it's 1128pm now and i've just finished my final draft of EoM. i gave it my best shot.:D i happily thought that it was due on next mon until i saw my timetable. fri: pw. so that explains the rush.
bio spa and h1 common test next week. and i haven't really studied econs yet. this is the outcome of dragging, thinking that i have lots of time and when finally time passes and when time runs out, nothing has been done. life is such an irony, don't you think? u were born to enjoy the world. but yet, you don't get to because u have so much to do and so much commitments. what if u die before you get to reap the fruit of your labour? isn't life a waste? learning festival these 2 days. i learnt some new things, but are not really applicable in my daily life like comics drawing, tchoukball and others. hahaha had touch today, it was not training la.there was no training today, but just preparation for some stuff. hai oggy should feel so honoured that i miss her at trainings, lol. ocip selection camp tmr and crescent speechday on sat! i'm looking forward to speech day!(: then i'd be able to see all of them again:D

i guess i've gotten over EMM, so now it's only JAYY.
credits to sujun for sending me pics:D
i'm going to spend more time studying in the school lib after school. it's time to put in more effort to score well.(: i hope i survive the camp, then i can go home and enjoy the spinner my mum bought!:D i'm only motivated by fooooddd ahahaha.
food my mum made(:





i forgot to add: i found enemy of the people on youtube!! love!! the script is exactly the same as in the book la. damn funny!! ((:

quick update now..
just completed EoM.
and my life is boring.it's school in the morning/afternoon, training, study, and the occasional going out with afc.
i didn't fail any of my subjects in cts, but that is beside the point okay.
not failing does not equate to doing well alright
i don't deny that i'm disappointed but that will only serve to spur me on even more.
BIO-C
CHEM-C
MATH-E
GP-D
CHINESE-A
i won't let myself be distracted, and i can't believe that i couldn't sleep because i knew m _____ during something. but i'm okay now. i'm going to stop visiting that page. i know it is hard but i'll try.
PS: my mum bought ni guang and play!! new songs for my iriver!

give me the power, the strength, to go the length of the journey

i realised that my previous post was quite emo. and that was because i didn't want to make myself too obvious and that would show my weakness. but now i've realised that it is me to say everything and trying to be abstract would not be me.

so i guess, i'll be reflective again

just finished finding articles for eom. i hope it is suitable because i've really put effort into looking for these two articles.

ct results

an A, C and E.

that spells ACE!guess which for which!

4s2 gathering yesterday! only 18 ppl turned up in the end, but it was fun nevertheless. took lots of pics with many of them. :D i'll upload some to friendster next time. we sat in the games room and read magazines. well the content of the magazines were..i should say, too mature for us. we had a nice long chat and i told them all about school& jx understands how i feel about m.

the food was good and we had our fill. kwan and mrs rupa came late but they brought soonkuey for us!:D haha mrs rupa still remembers me(:

i hope to see all of you soon!<3

went west mall after that and the shops were already closing.they were closing for us alright.

had oral on college day.just right after. hahaha i sprayed deodorant on my blouse so i would be nice smelling in front of the examiner. i think i talked for a very short time. i just rambled on and on. the stuff i prepared before hand was of no help to me at all.

went with tingyu and the rest to fish and co for lunch. :D

i watched wei xiao pasta today. the two of them look so nice together. these stories only happen in dramas, never in reality. i should stop daydreaming and work towards my goal now.

this week ahead

returning of gp and chem cts

i hope i get through them

and the thing is: i haven't seen J and M in ages!

you know, i'm really trying not to, but i can't help feeling that way.
but just leave me be, alright
for i'll be content standing in that corner