You know that feeling when people treat you as an afterthought. Like 用完就丢.

I wonder why I have such friends.

So full of resentment today. I attribute it to stress. tata

I absolutely hate these idiots who assume so much and think that they know everything about me. You freaking don't, so stop ranting in my face. It gets annoying. You think you are trying to help me but the ranting just annoys me to the max. So no, you. are. not. helping. at. all. Thanks, but no thanks. You don't even know how I feel.

I have enough on my plate. I don't need to be the outlet for you to rant your frustration on. Get it?

So angsty. Stress stress stress and more stress. Dealing with topics I used to think I understood. But I realise how little I know and there's no more time. Sheesh.

This update is for my 2 audiences. But the contents are not directed at you both haha(:

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I think, disappointments only come with expectation.

So only if I don't expect so much, maybe I wouldn't be that disappointed.

In the throes of our own loss, grief is an expression of the love we have for another person. To put it another way, only those who first love can ever truly grieve. This is a bittersweet truth that we sometimes forget.

Just changed my blog title to something totally irrelevant. But I like it like that. My favourit-est song ever:D

I find it so amazing!

These few phrases keep coming back to me, I understand how that it's a message, telling me what I should do.:)

No, we cannot imagine all of the wonderful things that God has planned for our future, but one thing that we may count on is that the best is yet to come! "FOR I KNOW THE
THOUGHTS THAT I THINK TOWARD YOU," SAYS THE LORD, "THOUGHTS OF PEACE AND NOT OF EVIL, TO GIVE YOU A FUTURE AND A HOPE. " ( JEREMIAH 29:11 ) Therefore "THERE IS HOPE IN YOUR FUTURE," SAYS THE LORD! ( JEREMIAH 31:17 )

From God's Minute- 5th August 2011

My favourite phrase of all time. I think of this all the time whenever I feel down or depressed, and tell myself, 'it will get better'. It gets hard sometimes, but we just have to push forward.(: As I'm typing this, I'm trying to convince myself as well(:

So you tell yourself that both of you were never equal to begin with, and it comes as no surprise when you lose out.

Thank you my dear Fanqin for consoling me, and giving me strength. And of course, I cannot forget God, who gives me strength as well.

I'll see you when I see you

Do you know that feeling of saying goodbye, and not knowing when you will ever meet the other party again? I, for one, really dislike that feeling. Because it's like I can't say 'let's meet soon' or 'see you again', because I know for sure I wouldn't take the initiative to ask the other person out, or I won't see them again.

Though I actually smile when I say bye to them, deep down, i feel so sad. Actually to sum it up, I just really hate the feeling of saying goodbyes. I think another way of saying goodbye would be 'I'll see you when I see you'. It's a good way, because it lets both parties know that we both feel the same way about parting. How good it would be if we don't ever need to say goodbyes. But if we don't ever need to, then would we still treasure what we have as much? Anyway, I really do hope I'll meet this nice bunch of people again.(:

Don't get me wrong, this is not an emo post or anything, just putting into words how I feel, to verbalise my thoughts.

Starting work at the new company made me realise how much i prefer M&S. Oh well, life goes on and it's just one more month. I've got running man camp to look forward to, with suxian:D

Since no one except for a few still visit my blog, this shall be my personal space.

Moving on to the topic of fate. do you believe in fate? I think I do. The funny thing with fate is that you cannot expect something to happen. The more you expect it to, the more it won't. Though some may say that things happen because of a coincidence, but does a coincidence of 3 or more times make sense? Going by statistics, you would know that chances would be really really really small. The Mr X i talked about in 2006 appeared again. It's so hard to believe right? Maybe not so, but I still can't. Believe. It.

we're all humans afterall. i can't expect perfection

okay i'm going to revive this place soon:D keep a lookout!:D