, i'm unable to blog a proper entry. so , a more serious one next time
the OP was over today. i guess, it was my best effort among all the practices. so i can say that i've not let myself down and i've given in my all? but the q&a was really screwed. grrrr. but in the least, it's over finally. all the late nights, practices in front of the mirror was not in vain. we still have i&r and it'll all be over. and that's thinking about it optimistically. and i just rmbed! satisfication! just now the 10 of us were really going mad just before the assessors arrived. we used an arrow to shoot zhiyang, and he died. HAHA. and speaking with the indian accent!
for those who havent had op yet, all the best! :D
yesterday was my lucky day. i found someone's photo album and there were so many photos of jay. including those of him un-glam. i showed sujun some. but the rest..hmm.secret
i've been reflecting on my actions the past year. i guess, it really seems i still am the person i was last year. i guess, the chinese saying is right, jiang shan yi gai, ben xing nan yi. in other words. a leopard never changes its spots. the original character will never change. it'll only be an amplification of some of the traits. and that, is the conclusion i've come to.meanwhile. i'll be working on improving myself to become a better person. or so i hope
i just deleted a huge chunk of stuff i'd typed. i'd decided not to post it anymore because it might offend some people. the rest of these is going somewhere else.
this past week has been spent doing op, i&r.and nothing else.i havent been doing anything productive.so much for saying that i'm striving to score for BT1 next year.i've been reading, yes. my previous past time. i finished the books i borrowed already and i'm going to borrow more soon(:
there're so many more birthdays coming up (in order): ship, tingyu, seowli, mine, steph, adelyn, huimin, jx
happy birthday in advance!(:
oops. i keep forgetting to mention - i've been sweeping the floor and i've found, lots of long hair (mine) on the floor! i have stopped eating salty food already, but why am i sill having excessive hair loss!
and because of distractions, i'm unable to blog a proper entry. so , a more serious one next time
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i find that generally, i'm in a better mood in the morning:D
ahaha, last night, at 2am, i finally finished my second draft of I&R. all thanks to angela, who sent me samples i could refer to. i do not dare to imagine how late i'd have stayed up till without those samples.
i've been reading quite alot these days. in the past, i used to always read just romance novels. but these few weeks, i can say i've been reading quite a wide variety. i used to shun thrillers/mystery novels, but now, i find them quite interesting despite getting freaked out by the plots. -.- jeffery archer is my new love now:D
by right, i should be on holiday and relaxing already. but, with all the pw and ocip, it seems just like school days with irregular sch times. pw is finally coming to an end. and i feel that for once, i'm able to speak about it with no negative feelings. the past few days, i was really, frustrated about everything. in a way, i'm quite glad that there's the holidays even though i don't really like holidays, staying at home, hearing all the fights/squabbles. it is also because of holidays that i get to reflect on life as a whole. i guess, i havent achieved what i had set out to do. i'm still the person i pretty much was at this time last year. probably not. i may feel that i've not changed. but in fact, i've changed. well i'm not sure either.
okay i better reply tags/tell my friends how i feel towards them. as jx says, everyone needs reassurance now and then.
to:
jx: thanks for being there throughout the year. i'm really glad that we've managed to keep in touch.:D
fel, jo, xhui: hey, i guess we haven't been meeting up as often as we had said that we would. but thanks for the sms-es now and then. it's through these that i'm able to know how u have been getting along.(:
angela: hey, throughout this year, we've met 2 or 3 times only! but i'm glad that we're able to catch up online. we'd talk to each other when we see each other online.(: haha let's meet soon! thanks for everything:D
sujun: haha i'm glad that we became quite good friends i can say? haha it has been really enjoyable talking to you in sch despite your violent streaks now and then. it's really funny how we can come up with funny nicks for people.:D
jiayen: hello, i know you dont visit my blog. but still, i'm glad that we became friends. it has been really fun talking and laughing. your jokes really crack me up and your laughter is really infectious:D
waisum: hello. haha i'm also glad that you're my friend:D it has been fun knowing you((:
more notes later on- to AFC and the rest:D
i like this song. i think it's really nice!((: okay i got to go-hand in i&r
You Are The Music In Me- Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens
Na na na na
Na na na na yeahYou are the music in me
You know the words"Once Upon A Time"
Make you listen?
There's a reason.
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise
And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na naYeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And no, I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)
Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)
You are the music in me (In me)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
(Yeah)
ahaha, last night, at 2am, i finally finished my second draft of I&R. all thanks to angela, who sent me samples i could refer to. i do not dare to imagine how late i'd have stayed up till without those samples.
i've been reading quite alot these days. in the past, i used to always read just romance novels. but these few weeks, i can say i've been reading quite a wide variety. i used to shun thrillers/mystery novels, but now, i find them quite interesting despite getting freaked out by the plots. -.- jeffery archer is my new love now:D
by right, i should be on holiday and relaxing already. but, with all the pw and ocip, it seems just like school days with irregular sch times. pw is finally coming to an end. and i feel that for once, i'm able to speak about it with no negative feelings. the past few days, i was really, frustrated about everything. in a way, i'm quite glad that there's the holidays even though i don't really like holidays, staying at home, hearing all the fights/squabbles. it is also because of holidays that i get to reflect on life as a whole. i guess, i havent achieved what i had set out to do. i'm still the person i pretty much was at this time last year. probably not. i may feel that i've not changed. but in fact, i've changed. well i'm not sure either.
okay i better reply tags/tell my friends how i feel towards them. as jx says, everyone needs reassurance now and then.
to:
jx: thanks for being there throughout the year. i'm really glad that we've managed to keep in touch.:D
fel, jo, xhui: hey, i guess we haven't been meeting up as often as we had said that we would. but thanks for the sms-es now and then. it's through these that i'm able to know how u have been getting along.(:
angela: hey, throughout this year, we've met 2 or 3 times only! but i'm glad that we're able to catch up online. we'd talk to each other when we see each other online.(: haha let's meet soon! thanks for everything:D
sujun: haha i'm glad that we became quite good friends i can say? haha it has been really enjoyable talking to you in sch despite your violent streaks now and then. it's really funny how we can come up with funny nicks for people.:D
jiayen: hello, i know you dont visit my blog. but still, i'm glad that we became friends. it has been really fun talking and laughing. your jokes really crack me up and your laughter is really infectious:D
waisum: hello. haha i'm also glad that you're my friend:D it has been fun knowing you((:
more notes later on- to AFC and the rest:D
i like this song. i think it's really nice!((: okay i got to go-hand in i&r
You Are The Music In Me- Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens
Na na na na
Na na na na yeahYou are the music in me
You know the words"Once Upon A Time"
Make you listen?
There's a reason.
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise
And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na naYeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And no, I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)
Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)
You are the music in me (In me)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
(Yeah)
Monday, October 29, 2007
okay i'm finally back to blogging.since my comp was down with a virus and i could only use the laptop for pw and ocip stuff.
first of all, i want to thank everyone for tagging(okay i know this sounds weird) but ya, since i've not been replying but you all have not stopped tagging. so i want to 'thank' all of you for it:D
quick update of events
1.mt As today- it was quite okay for me. although i have mixed feelings about it. i'm kind of glad that it's finally over, but yet i'm afraid of the results. i seem to be contradicting myself.
2.talked to jx on the phone, and i'm glad we didd.caught up on loads of stuff and we've planned what to do on my birthday!and we talked about stuff, just like we did in the past.
3.op&pw- i don't know how i feel towards this anymore. initially, i was neutral towards it. but as i'm nearing the end, i'm starting to dread pw more and more. i don't know. it has always been like that. but i guess it's my feelings which has been changing.
well those seem to be the most interesting stuff in my life right now.but i'm really waiting for the end. of pw i mean. but actually, the end of pw just means the start of preparations for ocip, doing holiday homework. not a long holiday for me this year.but of course i'll be meeting my friends!!
i'm sounding a little emo now.
this is because i'm feeling so sad. i thought of how i would feel if i were in her shoes and i really couldnt imagine myself in that situation. it's really bad alright, and i almost teared.
i meant to update a long long long entry about what has been going on in sch and all. but i guess i can't now.
first of all, i want to thank everyone for tagging(okay i know this sounds weird) but ya, since i've not been replying but you all have not stopped tagging. so i want to 'thank' all of you for it:D
quick update of events
1.mt As today- it was quite okay for me. although i have mixed feelings about it. i'm kind of glad that it's finally over, but yet i'm afraid of the results. i seem to be contradicting myself.
2.talked to jx on the phone, and i'm glad we didd.caught up on loads of stuff and we've planned what to do on my birthday!and we talked about stuff, just like we did in the past.
3.op&pw- i don't know how i feel towards this anymore. initially, i was neutral towards it. but as i'm nearing the end, i'm starting to dread pw more and more. i don't know. it has always been like that. but i guess it's my feelings which has been changing.
well those seem to be the most interesting stuff in my life right now.but i'm really waiting for the end. of pw i mean. but actually, the end of pw just means the start of preparations for ocip, doing holiday homework. not a long holiday for me this year.but of course i'll be meeting my friends!!
i'm sounding a little emo now.
this is because i'm feeling so sad. i thought of how i would feel if i were in her shoes and i really couldnt imagine myself in that situation. it's really bad alright, and i almost teared.
i meant to update a long long long entry about what has been going on in sch and all. but i guess i can't now.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Thursday, October 04, 2007
finally, i have the liberty to do nothing
but yet, it is not with joy that i am able to do so
no, i'm not going to think so much.
during thisperiod of time, i:
ate alot
slept very little
drank lots of tea
saw lots of jayyy at the library
made the school library my second home
i cant remember much already!
for now,i just want tosavour th e moment!
heart shaped grape!!
heart shaped grape!!
Friday, September 07, 2007
random pictures i decided to upload since i had to clear memory space:D
distance from ladder to fan is so great and i've a fear of heights! and i had to clean the fan
close up of a fly i took.looks cool.
jx!!
a picture of my shoe when it was still clean and new:D
my pledge
this was how red i looked after training
okay after all that randomness i'm starting to blog
i had decided to blog only after the promos but i've decided that today's post is absolutely necessary
i'm in a damn lousy and bad mood now.so there's a high chance that this post is going to be emo, even though i dont want it to.so you've been warned
the day started off bad, having taken two injections this morning.(one for blood group and one for typhoid) and my hand was hurting when i went to school for bio test. and when i reached school, we were told that the 3 hour bio test was converted to a 1 hour 50 mcq bio test. can you imagine what a waste of time it was for me. i spent loads of time studying bio (or bacteria for that matter) and all we were tested was 50 mcq. hello.the time spent could have been used to do something more productive. not that i was looking forward to 3 hours of bio test la, but still, they could have informed us like earlier.many will say that if ppl know it's only mcq, they wouldnt put in as much effort.but still...
i'm a little sad to know that jayyy didnt reply tags/comments. i wasnt really expecting a reply, but yet, disappointment sets in
and today i felt really bad for laughing at the team sajc guy. (ty'll know who i'm talking about) well, it's not that he has become un-funny or what, but i feel that it's not so good laughing at others like that. and so i spent my afternoon brooding over it.
another thing worth mentioning is the lack of the feeling of accomplishment when i study. last year i always felt so motivated and all. but i guess this year, there's just too much to cover such that a meagre amount of work done doesnt make you feel all that great, and that's bad.
and i dread going home when there's only my brothers and my grandma(like today). they make lots of noise and irritate you to the extent of explosion. like no matter how much you shout at them, they just wont budge.
so a lesson learnt is not to go home so early
and the reason i went home so early today was to rest- and see what i got. more irritation from them
this will not do.until 4 october, i'm going to hit the books like never before!
somehow using these quotes feel so weird.
few weeks ago, i'd be smiling as i typed those. but now, i feel different
partly because of seeing jayyy with the girl at the library.
i've got to get down to doing eom.
i havent been doing because i'm afraid i cant handle, afraid of the stress, afraid of failure
such a weakling, aren't i
i will get down to doing it, but after i watch zhong ji yi jia. i hope it'll lift my mood yeah(:
distance from ladder to fan is so great and i've a fear of heights! and i had to clean the fan
close up of a fly i took.looks cool.
jx!!
a picture of my shoe when it was still clean and new:D
my pledge
this was how red i looked after training
okay after all that randomness i'm starting to blog
i had decided to blog only after the promos but i've decided that today's post is absolutely necessary
i'm in a damn lousy and bad mood now.so there's a high chance that this post is going to be emo, even though i dont want it to.so you've been warned
the day started off bad, having taken two injections this morning.(one for blood group and one for typhoid) and my hand was hurting when i went to school for bio test. and when i reached school, we were told that the 3 hour bio test was converted to a 1 hour 50 mcq bio test. can you imagine what a waste of time it was for me. i spent loads of time studying bio (or bacteria for that matter) and all we were tested was 50 mcq. hello.the time spent could have been used to do something more productive. not that i was looking forward to 3 hours of bio test la, but still, they could have informed us like earlier.many will say that if ppl know it's only mcq, they wouldnt put in as much effort.but still...
i'm a little sad to know that jayyy didnt reply tags/comments. i wasnt really expecting a reply, but yet, disappointment sets in
and today i felt really bad for laughing at the team sajc guy. (ty'll know who i'm talking about) well, it's not that he has become un-funny or what, but i feel that it's not so good laughing at others like that. and so i spent my afternoon brooding over it.
another thing worth mentioning is the lack of the feeling of accomplishment when i study. last year i always felt so motivated and all. but i guess this year, there's just too much to cover such that a meagre amount of work done doesnt make you feel all that great, and that's bad.
and i dread going home when there's only my brothers and my grandma(like today). they make lots of noise and irritate you to the extent of explosion. like no matter how much you shout at them, they just wont budge.
so a lesson learnt is not to go home so early
and the reason i went home so early today was to rest- and see what i got. more irritation from them
this will not do.until 4 october, i'm going to hit the books like never before!
somehow using these quotes feel so weird.
few weeks ago, i'd be smiling as i typed those. but now, i feel different
partly because of seeing jayyy with the girl at the library.
i've got to get down to doing eom.
i havent been doing because i'm afraid i cant handle, afraid of the stress, afraid of failure
such a weakling, aren't i
i will get down to doing it, but after i watch zhong ji yi jia. i hope it'll lift my mood yeah(:
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
I’m feeling so bad now.
I’m feeling so frustrated
I’m irritated
I’m now irritated at myself for feeling this way
I know I’m too quick to judge people but from what I see, it is this way
It’s enough that you leave me more to do, but you completed yours half heartedly, such that I had to redo your part. And you went away
Why make your work mine?
Yes we did it together
We agreed to split the work
But u left, leaving me all.
Could you imagine how I felt
I’m back from ocip camp
The camp was so slack, and there was not much control by the teachers and they gave us quite a lot of time to do our stuff :D
CURRY-MOON rocks! i loved it when we found we had the shortest time!the way we cheered and all (even though in the end other groups beat our timing)
I feel that my committee’s alright
Except that we tend to have some arguments
Lots to be done
But I’ll get through all those, I hope
talked with waiwai until 1:41am in the morning. we talked about lots of stuff((:
My week was okay I guess
I had a dream, and monkey was in it. It was quite a nice one, except that it’d have been better if it was someone else.
And, I’ve been feeling really motivated and I’ll really work hard for the promos as in my pledge! I’m going to complete my tutorials on time and listen attentively to vaaloo and all the other teachers and avoid getting annoyed at minute things. And I’m going to hit the books like never before! It’s do or die because there will still be touch training due to a competition coming up. So training is not going to end so soon. No matter what it takes, be it burning the midnight oil or studying in the school library alone, I will persevere(: so that I’ll be able to reap the results at the end of the year. I’m not going to think of jayyy for now
Consulted kahhwee about chem. Tutorial and the isomerism and all that I don’t understand, which I finally understand finally!((: sorry for asking questions that seem so silly!
I’m feeling dizzy now. Around me, everything’s moving. I guess the fall of the cd player on my head is taking it’s toll on me now.( the cd player dropped on my head on thurs night ) and the dizziness does not seem to be stopping soon.
Sightings of jayyy at the library again. Jiayen and I were so shocked to see him there and jiayen couldn’t believe it that he was so hardworking as to stay in the lib until the closing time. :D and that time I had a damn good view. ((: ahaha! But these has to stop
This week, I was also irritated.
I cant believe how someone I thought was alright in character to morph into someone so unbearable and irritating. Perhaps time really changes your perception of people. I wonder how one can survive being so irritating and annoying, caring only for his or her own feelings and not bothering about how others actually feel. How can one live with himself or herself being such a person? I can’t.
This I really wonder. What is the point of secretly mugging when u can study together and motivate one another.
That’s what friends are for right. MEIBAO! We’ll go through this together alright((:
I’m sure most will know who I’m talking about but I’m not mentioning names here.
Cip at Holland v today
Haha I learnt that cleaning windows is not an easy task and wiping grease off without the help of any snit grease detergent is akin to attempting to kill yourself. Because those grime and oil will spoil and crack your nails. Haha it was quite fun and I got to know my trip mates better. They’re a nice lot:D
Went to Holland v to eat lunch with melshan sj and jiahui after that
Haha it was damn funny listening to melshan talk about the man whom she cleaned the house for. The sign languages! We ate horfun! And I bought bread from the shop that was ‘advertised’ on tv. The blueberry bread is nice((:
We saw someone on our way to the bus stop.
alright
i'm not going to blog so often now.
because as i've said, i'm going to hit the books like never before! (sujun dont laugh!!)
till then,
I’m feeling so frustrated
I’m irritated
I’m now irritated at myself for feeling this way
I know I’m too quick to judge people but from what I see, it is this way
It’s enough that you leave me more to do, but you completed yours half heartedly, such that I had to redo your part. And you went away
Why make your work mine?
Yes we did it together
We agreed to split the work
But u left, leaving me all.
Could you imagine how I felt
I’m back from ocip camp
The camp was so slack, and there was not much control by the teachers and they gave us quite a lot of time to do our stuff :D
CURRY-MOON rocks! i loved it when we found we had the shortest time!the way we cheered and all (even though in the end other groups beat our timing)
I feel that my committee’s alright
Except that we tend to have some arguments
Lots to be done
But I’ll get through all those, I hope
talked with waiwai until 1:41am in the morning. we talked about lots of stuff((:
My week was okay I guess
I had a dream, and monkey was in it. It was quite a nice one, except that it’d have been better if it was someone else.
And, I’ve been feeling really motivated and I’ll really work hard for the promos as in my pledge! I’m going to complete my tutorials on time and listen attentively to vaaloo and all the other teachers and avoid getting annoyed at minute things. And I’m going to hit the books like never before! It’s do or die because there will still be touch training due to a competition coming up. So training is not going to end so soon. No matter what it takes, be it burning the midnight oil or studying in the school library alone, I will persevere(: so that I’ll be able to reap the results at the end of the year. I’m not going to think of jayyy for now
Consulted kahhwee about chem. Tutorial and the isomerism and all that I don’t understand, which I finally understand finally!((: sorry for asking questions that seem so silly!
I’m feeling dizzy now. Around me, everything’s moving. I guess the fall of the cd player on my head is taking it’s toll on me now.( the cd player dropped on my head on thurs night ) and the dizziness does not seem to be stopping soon.
Sightings of jayyy at the library again. Jiayen and I were so shocked to see him there and jiayen couldn’t believe it that he was so hardworking as to stay in the lib until the closing time. :D and that time I had a damn good view. ((: ahaha! But these has to stop
This week, I was also irritated.
I cant believe how someone I thought was alright in character to morph into someone so unbearable and irritating. Perhaps time really changes your perception of people. I wonder how one can survive being so irritating and annoying, caring only for his or her own feelings and not bothering about how others actually feel. How can one live with himself or herself being such a person? I can’t.
This I really wonder. What is the point of secretly mugging when u can study together and motivate one another.
That’s what friends are for right. MEIBAO! We’ll go through this together alright((:
I’m sure most will know who I’m talking about but I’m not mentioning names here.
Cip at Holland v today
Haha I learnt that cleaning windows is not an easy task and wiping grease off without the help of any snit grease detergent is akin to attempting to kill yourself. Because those grime and oil will spoil and crack your nails. Haha it was quite fun and I got to know my trip mates better. They’re a nice lot:D
Went to Holland v to eat lunch with melshan sj and jiahui after that
Haha it was damn funny listening to melshan talk about the man whom she cleaned the house for. The sign languages! We ate horfun! And I bought bread from the shop that was ‘advertised’ on tv. The blueberry bread is nice((:
We saw someone on our way to the bus stop.
alright
i'm not going to blog so often now.
because as i've said, i'm going to hit the books like never before! (sujun dont laugh!!)
till then,
Saturday, August 11, 2007
it's been a long time since i blogged. well, probably not a very long time. but yeah
i've been feeling so exasperated with myself of late. i cant seem to get back the momentum of studying again. promos are nearing and i feel so tired everyday. i fall asleep at the table at almost 11 and i end up not accomplishing much
darn. i really want to discipline my mind. i'll stop coming online so often unless i have work to do.(actually, i don't come online for no reason. the reason i came was to complete my part of wr and it's finally done)
recent sightings of jayy at the library in between lessons. i really should spend more time studying at the library. but the thing is, studying alone at the sch libary would be really scary.well, not really scary, but it's odd and out of the ordinary.
now about the plain life of mine
went for ice cream at island creamery on fri with oggy, mabel, jiayi and mabel. tried the ice cream for the first time! and it tasted so creamy and yummy! haha i tried the very berry flavour and it's unique. i mean, u dont get to eat ice cream which has so much berries elsewhere right. then i shared cookies and cream with mabel. i'm not eating ice cream for the next month already. i consumed so much ice cream that i felt so full even though i didnt eat dinner last night.nonetheless, i love ice cream!
then we went for touch farewell, where we served food.
everyone liked my mum's apple pies and my mum's happy:D but hey it's really nice alright.
reached home at 12 thirty plus last night.
it was the latest i had ever reached home
upon taking the train to jurong east did i realise that there were no more train services. so we shared a cab and it went to 22 plus..
this teaches us a lesson: dont take a cab so late at night or even better, dont stay out until so late.
that's pretty much all that i have to say.
i'm off to reply jx's letter already!:D
i've been feeling so exasperated with myself of late. i cant seem to get back the momentum of studying again. promos are nearing and i feel so tired everyday. i fall asleep at the table at almost 11 and i end up not accomplishing much
darn. i really want to discipline my mind. i'll stop coming online so often unless i have work to do.(actually, i don't come online for no reason. the reason i came was to complete my part of wr and it's finally done)
recent sightings of jayy at the library in between lessons. i really should spend more time studying at the library. but the thing is, studying alone at the sch libary would be really scary.well, not really scary, but it's odd and out of the ordinary.
now about the plain life of mine
went for ice cream at island creamery on fri with oggy, mabel, jiayi and mabel. tried the ice cream for the first time! and it tasted so creamy and yummy! haha i tried the very berry flavour and it's unique. i mean, u dont get to eat ice cream which has so much berries elsewhere right. then i shared cookies and cream with mabel. i'm not eating ice cream for the next month already. i consumed so much ice cream that i felt so full even though i didnt eat dinner last night.nonetheless, i love ice cream!
then we went for touch farewell, where we served food.
everyone liked my mum's apple pies and my mum's happy:D but hey it's really nice alright.
reached home at 12 thirty plus last night.
it was the latest i had ever reached home
upon taking the train to jurong east did i realise that there were no more train services. so we shared a cab and it went to 22 plus..
this teaches us a lesson: dont take a cab so late at night or even better, dont stay out until so late.
that's pretty much all that i have to say.
i'm off to reply jx's letter already!:D
Sunday, August 05, 2007
My Personality
Neuroticism | 87 |
Extraversion | 44 |
Openness To Experience | 35 |
Agreeableness | 52 |
Conscientiousness | 61 |
| You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled. |
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Friday, August 03, 2007
Thursday, July 26, 2007
it's 1128pm now and i've just finished my final draft of EoM. i gave it my best shot.:D i happily thought that it was due on next mon until i saw my timetable. fri: pw. so that explains the rush.
bio spa and h1 common test next week. and i haven't really studied econs yet. this is the outcome of dragging, thinking that i have lots of time and when finally time passes and when time runs out, nothing has been done. life is such an irony, don't you think? u were born to enjoy the world. but yet, you don't get to because u have so much to do and so much commitments. what if u die before you get to reap the fruit of your labour? isn't life a waste? learning festival these 2 days. i learnt some new things, but are not really applicable in my daily life like comics drawing, tchoukball and others. hahaha had touch today, it was not training la.there was no training today, but just preparation for some stuff. hai oggy should feel so honoured that i miss her at trainings, lol. ocip selection camp tmr and crescent speechday on sat! i'm looking forward to speech day!(: then i'd be able to see all of them again:D
i guess i've gotten over EMM, so now it's only JAYY.
credits to sujun for sending me pics:D
i'm going to spend more time studying in the school lib after school. it's time to put in more effort to score well.(: i hope i survive the camp, then i can go home and enjoy the spinner my mum bought!:D i'm only motivated by fooooddd ahahaha.
food my mum made(:
i forgot to add: i found enemy of the people on youtube!! love!! the script is exactly the same as in the book la. damn funny!! ((:
bio spa and h1 common test next week. and i haven't really studied econs yet. this is the outcome of dragging, thinking that i have lots of time and when finally time passes and when time runs out, nothing has been done. life is such an irony, don't you think? u were born to enjoy the world. but yet, you don't get to because u have so much to do and so much commitments. what if u die before you get to reap the fruit of your labour? isn't life a waste? learning festival these 2 days. i learnt some new things, but are not really applicable in my daily life like comics drawing, tchoukball and others. hahaha had touch today, it was not training la.there was no training today, but just preparation for some stuff. hai oggy should feel so honoured that i miss her at trainings, lol. ocip selection camp tmr and crescent speechday on sat! i'm looking forward to speech day!(: then i'd be able to see all of them again:D
i guess i've gotten over EMM, so now it's only JAYY.
credits to sujun for sending me pics:D
i'm going to spend more time studying in the school lib after school. it's time to put in more effort to score well.(: i hope i survive the camp, then i can go home and enjoy the spinner my mum bought!:D i'm only motivated by fooooddd ahahaha.
food my mum made(:
i forgot to add: i found enemy of the people on youtube!! love!! the script is exactly the same as in the book la. damn funny!! ((:
Sunday, July 15, 2007
quick update now..
just completed EoM.
and my life is boring.it's school in the morning/afternoon, training, study, and the occasional going out with afc.
i didn't fail any of my subjects in cts, but that is beside the point okay.
not failing does not equate to doing well alright
i don't deny that i'm disappointed but that will only serve to spur me on even more.
BIO-C
CHEM-C
MATH-E
GP-D
CHINESE-A
i won't let myself be distracted, and i can't believe that i couldn't sleep because i knew m _____ during something. but i'm okay now. i'm going to stop visiting that page. i know it is hard but i'll try.
PS: my mum bought ni guang and play!! new songs for my iriver!
just completed EoM.
and my life is boring.it's school in the morning/afternoon, training, study, and the occasional going out with afc.
i didn't fail any of my subjects in cts, but that is beside the point okay.
not failing does not equate to doing well alright
i don't deny that i'm disappointed but that will only serve to spur me on even more.
BIO-C
CHEM-C
MATH-E
GP-D
CHINESE-A
i won't let myself be distracted, and i can't believe that i couldn't sleep because i knew m _____ during something. but i'm okay now. i'm going to stop visiting that page. i know it is hard but i'll try.
PS: my mum bought ni guang and play!! new songs for my iriver!
Friday, July 13, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i realised that my previous post was quite emo. and that was because i didn't want to make myself too obvious and that would show my weakness. but now i've realised that it is me to say everything and trying to be abstract would not be me.
so i guess, i'll be reflective again
just finished finding articles for eom. i hope it is suitable because i've really put effort into looking for these two articles.
ct results
an A, C and E.
that spells ACE!guess which for which!
4s2 gathering yesterday! only 18 ppl turned up in the end, but it was fun nevertheless. took lots of pics with many of them. :D i'll upload some to friendster next time. we sat in the games room and read magazines. well the content of the magazines were..i should say, too mature for us. we had a nice long chat and i told them all about school& jx understands how i feel about m.
the food was good and we had our fill. kwan and mrs rupa came late but they brought soonkuey for us!:D haha mrs rupa still remembers me(:
i hope to see all of you soon!<3
went west mall after that and the shops were already closing.they were closing for us alright.
had oral on college day.just right after. hahaha i sprayed deodorant on my blouse so i would be nice smelling in front of the examiner. i think i talked for a very short time. i just rambled on and on. the stuff i prepared before hand was of no help to me at all.
went with tingyu and the rest to fish and co for lunch. :D
i watched wei xiao pasta today. the two of them look so nice together. these stories only happen in dramas, never in reality. i should stop daydreaming and work towards my goal now.
this week ahead
returning of gp and chem cts
i hope i get through them
and the thing is: i haven't seen J and M in ages!
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Friday, June 29, 2007
Thursday, June 07, 2007
oh my i'm here again.
i've got to stop coming online so often! must study! tmr's a day set aside for studying, going to libraty to study! next week too. so i'm not going out so much. common tests after the holidays. i guess i'm so dead.
clique outing today!
i was late!, by 1 hour and 36 mins! and it was because i had touch before that, so i couldn't leave. it's a record okay because i'm always early:D, well most of the time.haha
yup so they waited for me to have lunch! so sorry that all of u had late lunches!
i ate yoshi and i cheated them of their $$! fel taught me that, to play on the fact that they don't remember!
then we went to take photos at the neoprint shop! taking photos without paying money. we were making funny poses and enjoying ourselves until the shopkeeper came and stopped us.
it was really nice meeting them. seeing them made me feel so at ease. indescribable with words, but it was nice, really. they'll send me photos soon! :D i'm burnt, again
i've got to stop coming online so often! must study! tmr's a day set aside for studying, going to libraty to study! next week too. so i'm not going out so much. common tests after the holidays. i guess i'm so dead.
clique outing today!
i was late!, by 1 hour and 36 mins! and it was because i had touch before that, so i couldn't leave. it's a record okay because i'm always early:D, well most of the time.haha
yup so they waited for me to have lunch! so sorry that all of u had late lunches!
i ate yoshi and i cheated them of their $$! fel taught me that, to play on the fact that they don't remember!
then we went to take photos at the neoprint shop! taking photos without paying money. we were making funny poses and enjoying ourselves until the shopkeeper came and stopped us.
it was really nice meeting them. seeing them made me feel so at ease. indescribable with words, but it was nice, really. they'll send me photos soon! :D i'm burnt, again
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Saturday, June 02, 2007
i'll always remember waiting here for chem practical to start
how nice crescent has become
i finally went back to crescent to collect the Os cert. so many people had collected theirs liao.random pictures of crescent. but i didnt upload all that i took. so i'll send the others to you when you're online okay, jx. we decided to eat at the canteen, and i ate charsiew rice. one of my favourite food increscent. but the vegetarian stall wasn't open!): oh well. we saw ms azilah and she still remembers me! haha and we saw mr loh. and mr loh forgotten me! he was like, u, chinese name one right. dunno what name one. lol yup. went to town after that. went to taka to buy donuts! hahaha delicious donuts which we finished in no time at all.we talked alot too. crapping most of the time.but hey, it was fun. all in all, it was a day welll spent.
i've really got to hit the books soon. it's figurative speech. i was looking at the bio textbook and thought, god, what did i get myself into. but as the saying goes, when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! i'm going to work so hard that i beat all that i want to beat!
class badge!
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
okay well. i just read someone's blog and i had the inspiration to blog suddenly.
the holidays are here and i know i'm supposed to study hard for the upcoming common tests . but there're so much to study that i dont know where and how to start. but i know i will eventually. tons of work to be done. but i will find my own balance.i sound like i'm depressed,but i am not, really.
visited carmen's house for her party last sat, and her house is so bigggg. i'm awed.:D and the delicious food we ate. ((: it was the first time i reached home so late. for the record, it was 1145. i know it can't be compared to some people who reach home in the morning but yeah..
i don't wish to think about what happened in the past and i'm going to focus on the present.
went to school on mon and tues for lessons. i was enlightened during bio tut and i had learnt so much
i really hope that ms yeo won't call my mum but ahh. i really don't know.
meeting jx later at cj to go to crescent! i miss everyone u know. people like angela, fel and the rest. it's sad that tthey can't make it today.
i just recalled that the holidays mean that i won't be able to see jayyyyy and mmmm. bit it's alright. i'll get to meet up with everyone i've not gotten to meet for such a long time((:
i have lots to say here but i can't seem to find the words to describe how i feel. i realise that i've been cold to certain people but it's not that i'm being like this on purpose. but i really don't wish to talk to those people. i guess this can't be changed. i do not talk to people i do not like and nothing can change this. this is not a perfect world and i am not perfect.
another thing is i do not like to be dictated. it just gets on my nerves when people simply try to tell me to do this and that. if you don't say it out, then maybe i would. it was all a mistake
the holidays are here and i know i'm supposed to study hard for the upcoming common tests . but there're so much to study that i dont know where and how to start. but i know i will eventually. tons of work to be done. but i will find my own balance.i sound like i'm depressed,but i am not, really.
visited carmen's house for her party last sat, and her house is so bigggg. i'm awed.:D and the delicious food we ate. ((: it was the first time i reached home so late. for the record, it was 1145. i know it can't be compared to some people who reach home in the morning but yeah..
i don't wish to think about what happened in the past and i'm going to focus on the present.
went to school on mon and tues for lessons. i was enlightened during bio tut and i had learnt so much
i really hope that ms yeo won't call my mum but ahh. i really don't know.
meeting jx later at cj to go to crescent! i miss everyone u know. people like angela, fel and the rest. it's sad that tthey can't make it today.
i just recalled that the holidays mean that i won't be able to see jayyyyy and mmmm. bit it's alright. i'll get to meet up with everyone i've not gotten to meet for such a long time((:
i have lots to say here but i can't seem to find the words to describe how i feel. i realise that i've been cold to certain people but it's not that i'm being like this on purpose. but i really don't wish to talk to those people. i guess this can't be changed. i do not talk to people i do not like and nothing can change this. this is not a perfect world and i am not perfect.
another thing is i do not like to be dictated. it just gets on my nerves when people simply try to tell me to do this and that. if you don't say it out, then maybe i would. it was all a mistake
Thursday, May 24, 2007
a long time since i blogged
the last entry was about touch camp. so it was about 2 weeks ago
quite a lot has happened since then.but i've forgot most of it! but i'll try to rmb and type it in here
i was sick last week, not in the mind of course, as some would suggest
had gastric flu after lunch on one day and i was in pain until i got home at 6. and i had to speak during gp for some debate and that was so screwed. i couldnt speak properly and all.i felt so terrible and i just wanted to go home.
that was all in the past
i'm surprised at myself. at how i forget things so easily. i dont have the time to do self reflection so it seems like i've been going through life aimlessly. day in, day out. to school in the morning, back home after school.homework after reaching home, eat, do work, sleeping at my table.
what is the meaning of this.
okay i'll do this later, on to other stuff.
mugged so hard for a bio test just to get a 12/19 which is so undeserved.but counting that this is the first bio test that i have passed, it's alright. and i'll strive harder for common test!
the onlytest i failed this time was chem test. i dont know if i expected it but..there's a test next week. so i'll score for that.xp
watched 2 matches this week. rugby 3rd/4th placings on tues at ccab. and we won! throughout the match i was looking out for the _______. even though i know that he's not a good person, but still, he's cute
another match was today. soccer 3rd/4th placings at national stadium, and we lost 2:1
___ was there and i couldnt focus when we had to cheer and ___ was standing there. like i didnt know where to look, to look at the game or to look at ___. :D steph will help me next time!
talked to jx on the phone this week, after like, 1 month of non contact. it felt so nice to talk to you again. i'm sure u know, u being u. haha, our meeting's postponed to this wed. i hope there'll be no changes(:
meeting with the rest next week too! you know i miss all of you!
i don't know what you are thinking, but you definitely don't know me. i am more than what you see
the last entry was about touch camp. so it was about 2 weeks ago
quite a lot has happened since then.but i've forgot most of it! but i'll try to rmb and type it in here
i was sick last week, not in the mind of course, as some would suggest
had gastric flu after lunch on one day and i was in pain until i got home at 6. and i had to speak during gp for some debate and that was so screwed. i couldnt speak properly and all.i felt so terrible and i just wanted to go home.
that was all in the past
i'm surprised at myself. at how i forget things so easily. i dont have the time to do self reflection so it seems like i've been going through life aimlessly. day in, day out. to school in the morning, back home after school.homework after reaching home, eat, do work, sleeping at my table.
what is the meaning of this.
okay i'll do this later, on to other stuff.
mugged so hard for a bio test just to get a 12/19 which is so undeserved.but counting that this is the first bio test that i have passed, it's alright. and i'll strive harder for common test!
the onlytest i failed this time was chem test. i dont know if i expected it but..there's a test next week. so i'll score for that.xp
watched 2 matches this week. rugby 3rd/4th placings on tues at ccab. and we won! throughout the match i was looking out for the _______. even though i know that he's not a good person, but still, he's cute
another match was today. soccer 3rd/4th placings at national stadium, and we lost 2:1
___ was there and i couldnt focus when we had to cheer and ___ was standing there. like i didnt know where to look, to look at the game or to look at ___. :D steph will help me next time!
talked to jx on the phone this week, after like, 1 month of non contact. it felt so nice to talk to you again. i'm sure u know, u being u. haha, our meeting's postponed to this wed. i hope there'll be no changes(:
meeting with the rest next week too! you know i miss all of you!
i don't know what you are thinking, but you definitely don't know me. i am more than what you see
Monday, May 14, 2007
10 minutes to blog, then i'll chiong bio and chem!
touch camp from fri to sun! the only stuff i rmb was superglue when i cried.i cried not because the seniors were fierce, but how they could be like this. okay i know they were kind of acting, but still, i was affected by it la
then nightwalk with tingyu!!
we were so freaked out by everything
and omg!! VALUE!! damn funny!michelle and steph!
construction paper and econs notes with 'ECONOMIC VALUE'. how funny can it get. omg
taking the photo reminded me of shutter
i fell sick during camp, having fever after sttanding with rugby ball over my head for 1 hour plus.my arms ached so much! i didnt really feel very sick. but when i reached home i felt damn sick la
okay back to chionging !!
jiayou S11!!
touch camp from fri to sun! the only stuff i rmb was superglue when i cried.i cried not because the seniors were fierce, but how they could be like this. okay i know they were kind of acting, but still, i was affected by it la
then nightwalk with tingyu!!
we were so freaked out by everything
and omg!! VALUE!! damn funny!michelle and steph!
construction paper and econs notes with 'ECONOMIC VALUE'. how funny can it get. omg
taking the photo reminded me of shutter
i fell sick during camp, having fever after sttanding with rugby ball over my head for 1 hour plus.my arms ached so much! i didnt really feel very sick. but when i reached home i felt damn sick la
okay back to chionging !!
jiayou S11!!
Monday, April 30, 2007
okay i know i haven't really been blogging but i have perfectly good reasons for not doing so.
first, the huge load of work that i've got to do prohibits me from coming online unless it is necessary to do so. eg: PI
PI just gets on my nerves.
at first, it was my word limit.and the content was quite okay, at least.
but now that i've shortened it, there are even more errors and i've to correct them, once again
therefore, the reason for me being here today
life's been really fun but really busy too
i can't stand gp lessons
every lesson, for sure, i'd get called to answer questions. it's alright that i get asked questions, but the problem is that she asks me questions that i have no answer to, or i'm unable to think of the answer. so, u know what happens..
or so it seems, i'm the one the gp teacher likes to call. but she calls the people in my group as well.
sujun, bouncer and swayer'd get called too. even when we're not sitting in groups of fours.
oh she just loves us so much.
went for the first consultation ever.
maths consultation with vaaloo.
it was quite okay, not like what i had kind of expected, but alright.
however, i felt that i had not cleared all my doubts.and i left with even more queries.-.- how ironic can it get.
class party today at gracia's house.
went to town today. and we took so many photos. the camera was set on timer.
and i was appalled at how tall i looked in the photos!it seems that i was the tallest person in the photo and it was sticking out like a sore thumb!
i finally understand how fel felt in the past! because that is happening to me too! i don't want to be so tall !!but i know what jx would say:'too late change this'
LOL
ate donut at taka today and it was so delicious!
i'm going to try more the next time i go there!!
hahaha. the party was damn funny. we played zhong ji mi ma and we sabo-ed someone!!
and the loser had to drink a whole pot of mushroom soup!!
HAHAHA
touch was cancelled today and, sorry president!!
i'll make it up to u someday, really!!:D
president and i have been informing each other when the 'screaming' song is played on radio! and we'll scream together. it's damn fun la. her mum damn pro too. she can hear the panting after the scream but i only noticed in when it was pointed out to me.-.-
touch tmr!train hard!i'm suddenly reminded of the yummy fish and chips i had at fish and co last friday.
went with half of AFC.without seowli cause she was sick.yup.the wait was definitely worth it even though i had gotten a teeny weeny pissed off at the long long wait.
the crispy fish with the crispy fries!!the garlic butter sauce!! oh i should just stop thinking about food and go back to pi.
i dont know when i'll get to blog again, but till then, tc everyone!
first, the huge load of work that i've got to do prohibits me from coming online unless it is necessary to do so. eg: PI
PI just gets on my nerves.
at first, it was my word limit.and the content was quite okay, at least.
but now that i've shortened it, there are even more errors and i've to correct them, once again
therefore, the reason for me being here today
life's been really fun but really busy too
i can't stand gp lessons
every lesson, for sure, i'd get called to answer questions. it's alright that i get asked questions, but the problem is that she asks me questions that i have no answer to, or i'm unable to think of the answer. so, u know what happens..
or so it seems, i'm the one the gp teacher likes to call. but she calls the people in my group as well.
sujun, bouncer and swayer'd get called too. even when we're not sitting in groups of fours.
oh she just loves us so much.
went for the first consultation ever.
maths consultation with vaaloo.
it was quite okay, not like what i had kind of expected, but alright.
however, i felt that i had not cleared all my doubts.and i left with even more queries.-.- how ironic can it get.
class party today at gracia's house.
went to town today. and we took so many photos. the camera was set on timer.
and i was appalled at how tall i looked in the photos!it seems that i was the tallest person in the photo and it was sticking out like a sore thumb!
i finally understand how fel felt in the past! because that is happening to me too! i don't want to be so tall !!but i know what jx would say:'too late change this'
LOL
ate donut at taka today and it was so delicious!
i'm going to try more the next time i go there!!
hahaha. the party was damn funny. we played zhong ji mi ma and we sabo-ed someone!!
and the loser had to drink a whole pot of mushroom soup!!
HAHAHA
touch was cancelled today and, sorry president!!
i'll make it up to u someday, really!!:D
president and i have been informing each other when the 'screaming' song is played on radio! and we'll scream together. it's damn fun la. her mum damn pro too. she can hear the panting after the scream but i only noticed in when it was pointed out to me.-.-
touch tmr!train hard!i'm suddenly reminded of the yummy fish and chips i had at fish and co last friday.
went with half of AFC.without seowli cause she was sick.yup.the wait was definitely worth it even though i had gotten a teeny weeny pissed off at the long long wait.
the crispy fish with the crispy fries!!the garlic butter sauce!! oh i should just stop thinking about food and go back to pi.
i dont know when i'll get to blog again, but till then, tc everyone!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i finally finished my PI!
759 words to 495 words!!:D
had to change my blogskin cause of some error which occurred.
a pleasant week i had
no major disruptions
my class just rocks- we love taking photos with weird poses- act cute, points, jumps, pretending to look emo. we love to go to the library, to sleep. we love to laugh?
first time at lib with half of afc.the time before touch half of tingyu's time was spent ogling at __. oggy was deep in thought with apgp. mao was focussed on her hist. :D then we ditched our books and went to watch the sa rugby match against MI. and for once, i saw the try!!
gp lessons are weird. the teacher keeps calling the people from my group. the first 4 ppl she calls are us. what the heck! but it's alright yeah, having the un-needed attention on you and you feel yourself getting warm when u simply just cannot answer the question she asks. gp lesson in the comp lab was damn funny. grouped with sujun, bouncer and swayer again. we had to research on some stuff and present. i was sabo-ed to present but in the end i didnt. he even got the name of the country wrong. stalin-some dicator from GERMANY. but we were the worst. since we were the first. and the rest of the time was spent on drawing lame stuff.
sports day yesterday, and it was damn funny, watching the telemath and musical chairs. focussing on the few teachers was so funny! i laughed so much with jiayen:D had class outing after that, but i couldnt go because i had touch!):
went cine after touch to meet xiaozhu! and guess who we saw. superstar daren. he's so thin in person, and looked a little beng..^^
759 words to 495 words!!:D
had to change my blogskin cause of some error which occurred.
a pleasant week i had
no major disruptions
my class just rocks- we love taking photos with weird poses- act cute, points, jumps, pretending to look emo. we love to go to the library, to sleep. we love to laugh?
first time at lib with half of afc.the time before touch half of tingyu's time was spent ogling at __. oggy was deep in thought with apgp. mao was focussed on her hist. :D then we ditched our books and went to watch the sa rugby match against MI. and for once, i saw the try!!
gp lessons are weird. the teacher keeps calling the people from my group. the first 4 ppl she calls are us. what the heck! but it's alright yeah, having the un-needed attention on you and you feel yourself getting warm when u simply just cannot answer the question she asks. gp lesson in the comp lab was damn funny. grouped with sujun, bouncer and swayer again. we had to research on some stuff and present. i was sabo-ed to present but in the end i didnt. he even got the name of the country wrong. stalin-some dicator from GERMANY. but we were the worst. since we were the first. and the rest of the time was spent on drawing lame stuff.
sports day yesterday, and it was damn funny, watching the telemath and musical chairs. focussing on the few teachers was so funny! i laughed so much with jiayen:D had class outing after that, but i couldnt go because i had touch!):
went cine after touch to meet xiaozhu! and guess who we saw. superstar daren. he's so thin in person, and looked a little beng..^^
Friday, April 06, 2007
i'm now typing in fear, fear of the big black rat in the kitchen.apparently, it's hiding behind the fridge. it's become smarter, not
i'm now multi-tasking.
listening t songs, msn, blogger, friendster, blogs.having a s11 conversation now.it was all lively just now, but it's slowly dying away.
a long and hectic week, but i enjoyed it anyway.
the pracs were fun, and in between lessons, i got to know s11 better
i'm beginning to love this new class :D
s11 just loves to laugh. everyone can just start laughing out of a sudden for no reason.
the incidents are just too many to list, but it's damn funny.
i've found a mrloh lookalike in s11! hahaha and sp agrees with me.:D i dunno if that's a good or a bad thing , as quoted from jx.
haha and touch was fun, satisfying. before touch we went to the comp lab t play. sat around and had nothing to do, so we went there to play paint. and i've got a masterpiece. finally know how to use paint.it was damn funny. we had to draw a corpse and mine was the least gross of all.lol!so many ppl joined touch. but at least, they seem nice. but then again, in the beginning, everyone is nice.
partnered with mao during touch. with mao's enouragement could i complete the whole routine.((:
for the first time, my shirt was so dirty that i had to change back t uniform.
now i know E's class, thanks to huiling.:D
lots of work to do. and i was supposed to be doing my pi online when i was added to the class conv.
i accomplished the chapter on proteins today! :D
it's an accomplishment((: hahaha
the way i blog now is so different from the past.
i'm so random now
and the reason is because i'm nt concentrating.
i find that the teachers and the lecturers are fine now.probably because i've changed my thinking.
talked to jx on the phone finally. but it wasnt as long as in the past cause we were both busy.):
Sunday, April 01, 2007
i love the class!07S11! but yet i'm missing pae 07A01. the feeling is just, different.
i love the new place afc has found to hang out! the shop's t^3 cube, which i dont know how to pronounce lah. but it's a really homely place, where the table cloth is actually paper which u can draw on. i really love it there, but not exactly the food. but, the company more than makes up for the quality of the food. xiao zhu came over to visit last fri! i really missed hearing her voice and hearing her talk about her J. -_- sally ponned her first menoring to go and eat with us!so xiao zhu!!, u know how impt u are to afc!u should be so honoured that i talked so much about u, the xiaozhu who knows how to speak human language.
i love the new place afc has found to hang out! the shop's t^3 cube, which i dont know how to pronounce lah. but it's a really homely place, where the table cloth is actually paper which u can draw on. i really love it there, but not exactly the food. but, the company more than makes up for the quality of the food. xiao zhu came over to visit last fri! i really missed hearing her voice and hearing her talk about her J. -_- sally ponned her first menoring to go and eat with us!so xiao zhu!!, u know how impt u are to afc!u should be so honoured that i talked so much about u, the xiaozhu who knows how to speak human language.
Sunday, March 18, 2007
okay in my opinion, the holidays have ended. but this week has been well spent, most of it, at least
watched a movie on mon with family. just follow law. it was such a hilarious movie. making a mockery of the government and all. but it was enjoyable. attempted some chem qns that i didnt know how to do before. and i realised that some were less difficult than i thought it was.
met angela on tues. met at tp lib and we were supposedly going there to do hw and stuff, but we ended up talking the whole time. we talked about almost everything, like the dramas tt we watched and all. i think the girl opposite us must have cursed us from the bottom of her heart cause we never stopped talking and we must have seemed very irritating to her. lol, but yeah, angela taught me some h2 math. i understood some but i'll have t catch up in term 2. then we went for lunch at koufu. tried the chicken ramen for the first time and it's nice:D hahaha. then we went back t crescent to visit ms azilah. consulted her on some chem. she had quite a hrd time explaining to us cause some of my notes were not clear.-_- but then i understood in the end.thx ms azilah!
wed- my rest day, but it was spent planning the og outing, and other stuff. studied and attempted some qns tt angela taught me yesterday, but i still dunno how to do some! the og outing had t be cancelled because only 6 ppl could make it and that is pathetic. 6/20+ ...yep so.another day lah.but we'll have another one when everyone's free yeah.haha yea i really hope so..listened t jx's letter being read on 933. wow the dj praised her handwriting to the skies. haha and i wonder whether my letter'll be read cause i addressed it to jiahui, but now the dj hosting it is not her.): anyway, anyone who's free can listen to 933 the coming wed cause i dian ge! but forgive me if i didnt dian to you okay.:D
thurs- as mentioned in the previous entry. met clique and we had lots of fun playing and all.lol but i'm sunburnt now. my whole back is red and painful. the lack of aloe vera gel makes it worse>.< huimin said she'd bring for me!hahaha.:D went hospital to visit my uncle and i was surprised at how similar my dad and uncle looked :D
fri- met oggy and xiaozhu to go to east coast to cycle. a large part of it was spent teaching xiaozhu to cycle. it was such an unsuccessful attempt. even leaving her alone to try didnt motivate her to cycle successfully. hahaha, but then oggy was damn funny,lol. then we ate at macs and spent a long long time there talking and as usual, squeezing oil. took lots of serviettes but we didnt use them all in the end.oh and it was the first time i used so much curry sauce, lol. haha then xiaozhu spilt milo on herself while playing on the slides. look at her.tsktsktsk.. and the notice near the playground said it was only for children below 12 years old.hahaha. yeah and we went back to tp int t watch the campus superstar auditions. the guys one. some were so funny! we saw some saints but then i don't know if they got in. cause they were like the first few, and we didnt get to watch them sing. but i'll support saints! haha, but then some were good but didnt get in. the 2 nj guys were really good. they got in one after the other. haha i'll be looking out for them on tv when it airs:D then i met zena, but i dont think she remembers me. cause she kind of gave me a weird look, or was i imagining it?haha. but it's alright.
the weekends were pretty much wasted. lazing around, playing the sims and stuff. this holidays, i've been doing much thinking. and i feel that i shouldnt think too much into things. maybe something is just as simple as it seems, and if i've put in effort into something, then i shouldnt place too much hope in it since the other party doesnt want to play a part. because i can face myself now.thanks all for helping me to figure that out.tmr will be the first day that i wear the sa uniform. it holds much significance for me because it will be the first day tt i'll be going t sch as a saint. i know i'm lame to think that way but that's me:D
the start of term 2 tmr, and i hope the best for everyone((:
watched a movie on mon with family. just follow law. it was such a hilarious movie. making a mockery of the government and all. but it was enjoyable. attempted some chem qns that i didnt know how to do before. and i realised that some were less difficult than i thought it was.
met angela on tues. met at tp lib and we were supposedly going there to do hw and stuff, but we ended up talking the whole time. we talked about almost everything, like the dramas tt we watched and all. i think the girl opposite us must have cursed us from the bottom of her heart cause we never stopped talking and we must have seemed very irritating to her. lol, but yeah, angela taught me some h2 math. i understood some but i'll have t catch up in term 2. then we went for lunch at koufu. tried the chicken ramen for the first time and it's nice:D hahaha. then we went back t crescent to visit ms azilah. consulted her on some chem. she had quite a hrd time explaining to us cause some of my notes were not clear.-_- but then i understood in the end.thx ms azilah!
wed- my rest day, but it was spent planning the og outing, and other stuff. studied and attempted some qns tt angela taught me yesterday, but i still dunno how to do some! the og outing had t be cancelled because only 6 ppl could make it and that is pathetic. 6/20+ ...yep so.another day lah.but we'll have another one when everyone's free yeah.haha yea i really hope so..listened t jx's letter being read on 933. wow the dj praised her handwriting to the skies. haha and i wonder whether my letter'll be read cause i addressed it to jiahui, but now the dj hosting it is not her.): anyway, anyone who's free can listen to 933 the coming wed cause i dian ge! but forgive me if i didnt dian to you okay.:D
thurs- as mentioned in the previous entry. met clique and we had lots of fun playing and all.lol but i'm sunburnt now. my whole back is red and painful. the lack of aloe vera gel makes it worse>.< huimin said she'd bring for me!hahaha.:D went hospital to visit my uncle and i was surprised at how similar my dad and uncle looked :D
fri- met oggy and xiaozhu to go to east coast to cycle. a large part of it was spent teaching xiaozhu to cycle. it was such an unsuccessful attempt. even leaving her alone to try didnt motivate her to cycle successfully. hahaha, but then oggy was damn funny,lol. then we ate at macs and spent a long long time there talking and as usual, squeezing oil. took lots of serviettes but we didnt use them all in the end.oh and it was the first time i used so much curry sauce, lol. haha then xiaozhu spilt milo on herself while playing on the slides. look at her.tsktsktsk.. and the notice near the playground said it was only for children below 12 years old.hahaha. yeah and we went back to tp int t watch the campus superstar auditions. the guys one. some were so funny! we saw some saints but then i don't know if they got in. cause they were like the first few, and we didnt get to watch them sing. but i'll support saints! haha, but then some were good but didnt get in. the 2 nj guys were really good. they got in one after the other. haha i'll be looking out for them on tv when it airs:D then i met zena, but i dont think she remembers me. cause she kind of gave me a weird look, or was i imagining it?haha. but it's alright.
the weekends were pretty much wasted. lazing around, playing the sims and stuff. this holidays, i've been doing much thinking. and i feel that i shouldnt think too much into things. maybe something is just as simple as it seems, and if i've put in effort into something, then i shouldnt place too much hope in it since the other party doesnt want to play a part. because i can face myself now.thanks all for helping me to figure that out.tmr will be the first day that i wear the sa uniform. it holds much significance for me because it will be the first day tt i'll be going t sch as a saint. i know i'm lame to think that way but that's me:D
the start of term 2 tmr, and i hope the best for everyone((:
Thursday, March 15, 2007
playing in the sun
jumping around in the wave pool
linking arms, not letting go
swimming and splashing water
talking and crapping
laughing
it was all we did today and we had fun
after this meeting, i don't know when we will meet again, bit i certainly hope that it'll be soon.
thanks fel, jo and xhui for everything, for helping me to solve the problem i had
even though i drank tons of water, and water got into my nose uncountavle times and i felt uncomfortable, it was worth all the while
jumping around in the wave pool
linking arms, not letting go
swimming and splashing water
talking and crapping
laughing
it was all we did today and we had fun
after this meeting, i don't know when we will meet again, bit i certainly hope that it'll be soon.
thanks fel, jo and xhui for everything, for helping me to solve the problem i had
even though i drank tons of water, and water got into my nose uncountavle times and i felt uncomfortable, it was worth all the while
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Saturday, March 10, 2007
OG28!!
T is for TAZULLA!!!
orientation 2-saintallume:D
3 days passed quickly. probably it's cause i kind of enjoyed myself so i felt that time slipped pass quickly. i'm in og28, while pres and oggy and wenyu are in og27. melvin's my ogl. wow it was so unexpected lah. but i had a bad feeling that something like that'd happen.when i talk t m i must make sure that my face does not turn red or anything.it's that difficult. while everyone's telling me that i'm so lucky, but it's not so good that he's my ogl.good in some ways, that we got to take og pics((: lol. haha! i told myself i'd not/cannot notice m tt much after 2nd intake, but now, it's hard.he's so funny lar. craking his own lame jokes and stuff. the way he'd just turn around and say 'og28 HOT ANOT?' then we'd have to answer. he <3s to cheat lah. showed us that book of his and told us the tactics as to how to win. lol. all these, i wont forget. og28's quite a nice bunch. everyone is nice and on the last day, i found that we have a common interest-ZUN!! yesterday was the first time i participated so much in making the tazulla stuff.i painted a little of the legacy banner, and painted a bit of the tazu-tazu aka tazumon.it was really cute! it was shaking and shaking when it was on stage.!lol.and we won!not that i contributed to the winning, but yeah. the tazulla cheers were so creative. i'll really miss tazulla and its cheers!
dynamite
tazulla is the dynamite dont mess with dynamite
cause if you mess with dynamite we'll go tick tick tick
BOOM! dynamite! boom boom boom BOOM dynamite!(x2)
aoaoao tikitiki tick boom BOOM! (x2)
T-Tazulla
t-tazulla, t-t-tazulla UHHHHH!
t-tazulla, T-T-tazulla BOOOM!
sounded so obscene but yeah, everyone enjoyed doing the cheers.
nicenicenice cheer! haha. but saverdo was the one tribe which ruled, with their cheers!told sally t crash tazulla but she didnt in the end.yeah but good that she didnt too cause she got to cheer and WIN:D i nearly teared when the end of pasr one of finale came. because jeremy said tt we the j1s were all officially SAINTS. and everyone did the cheers. the SA ones, no longer the tribes one.at that moment, i really felt like part of the SA family. i think i was being emo, but yeah, that really was how i feltlol disco night after that.went to the saverdo side to look for AFC(or what's left of it) and high-ed with them. jumpinjg up and down!sally did all the weird actions, and we danced chori chori dance steps with all sorts of music. but we ended with the real chori dance.:D then sally went around looking for balls to throw at ppl. i dont know why, but she kept aiming at the tall tall guy. and it was damn funny lahm, watching her throw and duck away when he turned.hitched ride from jannah's parents to the mrt station then took bus. sally was damn funny lah. i really hope that og6 pae will still remain close, esp afc.:D
received a msg from xiaozhu last night and i sincerely hope that her appeal succeeds so that she can come back to sa again!i'll see ya okies:D i couldnt sleep well last night because of stuff.
not going anywhere this weekend because sam has decided to rest at home due to fatigue from the past 3 days.
events before orientation
tues: went t kbox with oggy and tingyu and we sang!!we sang zhu dui ni you gan jue!!i sang the male part!lol but it wasnt a good attempt cause i kept laughing, lol! i guess my voice sucked but we kind of enjoyed ourselves((: never went with them before so it was quite a good experience.confided in them about stuff and they said that i feel this way because there's caomparison and i've found better.
this post's a mess, but i dont care. the main points are there already, lol
er, jx, i dont think anything i say can make you feel better but whatever it is, i hope for all the best for you and your new class okies. and i'm sure that things will get better as u get t know your new class
orientation 2 theme song: our lives by the calling
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Because these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
:D
T is for TAZULLA!!!
orientation 2-saintallume:D
3 days passed quickly. probably it's cause i kind of enjoyed myself so i felt that time slipped pass quickly. i'm in og28, while pres and oggy and wenyu are in og27. melvin's my ogl. wow it was so unexpected lah. but i had a bad feeling that something like that'd happen.when i talk t m i must make sure that my face does not turn red or anything.it's that difficult. while everyone's telling me that i'm so lucky, but it's not so good that he's my ogl.good in some ways, that we got to take og pics((: lol. haha! i told myself i'd not/cannot notice m tt much after 2nd intake, but now, it's hard.he's so funny lar. craking his own lame jokes and stuff. the way he'd just turn around and say 'og28 HOT ANOT?' then we'd have to answer. he <3s to cheat lah. showed us that book of his and told us the tactics as to how to win. lol. all these, i wont forget. og28's quite a nice bunch. everyone is nice and on the last day, i found that we have a common interest-ZUN!! yesterday was the first time i participated so much in making the tazulla stuff.i painted a little of the legacy banner, and painted a bit of the tazu-tazu aka tazumon.it was really cute! it was shaking and shaking when it was on stage.!lol.and we won!not that i contributed to the winning, but yeah. the tazulla cheers were so creative. i'll really miss tazulla and its cheers!
dynamite
tazulla is the dynamite dont mess with dynamite
cause if you mess with dynamite we'll go tick tick tick
BOOM! dynamite! boom boom boom BOOM dynamite!(x2)
aoaoao tikitiki tick boom BOOM! (x2)
T-Tazulla
t-tazulla, t-t-tazulla UHHHHH!
t-tazulla, T-T-tazulla BOOOM!
sounded so obscene but yeah, everyone enjoyed doing the cheers.
nicenicenice cheer! haha. but saverdo was the one tribe which ruled, with their cheers!told sally t crash tazulla but she didnt in the end.yeah but good that she didnt too cause she got to cheer and WIN:D i nearly teared when the end of pasr one of finale came. because jeremy said tt we the j1s were all officially SAINTS. and everyone did the cheers. the SA ones, no longer the tribes one.at that moment, i really felt like part of the SA family. i think i was being emo, but yeah, that really was how i feltlol disco night after that.went to the saverdo side to look for AFC(or what's left of it) and high-ed with them. jumpinjg up and down!sally did all the weird actions, and we danced chori chori dance steps with all sorts of music. but we ended with the real chori dance.:D then sally went around looking for balls to throw at ppl. i dont know why, but she kept aiming at the tall tall guy. and it was damn funny lahm, watching her throw and duck away when he turned.hitched ride from jannah's parents to the mrt station then took bus. sally was damn funny lah. i really hope that og6 pae will still remain close, esp afc.:D
received a msg from xiaozhu last night and i sincerely hope that her appeal succeeds so that she can come back to sa again!i'll see ya okies:D i couldnt sleep well last night because of stuff.
not going anywhere this weekend because sam has decided to rest at home due to fatigue from the past 3 days.
events before orientation
tues: went t kbox with oggy and tingyu and we sang!!we sang zhu dui ni you gan jue!!i sang the male part!lol but it wasnt a good attempt cause i kept laughing, lol! i guess my voice sucked but we kind of enjoyed ourselves((: never went with them before so it was quite a good experience.confided in them about stuff and they said that i feel this way because there's caomparison and i've found better.
this post's a mess, but i dont care. the main points are there already, lol
er, jx, i dont think anything i say can make you feel better but whatever it is, i hope for all the best for you and your new class okies. and i'm sure that things will get better as u get t know your new class
orientation 2 theme song: our lives by the calling
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?
Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Because these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
:D
Friday, March 02, 2007
it has been a terrible week. while i get t see my eyecandies, m and j almost everyday, school has been quite a torture for me. particularly because of chem. i'm in deep shit with the chem teacher lah. i had a black face thruout the tut just because he asked me to do a qn that i had a careless mistake. i didnt really want t do and expected him t assign me another qn to do. but he forced me to do tt qn on the spot lah, like , wth. it's my fault that i cant control my emotions and i should not flare up so easily, but is it any fault of mine that i have such a temper. i shouldnt have shown such a face in front of everyone. damn sad now when i think of it. i just get picked on by him when the class is so full of people. i'm feeling so emo. my mum told me t think about it from another point of view, but i just cant. every tut, sure enough, he asks me t do a question. maybe it's what my mum says, but maybe it's not. so who should i trust. sam, it's alright. it's just one more day and you just have t pray hard that you dont get him as your teacher and that's the end of it. u dont have to see his stupid face anymore.i've never had such an experience before and how am i t deal with it if i dont know how?apparently, we're supposed t do tut 7 and 8 by mon and he's going t give 'skimpy' answers. i'm not going to complete those lah. at the most, i'm only doing till 7.
other than that, school's been fine. and the thing i'm proud of is my h1 maths test!! 12/12! tt's something tt hasnt happened in years:D although it's expected but still..as usual, i get so embarrassed when i see m cause i get the feeling that he knows. and i'm starting to think too much again!but the good thing is, my resourcefulness has led me t find his full name. haha! he's always at the comp lab, jsut like me. but the difference is, he's doing work but i'm just slacking.hai it was damn funny in the comp lab lah! when we wanted t watch the 'ghose video' and then it was taking such a long time to load. then when the bar was full, everyone shouted. attracting the attention of everyone. but in actual fact, the thing hanged-typical of youtube.but we managed t watch in in the end.w m in the same lab as us. it was quite anti-climax cause i was there saying where got, where got? and they had to keep replaying it so tt i could see it.haii..we got tricked. i guess, there's nothing much t miss when i leave arts fac except the fact that the ppl in arts fac are prob more friendly than the ppl in sci fac.the warm welcome from ppl tt you get. i wonder if you'll see it in sci fac.met xhui aft sch on tues. the only place we went t was the tp lib's toilet t camwhore. i've never done that in such a public place before. my first time trying out the sa uniform. it feels so hot. as in you'll sweat lahh, not the other meaning.yeap. touch on mon was quite fun. and it was the first time i got dirty! it was just a little mud on my shirt. i only whined once but oggy was the one who kept whining! hehheh!! big fishh!touch's so fun and i'll prob be joining it aft second intake:D sam's decided that she needs to lose some weight in order t look nice in the new uniform. touch on wed was cancelled, so oggy tingyu sally and i went t eat tauhuay and do our fav past time!we learnt bridge! thanks to sally and oggy. nicer game! but i'm getting better at tie-ti!:D ate butter croissant too! and it still tastes as nice.oh yes! history is created! mao played bridge with us, which is what she doesnt do usually.she touches no cards, sees no cards, feels no cards. tingyu was so funny! entertaining me with the shopkeeper's voice. this week, i talked t tingyu and sally on the phone. one of the first times. tingyu was damn funny lah and i swear this are the very few times laughed so much on the phone before! her rendition of the bad word sounds so funny lah and she says she learnt it from her dad. can you believe it.sally's also very funny. but she told me how t jian fei!!:Dsally is love!yeah?
xiao zhu came today! and she said that she's coming t sa and not going t poly anymore! i really hope that xiaozhu will get posted here! i hope what my friend said is true, about the poly and jc choices thing.haha, angela crashed today and it was quite fun! we ate western food stall and she said that it's better than nanyang's chick chop. yeah and guess who we saw when we were leaving the caf.M lah! he's quite shuai t her!:D lol! i brought her t visit the toilet and the lib cause there wasnt anywhere else she could go. read year books in the lib and i found the 06 year book.damn nice lahh. :D then when we were leaving it started to rain so heavily and we got wet despite having the umbrella. oggy scolded me stupid for getting wet. 'what's the umbrella for?' lol, met afc at macs. i was drenched from top to toe.-_-went there and koped fries to eat then mao had t leave!yup, but it was damn funny lah.my reaction is like damn slow lah.lol
hana kimi's so funny!!even when rewatching and i <3>
meeting jx tmr t go shopping and stuff.
ahh, i so hope tt we dont have t go t sch on tues((:
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