Tuesday, November 30, 2004

decided to blog.have quite a lot to say.hm.not many people have been blogging.well.i shall start from last night. last night's wan yu was funny.cuz it was the 'bai kuai da tiao zhan'. then shanwei answered all the questions correctly. he's really clever lorh. anyhow guess also can get correct.hahas. then after tt, there was this thing, if shanwei could answer a question correctly, rf would tuo diao his pants. then he really took it off lorh. and rf's hairstyle last night rawks. it was cute. messy messy one.then last night i had a dream. it was a weird one.something like in a fantasy world. there were horses, castles. but i carn remember it anymore. the more i force myself to rmb it, the faster it fades away.oh wells.nvm. just now there was an electricity trip. no one knew how to fix it lorh. then we were electricity-less for about 10 or 15 mins. then they called my mum. then i was bathing ma. it was best to hide in the toilet.then my mum asked me to fix it can. then finally can. I FIXED IT!----> =) then after tt it went off again. so i fixed it 3 or 4 times. none of my bros knew how to fix it. it's always like that and i totally hate it. when they need my help, they'll be like, ' help me lah, help me lahh '. then when they dont need my help, they criticise me, all me names. i really cant stand it and i HATE it. always so unappreciative.
they're always making so much noise and accusing me of things i didnt do.and theres a limit to my tolerance. tsk.i shall not bother with them. since they're so unappreciative, i shall not help them do things. they carn even tackle a small computer problem. the program hang also dunno what to do. only noe how to play.. why am i making myself angry over them? they're not worth my time and anger. anw, shao nian te gong dui was funny just now. =) angela sent me a neomail. didnt expect it.=) anw, gtg now. wanna play neopets.

Friday, November 26, 2004

hm, decided to blog since theres no one online.hm, it's 11+ in the US now. was talking to quek just now.but now she's sleeping alr.so i haf no one to talk to. anw, went out ytd. actually wanted to do the photography assignment with felicia. then we couldn't think of a story which needs 8 photographs. so we went to the library to search for information. then the books were of no help at all. then i realised tt my mum's camera was out of battery. carn even take at all. so i brought a camera which i couldnt take pictures with. o_O.blur me.
okies. then i bought the SHE album. then got free file.left 1 more chop to complete.=). this is the fastest time i take to complete a card.hahas. SHE album is nice. the bie shuo dui bu qi. dwlding jue jiang and zhao pai dong zuo. taking such a long time. then i was also trying to dwl the insaniquarium thingy. felicia said tt it was nice. then it's such a big file. then in the end i cancelled the thing. so bored at home. then the ye man qing jia show is nice. the little tortoise. hahas. then i bought the textbooks alr. they're so ex. esp the sci bks. then the guy who took the books for us looked like yan xing shu frm an angle. he's shuaii. hahas. okies. i wanna go play neopets alr. so i shall end here.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

blogging now.before my mum comes back.cuz when she comes back and sees me using the comp, she'll say tt i use for a long long time.hm, cuz she didnt see how long my bros used.i'm beginning to not like holidays anymore. i shall list down the reasons.
1. there is more noise at home during the holidays [ reason: my bro keep screaming.tsk ]
2. my parents will think of going holiday. eg, chalet.
3. there is A LOT of fighting at home.
4. people irritate me at home
okie. these are the reasons.not a lot. but..yea
first, i shall start from friday. friday, in the morning i went to sch to check the posting. went to combined sci.=).then eeling gave me my birthday present. the FIR cd.after that i went home. i went to the chalet.i didnt like the chalet.it's so dirty. walk for 5 mins bare footed only my leg's so dirty. i expected the place to be air-coned. then only the room upstairs had air con. and the room's so small.. hm, i seem to be complaining a lot. really.i wanted to go home at night lorh.and when i was there, my mum kept dragging me to go cycling. the first time i cycled, i cycled for 1 hour. then i kept lagging behind. then the next day i cycled, i had to cycle for 2 hours. my hand was so red. even got blue black.and it still hurts now. then theres so many mosquito bites. i kept scratching. my mum didnt care can. she said tt once in a wile like tt can one.then my mum's colleague came too. then her 2 children went too. then one of them touched my things without asking permission.like, so rude lorh. okay.enough of all the bad points of the chalet. but it has it's gd points though. hm, theres a grass patch. then i kept playing badminton with my bro. and i'm getting better at it. =). then we finally went home on the third day.went home 1/2 day earlier.cuz all of us couldnt stand it. the toilet was so smelly. u can smell the stench even with the door closed.
okie. shall not say anymore about the chalet..gg to meet felicia on thurs.gg to do the photography assignment ans pass her the bklist. and until now, i dunno which bio bk to buy. and my mum's rushing me. hm, i intend to get SHE's album on thurs.got double chop. and my bro's collecting his PSLE results tmr. wonder how much he'll get.anw, i gtg now.=)

Sunday, November 14, 2004

'samantha1990sg145

i'm blogging again.was reading angela's blog just now.she had fencing.so gd.i never tried before. shd be fun. hm,i shall blog about filming. angela told me tt she wants to noe.okay.hm, some scenes were okay.then theres this scene when we had to sit in a row and shake our legs.that one's very funny.we kept laughing and laughing.hahas.then it started raining.then tania forgot toturn off the camera as we ran to shelter.then we saw the floor when we rewound it.then there was another scene of stepping on puddles. then we found a big big puddle of water. then she made me run from the 'mountain' to the carpark. i thought.hm, run once.okay kar.then she made me run 5 times.still say muz be fast fast. tsk.like she can run fast fast like tt. really pissed me off.i almost cried.then she's so fierce some more. no patience.hais. filming isnt as nice as i thought.hm, we've finish filming alr.next week gg to do editing. muz go confirm the day.then can tell eeling. okie. that's about all. shall end here. muz go think of a plot for my story and post the first chap soon.

torture

Friday, November 12, 2004

blogging again. nothing to do online.what angela said was right.hm,i'm 14 now. well. i've been so lazy.i muz really do more work. then i can finish it asap.then i can play every day. cuz next yr will be stessful. and i really dunno how to do the a math thing. i guess i carn blame anyone. but myself. for being stupid . and i muz go cut some more newspaper articles. and do finish that soon. but the maths is difficult to do. tt time was asking my mum.
hm, went to cd-rama ytd. then my mum bought my b'day pressie for me. she bought the sun yan zi cd. and the tian shi ai lian qu cd. tt one is nice. listening to it now. got beiying. and my bro bought qi li xiang. 3 cds. when i got those, i didnt noe how to feel. whether to feel happy..but i didnt feel tt. i was like, worrying about something.dunno what thing also. i'm just worrying about nothing. guess i just feel bad. like i dont deserve the presents or something. so i guess i muz do more things..maybe to..make myself feel better. don't noe what's my problem. jays album is nice. jie kou rawks. hm. later gt filming. muz go soon.hai. filming isnt as nice as i thought. and it's difficult to type using this keyboard.keep typing wrongly.anw,.i better go now..

Friday, November 05, 2004

hm, decided to blog.for myself, since no one else is reading it.shall put the things that i must do here.
1 : get inspiration for my story
2 : do my a-math book
3 : forget the unhappy stuff

4 : get ready the things and the script for filming next week

hahas. apparently i don't have any inspiration at all. nothing. i've thought out the introduction for tony and gino alr. then the remaining 3. hais..thinking of a good plot is not easy.have been reading others.
i'm bored. just now i saw him online, but he went offline le.why am i saying all that. i was reading a book just now. halfway to heaven. nice. talking about a guy who thinks he cant luv anymore. well, i shall not go into details. theres no one online tt i can talk to.
woke up at 8:50 this morning. hm, i watched the princess diaries 2 ytd. it's nice. the lord dunno what was quite shuai. dunno what's his real name. went wif angela, pamela and ss. then i was holding duck-en most of the time. it has a duck's head and chicken's legs. lol. when i saw it, i thought it was a chicken. hahas.then after the movie i went to take bus. then i saw 2 65s pass by without stopping.cuz it was too full. then in the end i reached home at 7:10. SO early right? hahas. then i saw the 56 gai ban. i almost wanted to buy it. cuz inside got my fav. MVs. got c'est si bon and it's our party time. i saw c'est si bon a few times le. but nvr see it's our party time before. tt time renfu was saying that they would look different in the MV. then MTV channel still nvr show.
hms, what else to say? i decided not to worry about the posting le. shall let it worry for itself. no pt worrying. i've been playing quite a long time of neopets. now i remember why i can spend such a long time at the comp last yr. ss's gg back today. yi lu shun feng to her. and ytd she was still saying tt we carn use tt yi lu shun feng. cuz she's not taking a boat. hahas.
tsk. my bro's back frm sch.always like tt. doesnt noe what's right for him. always pissing me off and boasting. wait till he gets back his psle results. and we'll see who will have the last laugh.i sound so mean.
ytd wf called and asked me to go back today. i just dont feel like gg back and i dont think anyone did. cuz today's ms low's b'day. well...nvm. my frd's gonna kill me if she really went back today. but i dont think she did.
well.i shall end here today..

Friday, October 29, 2004

there are many people in your life, but some are just aquaintances, even though some are close to you, and you feel that they will really be your friends. nonono. everything are lies, lies and more lies. i have seen what they really are. they are meant to be only your aquaintances.and some people can be the other way round, thay can be not your very best friends, but they really mean well for you, not cause you harm. i've experienced this and i know that it really hurts. so i'm never going to treat people like this.really.and the scar will never heal..
well, i don't think many people will understand what i am going through or saying. except maybe for a few, my closest friends. i luv u all. thanks for being there for me! listening to all my complaints, and giving me advice throughout these 2 years. haha, i sound cliched. but those who i thought were weren't. i feel so cheated. and i already said something about hating people who cheat me, and yet they still, and they expect me to forgive and forget. putting words in my mouth. sowing discord. well, i shall not bother about them and heed the good advice of my true friends.


true friends never mean harm.
if your friends harm you,
then they aren't true friends anymore
that's why i said that i love my true friends..
and i will never believe anyone who tries to harm me

okay. enough bout those crap. so i went to hereen with amanda after the AVA meeting.then we took neoprints. one which we wrote things on and one without. then we saw angela and pamela. after that we waited for the badges shop to open.haha, was in HMV listening to c'est si bon and the it's our party time. then the shop opened. lalala. then amanda bought the badges. then where did we go ar. hmm.went to mos burger. then i ate the ebi rice burger. nice leh, first time i tried it. next tym i want to eat again! but it's ex. then we walked around.went to library. then amanda borrowed 8 romance books. haha. then she was so afraid tt it will beep when she went out. so funny.then everytime we went out of a shop, she would 'beep beep beep'.haha.then we went to taka. and i ate the tako balls. i'll nvr get sick of it i guess. then we went to kino. to look at books, biographies i mean. then we saw the champions that book. toro's face was the biggest. now then i noe that xing shu is shuai. never thought much of him last time.but he's really cute when she shouts or 'barks' at kaixin.haha.toro's also cute. lalala. i shall play and play. but i also muz do work. but i'll not bother with people who irritate me.=). once again say my thanks to my true friends. and gd luck to everyone!

Monday, October 25, 2004

so bored.another boring day which i wasted with my life.kaes.anyway, i'm just lame.just trying to say i wasted my time in school today. then i went to seven eleven.had so much fun.then we ate the udon.so ex lorh.$2.95. then the price tag was $1.75 can. got problem de.. then ss bought the waffle. the price tag was $2.65 or sth.then when she bought it, she only paid $1.60. dunno what's the problem with seven eleven. and i totally dunno why i'm going to sch for tmr can.
the sch year is coming to an end, in 4 more days. gonna miss my frds. dunno if we can go to the same class. decided to take combined sci. cuz it's also as gd as taking triple sci.cuz can study 3 subjects. not all pure, but just as well la.and i'm taking elective hist. not gg to take geog lorh. it sucks.did the estreaming liao. i hope tt i can go to my first choice. and we still haf the SVA to do.hm.muz stay back one day to do the timeplan, if not ms shervon would kill us.did the script liao.and also drew the sketches le.at least we did sth.someone still does not believe me.well.nvm about that.and today the 65 broke down. everyone on the bus had to alight lorh.then get onto another 65.then the other 65 was packed until like so..then i had to wait for the next next bus.was caught in this kind of situation for the first time. haha. then today there was the innovation day thingy. then pam's group was short of 1 person cuz eunice had dance, then ss and i were the replacements.haha.2 ppl to replace 1. then quek said tt i was stammering. then for the skit, i had to pretend to be sleeping.quite fun lar.
he's not here when i need him. and i dunno if there's chin lesson tmr a not. and my bro's cutting up his file, dunno wth he's doing that for. and refusing to learn his ting xie. and making me so irritated.oh well.later can watch wan yu and ren wo ao you. i've been watching so much tv lorh. kaes shall end here.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

okay.i got back my results yesterday.and they're all so...and i managed to pass history!but so what?so i passed every subject.at least i didn't fail.and i'm so surprised that some people can act so normally in front of a person even when he hates that person.and we had chinese lessons today.SO interesting can.ting xie lorh.and we had share a thought today.i took photos.and there was no rehearsal at all.so it was like, everyone didn't noe what to do.and many parts were cut.they like, didnt even memorize their lines.okay.enough about that.then if u want ppl to respect u, u muz first respect ppl right? u cant expect ppl to give without u giving too right?everyone has to play a part in things right?things that are one sided will never be good.never.then after sch i went to seven 11.ate mash potato and slurpee.cold and hot..lalala.i've brightened up a bit, noeing tt someone didnt badmouth me to someone else.yay!sent angela the font liao.and tonight got ren wo ao you.finally.waited so long for it to start showing.i'll be watching, so i'll not be online.okay.i just crapped.dunno what's that stuff about respect.don even noe what i'm typing.kaes.i'll just end here.gd luck to those who haven gotten back their results yet.=)and.MY BUBBLES=)

Saturday, October 16, 2004

i'm bored.theres no one at night de.someone lied to me.told me at night a lot of ppl.today went to e dentists.then he said tt my wisdom teeth was coming out.it's going to be so pain lorh.hais.everyone i trusted were not to be.i'm hard to read.i agree with that.cuz my feelings are not always on my face.if my feelings are always on my face, then i'll be dead by now.cuz i'm always not happy.then everyone would ask and ask.and i would probably kill myself.my happiness or sadness can't always be pasted on my face.otherwise everyone would all be blackface too.i suddenly started thinking.maybe i think too much.but i can feel some ppl are not very happy with me.i can really feel how ppl feel about me.and anyway, why am i telling everyone so much crap?i should just clear the whole screen.what's done cannot be undone.

Thursday, October 14, 2004

yay.tmr going to pam's house in bukit batok.and i haven asked my mum yet.but it should be can de.gg there to see her turtle.then also to watch movies.finding nemo, 13 going on 30 and maybe shisang's 'yun hai yu gong yuan'.tt one i watch before liao.nice.going to enjoy ourselves tmr..angela, ss, fel, and i gg.haha.then we watched some movie in sch today.title was quill.the teachers said tt it would be so touching, but we thought tt it was funny instead.maybe we didn't watch the ending ba.the middle was funny.the person ask the man to praise the dog, instead, then man scared the dog.haha.then the vcd got problem, then mr ho said tt it would spoil our eyesight, then muz stop.but the teacher told us tt in the end, the dog died.we dunno how it died.then angela brought her big turtle to sch, which is in my lap now.it's so cute.i want!maybe i go buy from action city.quite cheap.then today we had some catapult making competition.it was quite nice to play.all the ice cream sticks.and the glue.then we used the whole tube.haha.then in the end, it only went 56 cm.haha.then we laughed and laughed.priya kept giving comments.lol.then there was the fire drill lorh.we sat in the sun for 15 mins.it disrupted the movie lorh.tsk.still can lie throught the teeth.explosion at homec room.rubbish lorh.as if anyone will be cooking at this tym.and at the field, there were no teachers at all.and we were at e hall.take such a short tym to go down.of cuz not accurate lorh.dunno what's their problem.and then tmr still got cheerleading lorh.as if it's so fun like tt.tsk.the only gd thing is we're released at 12.kae.i should shut up now.

Monday, October 11, 2004

oh well.today's a boring day.msn's down.no tv shows to watch,nothing to do.so totally boring.although exams are over, i don feel happy as i imagined myself to be before the exams.i imagined myself to be laying and playing.but i just feel the exact opposite.i feel left out.i dunno why.everyone's ignoring me.call me sadistic.i dunno what's the problem.i tried talking to everyone.but not one would reply.i haf nothing to say.i sit staring into space.this is going to get worse when i get my results back.no matter how hard i force myself to not think about e results, it still pops into my head.i think of angela's motto.[play now, worry later].i really wonder how many ppl can really do tt.my bro perhaps.i'm in a bad mood and nothing i do is helping.i don't want to think about it..okay.so msn is seriously not working.and we have to communicate through e-mails.just burnt a cd.quite crap.i added 4 dou jiang you tiao inside.guess i like tt song so much.anw, was reading that story at winglin.then i got bored of it and closed the window.havent blogged for such a long tym.more than a month.there's nothing to do at friendster.in fact, theres nothing to do everywhere.=(...why am i not feeling happy.and channel u is nt showing wan yu already.which means i can only watch it on channel 56.at night.i'm so pissed with everyone and everything.and i'm also pissed with my blogger pic.guess i'll change tt some time.and on wed, the post exam activities are going to be boring.and i didn't bother to take a look lorh.and i still haf claudis's letter to write.2 and a half pages.i'll keep myself occupied with tt.okay.i've said enough for today.kaes.i dunno when i'll be blogging again.

Saturday, August 21, 2004

=once a failure, always a failure=
is that the logic?well.i guess so larh.well.okay.i'm abandoning you for a few days/weeks/months.

Thursday, August 19, 2004

heys.today my mood is okayy.not as pissed as yesterday.yesterday i was totally venting my frustrations on my diary.scolding all the ppl i didn't like.today mrs lee said that we could buy tablet PCs.gonna ask my mum.but i want it.actually i just want a comp of my own.and i'll use part of my savings and then just pay my mum back la.dunno if she'll agree.2000 bucks.it's actually quite..worth it.but i only haf 500 now.hais.dunno lar.hope i can get it.a lot of ppl also want.then i won't haf to ask for permission to use it.okay.enough crap bout tablet PC.then we had comp lessons.then sp remixed the school song.then we were supposed to sing lorh.then i thinik i was a bit out of tune la.i couldn't really concentrate.cuz different tune marh.hahas.then we did hist.many ppl said that we were very lucky as we were doing food shortage.cuz a lot of things to say.ya.then we photocopied it.first period tmr..kaes.later going s'pore river.going to reach home v late tonight.kaes.gtg now.=)

Friday, August 06, 2004

i'm online now.although i tried not to go online until common tests are over.but i'm really so bored with nothing to do kaes.in my mum's office.then using the comp.then i had to go online & offline again and again.cuz got ppl want to use.quite troublesome larh.then todae had national day celebrations.the concert.huimin was a bit angry wif me for having friendship problems.then i didn't want to go and do duty at the same side as her.she said tt she didn't want any of such problems again.then melissa, a sec 3 senior went instead.i should be thankful.thanks!haha.then i was at the left side doing duty with felicia.then huimin very funny.she kept chasing quek and vera away.but i guess it was just joking ba.cuz she was actin g fierce.but huimin's nice.and i'm not sucking up by saying that.haha.i'm being a bit obvious here.then we had nothing much to do.cuz the sec 3 seniors are doing.controling the screen,turning off the lights.this and that.then when it was at the end, we joined our classes.then they were singing the 'we will get there'.the hall was a bit 'high'[some ppl may get what i mean].everyone standing up,and very fun!very nice de.hahas.then we sang 'home' a lot of times.then i was thinking,why didn't they play the JJ version.that is nice what.hais.guess they don't really like it.but.nvm.i also haf the song.so no difference whether that play it a not.crapping here.then shiping they all had auditions for the teacher's day celebrations.the councillors were in charge of the auditions.then they were asking bout their costumes.then kathryn asked shiping, u designed the costumes arh.then shiping was like, of course..very funny lehs.they also asked bout the price.then they were like, it's $80.hahs.but they danced very well larh.not like me, the one who can't dance.well.i guess u need to be flexible to dance.i'm not.then after that, we ate lunch at the redhill hawker centre.quite a lot of bad things happened larh.but i'm too lazy to elaborate.then i ate the charsiew and roast pork rice and soursop jelly dessert.it was the first tym i ate there.the food's quite okay.then felicia, sp and ss were there too.then when felicia was buying food, she kept laughing.then the auntie was like, wei she me ni yi zhi xiao?[why do u keep laughing?].then shisang said she liked to laugh.hahas.it's quite funny.but felicia when she's nervous she'll laugh de.it may be quite lame to u larh.okies.i passed up the chance to go to the meiji factory.but it's okay.i can always go another time.*they're playing the eng version of luv luv luv on radio now.by nus virgos i think*.okie.continue now.then i developed the photos.it's not very nice.i muz brush up on my photo taking skills.shall try another time.but if it's always like that, then i guess it can't be changed.then i'll just give up on photography.i realised that i took very few pics of R&B.hais.then i took so many of aichen lorh.waste my film..nvm.good try.then they said tt i could pick one to enlarge to 8R.i'll find a nice one later.hahs.then there was one wif me, claud and angela.quite nice de.guess i'll pick that.but developing pics are quite ex.paid $17.20 for it.nvm.quite worth it larh.that also means tt i can only get the JJ album next month or use my savings.but guess i'll not anyway.i'll just wait till next month.i keep telling myself that.then i wait until end of the year also haven buy yet arh.that may happen larh.going home soon liao.tuesday don need to go to sch.holiday until then.i can relax.but i'll still haf to study for common test.i'll rest and study.muz learn how to balance my tym.hahas.tonight can watch wanyu.haven been watching it since 2 weeks ago.but nvm.i guess television's not that important.i lived without watching it.at least on school days.but on weekends i also don watch much.except maybe for douzhen.yea.hahs.and stell came to crez.she signed my album.i duno why but i'm not so excited liao.haha.ppl change.i've known more things and learnt more things.i learnt not to take things for granted.like friendship.it's not easy to build.and one wrong thing can just break and destroy it.so everyone.just cherish it.oh.this post is quite cheem larh.but i'm just crapping.is this post long?i hope by reading this post. ppl may learn things.shall learn from peiting, btw, her blog's damn long.if u haf tym, can go and see.can pass ur time if u haf nothing to do.back to what i was saying.i shall add a quote of the day.maybe just for today.kae.i'll just end here.
Quote: don't take everything for granted.it takes time to build a rapport.do not destroy it wif just one of your actions

Thursday, August 05, 2004

heys.now in comp lab.so bored.nothing to do now.supposed to do some school song MV larh.hahs,later still haf the ava thing.it's so boring.and still ..hais.no mood to update.later edit this

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Thursday, July 29, 2004

i never imagined that u were such a person
hahs.updating nw.since todae quite free.todae my blood is boiling kae.i juz realised how evil she was.she's such a bitch.i neverimagined her to be such a person.i once really thought that she was so nice.she disapointed me time and again.i told myself,'she's not that type of person'.yet she has proven herself to be like that.so i will never ever trust her anymore.i'm sure you noe who you are.
kaes.talking to angela now.she's so nice.always letting me tell her bout all my problem.esp bout that block of wood.everyone in class finds her irritationg lorh.even que thinks so .i didn't backstab.i juz said the truth.and they all think that she is so..er.i dunno how to say. now i find that there are more and more ppl getting irritating lorh.i shall not say.but.yar.angela shd noe.today had 2 tests!one was history.then the other was the AMC.then the hist arh, i didn't haf tym to do finish lorh,then i lost my hist textbook.then was not in the mood to study le.angela say her house got extra.then maybe i'm buying from her.muz ask my mum.cuz common test coming liao lorh.then if don haf textbook can die!then todae v funny.halfway during chin lesson, some ppl were whining.say that they wanted to see mr fong.i think he walked past or something larh..hahs.a lot of ppl miss him.then during the AMC, i was stuck at a few questions lorh.then ms cheng walked past, then i was still at the same question.hahs,but at least it's over.then the PFT is changed to monday kae!whoa.such a good day to haf PFT horh.then tuesday got dance assessment lorh.cannot see stella!i'm so sad!want to see her in ben ren so can take pics.i hope can change lorh.then i also hope that she will sign on the album.hahs.wishful thinking larh.i haven listen finish leh.haven even looked at the lyrics book carefully.tmr still got rehearsals.for the saturday minister thing.i'm going to get the seniors to teach me.don need her.still haf felicia to accompany me.that's a consolation.yupz.6 ppl online now.so little.angela has 10.kae.and anw, i gtg now.forgot.todae's my bro's birthdae.yups.
 
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004

heys.now in comp lab again.hahs.wif felicia this time.waiting for shisang's touch rugby to finish.then wif felicia,hahs.and the green turtle.it's so cute!angela lent it to me.yesterdae went out.wif angela, amanxa and pamela.it was the first tym we went out together.cuz last tym always go out wif my clique.but then now..it's different.yesterday we watched ella enchanted.it was so nice.the prince v shuai [although sher yuen said that the prince was supposed to haf swarthy skin].hahs.very nice to watch.whee!sher yuen tmr lending me the book.hahs.PBL presentation on friday..then i bought stella album.hahs.never get to listen finish yet lorh.then ppl want to borrow already.SO inconsiderate and irritating and annoying.even claudia, like stella a lot also nvr ask if can borrow immediately.then some ppl horh, i haven listen finish, jiu want to borrow liao.nvr spare a thought for me.hahs.nvm.stop crapping bout that person.
hahs.i dunno larh.but everytym i see that person arh, or talk to that person, i'll be very angry one loarh.i dunno larh.hahs.keep typing wrong words.felicia laughing at me now.so mean.hahs.quek now opposite me.i don care i shall save up for a tablet pc.by hook or by crook.hahs.jkjk..lalala.very happie todae.no need to face that wooden block.kaes..gtg now.by3by3.

Friday, July 23, 2004

if being with us is torture, then don't force yourself!
sometimes,ppl just never change, and when they say they will change, u dunno whether to really trust them a not.always asking for a second or third chance.but if they realy change, it's okay, but if they, don't then, what's the point? .i think many ppl noe what i'm talking about.what should i do, tell me what i should do?then some ppl are very funny creatures, they themselves say that being wif a group of ppl is like, 'wadeva',she still wants to be wif that group even though they don't like her.she herself noes that.and she still insists on being wif that grp.hahs..i dunno what to do bout that particular person.things may seem okay on the surface, but deep beneath, things aren't so simple.
haha.dunno why i typed that too..shall use large fonts for todae's post.since last tym amanda said that the font was too small..kaes.todae had history lesson.then mf fong was leaving liao.then they bought a card for him kaes.so ex..$3.90 lorh.then other teacher's one leh.hand-made one.hahs.well.he's not really that shuai larh.but then..maybe to other ppl, he is..even priya.i think.cuz during the lesson, she was like keep asking questions one lorh.it's quite obvious.then i think he himself noes tt many ppl like him, but..he just doesn't want to face it.hahas.tmr muz go for speech day.for ava duty..hahs.many ppl will be there.too bad i'll not be seeing shisang, and the choir perform, the dance too.hais.would want to see.got my angel, carol they all..o.so many tests kae.but luckily not all on the same day, if not i'll die...kaes.got science, history and lit tests next week.hahs.o yah, next mon going to watch movie wif amanda and angela!.whee!something to look forward to.todae stayed back for nothing lorh.to talk wif shisang and felicia..was teling all our troubles to each other..and had a good laugh,hahas..then went home wif szeling.hahs.usually i haf a lot of things to say one lorh..but now don haf kae.hahs.haven tell my mum that tmr i haf to go to sch lorh.dunno if she's working a not.nt sure..todae can watch wan yu!hahs.duno if i'll be able to wake up tmr morning a not lorh.haha..but don care.shall just watch my wan yu, as usual..hahas,nothing to sae liao.kae.shall end here.



Thursday, July 22, 2004

[this is a busy day!]
heys..now in comp lab.in sch.after the speech day .very bored.waiting until 5 to leave.to pei felicia.actually felicia's in the other comp lab larh.so it's not exactly counted larh.haha.today had so many tests.maths, english and dance.then english a lot pf ppl wrote 600+ words lorh.then i only wrote about 400+..howhowhow?maybe i'll fail kae.die.then maths test was quite okayy..but i got a few questions dunno..duno larh.wait til i get it back..then the dance was..i dunno larh.should i sae tt it was good?cuz i couldn't see myself dancing marh.so what can i say?todae is a busy day.but when i go home, i don't think i'll haf things to do..not used to this keyboard.always type wrong words de..haha.dunno.and i'm crapping here..haha.i dunno what to blog!! angela here. sammi is a mad gal. haha. she's a duck! bleeee.sam back here.and angela is a turtle..haha..dunno larh..hahz..type summore sype summore type summore,,,stupid blog stupid blog...dunno wad to type...hah...must type at least until thee arrow... nvm..i type by myself..haha..humph!.later felicia got guitar lesson.would like to learn also..my bro also got guitar at home..then it's collecting dust.if i learn, i can also zuo qu..write songs.and can write lyrics,then i'll be multitalented..haha..ego..i'm trying to change the lyrics of beiying.then i wrote halfway..then let ss write..dunno if she completed it a not..haha..i'll juz rethink..and rewrite.since tt other one was not good..hahz.hahaa.turtle rawkz..duckie rawkz too.hahz..i luv angela's new turtle.so cute.i keep squeezing it.like a hamburger..haha.haha..dunno larh..ka.p8l 8saying i'm taking a long tym to blog..haha.so shall post now..actually this is crap one.so u totally wasted your tym reading this whole blog.muahahahahahahahahahahahaha.[evil..:angela]

Friday, July 16, 2004

Life is full of contradictions...
heys.decided to be in a good mood todae.blogger now can change colour of words.gd.i can change colour.so gd.kaes.shall change it later.then can also upload image arh.kaes.shall find one to upload.yea.waiting for felicia to come online.so that i can talk to her.kaes.finally she come online.muz haf enjoyed her chilli crab.talking to her and quek now.haha.wish turtle was online.then i could share wif her my problems.hais.nothing to blog leh?usually i haf a lot of things to sae one.now haf nothing.dunno why.kae.let me think.hmm.so happie.later can see wan yu.yu le niao bu niao.then shall try to call in to 88.3 later.dunno why this 3 like tt.hahz.today had speech dae rehearsal.we had to do nothing much larh.juz had to unplug wires and carry some wood platforms.i can't stand tt teapot.always ordering ppl around.her shirt was so obiang kae.the crew.haha.luckily mr ho helped us.if not we will haf to wear all black kae.but pam and chloe haf to.but i'm so tired from all the dancing yesterdae.knee got blue black.then hand aching.feng yun bian se is so many times better.don haf to suddenly drop down.o.and the life was saying bout those soundtracks.zijinzhidian.xuetianshi all those.then the rating was 2 stars/5 stars kae.i think they dunno how to listen to CDs one kae.so nice lorh.haha.i seem to be so biased kae.quek go offline liao.the windows media player or the speaker got some problem.the sound is muffled..dunno y like that larh.haha.my parents went to thailand.asked my mum to help me buy shanwei album.dunno if she can find a not.or if haf a not.o.my mum juz called.from thailand.asked me to remember to do my work.haha,i'll remember..an expensive call..haha.saving up for yida album.the gai ban one.shall listen to top 10 shi da xing qiu later.muz stay up,cannot fall asleep.i'm getting outdated.haven't been listening to new songs.keep listening to the same old CD.but i'll nvr get bored of it lorh.i luv my blog.many ppl sae the jiafeng pic v nice.he's mine.hahahahahahaha.i'm mad larh.is this long enough?speech dae duty is not as difficult as i think larh.haha.i'm quite happy..kae.angela!my duck will not be roasted!haha.

Thursday, July 15, 2004

hais.now at home.juz watched wan yu.i juz dunno why.my mood should be happy right?but i dunno why my mood is so..the opposite.gave quek her letta todae.finally.after dunno how long.tmr got history lesson.hais.quite boring larh.cuz it's keep copying notes one lorh..mr fong.um.carn sae he's ugly.carn sae he's shuai.juz.average.should i get JJ cd first or yida cd first?yida coming to s'pore.but i can't go.wld like to go.wan to see him in ben ren.dunno larh.but he's cute.haha.wan yu was nice.they were teaching feng yun bian se.then second part.but i couldn't catch up lorh.yea.but it's funny larh.then got 5566.as in, all 4 of them.then they had to dance the feng yun bian se according to the thing on ze dice larh.got dance as madman [renfu], 3 year old kid [shaowei], old man [shanwei], hei she hui lao da [xiezhi], woman [mengzhe].so funny kae.i was laughing all ze way..haha.told angela and sl a lot of things on e way home.exchanged my duck for angela's turtle todae.but i prefer e other turtle.ze green one.tt one v nice lorh.can squeeze it until it flattens and it'll become cabbage head turtle.v funny.todae learnt the dance part 2.so difficult lorh,muz turn here turn there.go up go down.i canot do e last part.dunno how to bend.then priya's in my grp for e choreography thing.too bad ss's not in my grp.sad.i'm always so sad.kae.listening to dou jiang you tiao now.somehow it doesn't sound so nice anymore.my fav song now is guang mang.it's juz so nice kae.FIR rawkz.hahz.mad.these few days keep listening to FIR, never get bored of it kae.their music.i understand.and when i remember the MVs of their songs, i'll almost cry.although they are a yue tuan, some of their songs are slow and shu qing one.yea.esp hou le yuan and liu lang zhe zhi ge.all v nice.muz go ask huifang if she like a not.i forgot how to do the anchor liao.muz ask sheryuen to help me do for 1.then i'll noe how to do the rest.now playing wang le ai.toro!i also want tablet PC!maybe i'll get a laptop when i haf enough.that means i haf to stop buying CDs, which i can't.haha.i failed my maths test kae.v lan lorh.test me holidae hw and i'll juz pass or fail one lorh.then if u test me class work, it'll be ok one lorh.next week got indices test.better get good grades for that kae.if not i'll die.better study.tmr haf tt stupid thing.kae.shall end here

when i'm happy.someone or something will make me sad and angry kae
this world is unfair, why are some ppl always happy and some ppl always sad?always smiling even though they had a setback?i can't be like that
like angela said, there are many contradictions in life.i can juz relate to what angela said easily kae.thanks angela!for letting me tell u everything!

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

heys.decided to blog now.did a bit of dreamweaver.i'm so lazy right?hahz.juz burned e ou de yang CD for felicia.later then burn e F.I.R. album for huifang.didn't noe tt huifang likes F.I.R. one lorh.a lot of ppl like FIR.dunno why..hahz..forgot to sae my mood.my mood is.as usual..bad.all because of something and someone.everyday will ruin my mood one kae.sure thing one.always like tt.for the past week also like tt.luckily i haf angela and claud to talk to.if not i'll go mad!
i really can't understand some ppl's attitude lorh.dunno what's their problem lorh.as if ppl owe them something in their past lives lorh.i don understand why someone who likes to delegate jobs to ppl so much doesn't want to be a leader kae.and angela agrees too.i'm actually blogging for angela.cuz she says tt she has nothing to do.todae had hist lesson.is mr fong teach one.nt bad.better than mrs lim last yr.last yr was like e preist preaching to the followers lorh.can even fall asleep.some ppl sae he's shuai.i think..okae larh.then in e middle of the lesson i had to go todental lorh.then went down liao.then e nurse ask me to go up again.then call e next person.then after some tym, cindy ask me to go down again.sae e nurse want to see me lorh.then i went down again larh.then e nurse ask me to go up again kae.walk up walk down.hais.waste my energy and make me miss my lesson kae.in e end, it was juz wasting my tym.hahaz.enough of tt..then todae had mass run.we were one of e last few can.hais.had no more stamina.yay!e only good thing is tt mr ho is considering to let peiling join AVA!.then she can pei wo!hahz.then she can do backstage wif us.maybe with felicia.cuz i muz do wif izz.maybe can ask mr ho to change.dunno.but i muz persuade mr ho to let her join first!!!whee!thinking of that, i'm happy now!kae.

Monday, July 12, 2004

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heys..hahz.in comp lab now.wif claud.shervon nt here.she went home liao.actually was staying back to do maths one, wif 'difficult', claud and fel.but izz and fel went home liao.izz needed someone to pei ta to go home.todae mood not v good.cuz my maid she gave me my bro's water bottle.then not used to using it.this morning i was very blur kae.when i woke up, i wanted to get up.then i couldn't get up.then i fell asleep again kae.and i woke up at 6:01.then i was late for ze bus..hahz.lame right?
then teapot.siad tt some ppl barely passed e oral kae.i think i'm one of them kae.hais.my eng is so lan.then she was lecturing us on not participating enough in tt SO interesting english grammar thing kae.then tt priya kept stepping on my feet can?and e worst thing is she didn't apologize kae.dunno how many times kae!then she kept making me fa nu..then todae also got to run ze 2.4 kae.i was damn slow can.17 mins+ lorh.mq was 10 mins lorh.so much in difference.and ss was 15 mins.see.compared to them, i'm e slowest kae..heyhey.i hear sakura!tt song damn nice.[sakura sakura,sa man qing cun de mo fa,ca gan yan lei..].it's a very meaningful song.think it's about graduation.if u zi xi ting, u could cry.now everyone rushing out their grp's dreamweaver.hahz.i'm e only one.slacking and blogging.i think mi and angela got problem kae.sit in e parade square cannot sit properly one.then muz disturb each other one.then keep laughing de.hahz.and she brought one new turtle to sch todae.it's so cute can.then i ask her where she buy, she sae buy from vending machine from suntec.suntec got so many vending machines/where am i going to find?hahz.lame larh.kaes.claud finish blogging liao.i'll end here too kae.wait, yesterdae was jiafeng's burfdae.my jiafeng kae!hahahahahahahaha!wish him a belated birthdae.being lame here.felicia's gonna scold me for saying tt.hahz.end here.

Saturday, July 10, 2004

hais.nw at home.decided to blog.since v long tym nvr blog liao.turtle ask me to blog too!.todae my mood is..ok larh.nt so bad.nt so gd too.burning jolin CD for eeling.then juz now sms-ed to dongli 883.then zhangying read out kae!then i said gd luck to everyone having oral.even though they won't hear it.then zhangying sae arh.aiya,shd haf sms-ed yesterdae marh..kae.*lame* nt funny to u all.but to me,i think it is.i miss my F.I.R. CD.i wan to listen to ni de wei xiao,you make me want to fall in luv.but nvm.wait until amanda ting shuang then return..45% complete.hahz.tt person nt online.nvm.should i get JJ album.a lot of ppl sae v nice.maybe i should.but i'm quite broke.nt tt i gt no $.it's tt i only gt those $50.then don want to use.then my mum don want to change wif mi..hahz.why am i saying such things in my blog.haven't been replying ppl.i still owe amanda[1], quek[1], izz[2], felicia[1].so altogether i owe 5 lettas..o.forgot renee[1].so 6..when am i going to get the tym to write so many letters..angela also like tt, right?lit play and oral finally finished,but i screwed up during oral kae.said some things i shouldn't haf said.shall nt sae it here.too long to type liao.hais.84%.changed e pic.to jiafeng.but haven republish.so shall end here and go republish kaes.kae.byebye

Thursday, June 10, 2004

hmmm..now nothing to do.transferring the jolin's MVs from the CD to the comp.so damn slow.cuz it's in DVD format.dunno if can see a not kae.the windows media player a bit siao siao one.sumtyms can ply, sumtyms cannot.left 3 more mins.the com is so slow.the tym now is 2:51pm.not watching wan yu.cuz yesterday watch liao.not very nice.teach sum elva dance wif e fan.i juz think tt renfu.is getting more and more ke ai..kae.tried to load the thing liao.cannot load.so wasted my tym transferring it.well.nvm.muz sae bout yesterdae.yesterday went to chinatown to take pics for the chinese project.took quite a lot.sum shopkeepers don allow us to take pics.but we got sum brochures.at least better than nothing.then we went bugis.took a lot of neoprints.so funny.we anyhow decorate and design the neoprints..then got one covered my face.it was so nice and perfect.until i added tt hair..but quite funny.spent so much on neoprints.haha.then i ate a lot yesterday..ate macdonalds at about 11 am.then after that, we went to coffee bean..shared cake wif izzzy.very nice to eat e.it's one piece of chocolate..then the cake was actually brownie.then i drank pure chocolate.quite nice.then i got zjzd[zi jin zhi dian]OST le.all e songs inside very nice.got toro's giv it up.a lot more larh.then also got poker cards.think got 3 or 2 pics is xiezhi.then jiafeng got 2 cards is his face de.then read e papers todae.they say e toro, yan xing shu, and huai-en coming to act in a show wif those channel 8 ppl.so happie todae.in a very good mood.then juz now was listening to the radio..dongli883..then is sum xin xin jing ca.about those horoscope de.sae how strong which ppl in the horoscope is strong after losing their luv/breaking up wif their bf/gf.then scorpio/tian xie is like not strong at all kaes.then the jian qiang zhi shu is only 1/5 kaes.am i not strong?hahaz.being lame here.fridae going to izzy's hse for math.claudia's also cumingbut then izz sae don really wan to ask petrina.cuz..for sum reasons larh.and i muz do the dreamweaver kaes.being the group leader, if i don do, who will do?being very lazy these few daes.this week has been very packed.argh!i'm frustrated.but dunno for what too.hais.then yesterdae's top 10 shi da xing qiu arh, feng yun bian se was no.5.so sad.then e first was ocean's gu dan be yue qiu.yida'sxian wei jing xia de ai qing was 3.kaes.juz ran down to collect the letters from my bro.he's so horrible kaes.i was wearing my maid's slippers marh.thought tt i could juz run down to collect the letters.then he was cycling.then he made me follow him for 1 whole round around the carpark kaes.and i was running.then i think i got a bit of apendix.blame it all on my bro.received amanda's letta liao.she wrote my name so big kaes.but she decorate until very nice.this adds to my happiness for todae.well.haven done the newspaper thing for todae.muz everydae do one.blame it on my laziness the past 20 weeks.don do every week, now muz do everydae.juz now got sum shw, 5566 as special guests.then renfu keep saying sacastic remarks..then he and xiezhi act as e china dolls.really looks like kaes.todae my mood is very good de.hahaz.is this very long?hope i'll be able to finish math when i go to izzy's hse tmr.kae.enough of my crapping.going to open amanda's letta now

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

heyy.nothing to do now.so blogging.there's no one online tt i can talk to.then felicia is online.but she nvr reply mi one.then todae i found out tt i lost my marker.i've lost 2 of them liao.should i buy again?izz saes i should.but don buy back the same colour.hahz.now angela has signed in.but she nvr reply de.k.she reply le.finally i haf someone to talk to.whee!~tmr izz going to pass mi e zijinzhidian OST le.cant wait to listen to it.then i was listening to the jolin's kan wo 72 bian.realised tt is's quite nice actually.esp bu la ge guang chang.got jay rap one.then todae's wan yu is so funny.i think renfu is more and more cute le.so funny.i noe a bit of the sign language for F.I.R.'s wo men de ai.tt song's so nice.wo men de ai, guo le jiu bu zai hui lai.zhi dao xian zai wo hai mo mo de deng dai, wo men de ai, wo ming bai, yi bian cheng ni de fu dan.zhi shi yong yuan wo dou fang bu kai.zui hou de wen nuan..ah~~ni gei de, wen nuan..kae larh enough of crap..

Sunday, June 06, 2004

hais.blogging now.after dunno how many days.hahz.angela!muz thank mi.i'm listening to u kae..no larh.jk only.the holidays has been..well.nothing much to sae.except for the class party.it was so fun.i now luv bursting balloons.esp. using sticks to burst them.tt tym we were playing 'yu le thou bu thou'.actually is the yu le niao bu niao lar.copied from wan yu one.kae.forgot to sae.last fri's wan yu was so funny!it's the shan wei renfu host was yu for 2 yrs anniversary.then got a lot of cakes..very nice one wor.then the special guests were shanwei, renfu, and mengzhe..then the host was sun zong.so funny.they all give him those xiao ding dang stuff.then those questions is all about wan yu one..like ask them to reconise the reporters' voice de.haha.very very funny.then they shou bo the 'we will rock you' mv.5566 become monsters.like the hulk like that lorh.but damn cute de.whee!~.next mon going to izzy's hse for maths..kae.later going to watch shrek 2.then dunno when will watch harry potter..angela so hao ming one..she watched so many movies..kae.shall end here.

Friday, May 14, 2004

hee..so happie todae kae.EXAMS over liao!todae had art exam.2 hour and 30 mins just to draw one art piece.juz now arh, during the exam ar, claudia very funny leh.she borrowed sharpener from mi la.then she had no where to sharp the colour pencils in lor..then she sharped the pencil on her skirt lor..then everyone who saw it was laughing like siao kae.then arh.when ms cheng walked passed, claudia asked if she could throw away the pencil shavings..hahz.so funny kae.then i had like 30 mins extra lor..then was writing song lyrics.was writing ming tian jian,easy come easy go and lydia..then was writing lydia,then tyms up le..so gotta stop..then after she collect finish the paper lar, then she sae tt we MUZ stay back to clean up the class..oei, the class is also not ours to begin with.4s1 is so dirty..when we came in for the first tym arh, it was so dirty kae.it was even dirtier then juz now.she is so ..***c*.then izzy asked if we could leave.then she was so...eek.don wan to sae..then after a while.she saw sam baey sitting down, then she said,'u all are not going to leave until i DECLARE the classroom clean.if the teacher from 4s1 complains to mi, i'll COME AFTER YOU ALL'..this was what she said lor...hais..this kind of ppl is like tt one..everyone cant stand her,she like everyday got PMS one lor..eek.dunno what's wif mi todae.keep typing wrong words one..maybe too long nvr blog le..like one month nvr blog liao lor..this one muz be very long.i still owe a lot of ppl letter lor..quek quek, angela, amanda and izzy..izzy's so lucky lor..sp and ss bought the jolin gai ban for her for her birthdae present!.ah.i also want.but nvm.izzy helping mi burn.next tym my birthdae can ask them to buy sth else.we decided on what to buy for felicia le..shall not sae it here,unless she sees it.then eeling arh..maybe buy a bag for her..she sae she want..hm.i'm so happie today!..for some reason tt i canot say,.in case some ppl comes across this page.k.i lata got to help izzy bur the r n b cd..k..better burn now..okae..hao kai xin..later can go watch wan yu at night..and listen to jeff's tian ma xing kong..top 10 shi da xing qiu..got no hw.this blogger's new layout is nice..what shall i do now?no one online except some ppl..izzy went tuition, then felicia not online, ss rarely online..hais.i owe a lot of ppl testimonials..yuzhen la..still got who?later then check..o.peiting talking to mi now..yay!at least got someone to talk to le..hahaz.nvm.nothing to sae le.o..R & B rawkz!esp. jiafeng!

Friday, April 16, 2004

k..so happie..shall blog for yesterdae..
yesterdae, R n B came lor..then Jiafeng was so shuai!!!..then they sang ai de bubble, 1000 you, jie li sai and tong yang di dian..jiafeng rawkz..then jiafeng kept standing at my right lor..then all the pic i take, al got him one lor..then he so considerate..he knew i was taking photo of him , then he wait for mi to take finish then look awae..then izz and i waved to jiafeng, then he noticed it, then he waved back at us..so niceee.then mi and felicia waved at him again..then he waved back!!..jiafeng rawkz!.then the xiaoqiao so cute..they were playing game marh..then xiaoqiao told jiafeng not to 'pao qi' her..so funny..then jiafeng and xiaoqiao were the first to be 'tao tai chu ju'..so funny..then the mengru purposely out of the game, cuz out already, then can pai zhao..then the xiaowei go and be dao dan gui..so funny,..then huaien very funny also..when e music stopped, he go and grab all those ppl lor..so cute..and jiafeng rawkz..he's so cute lor..AJ also very funny..he keep looking at the back lor..then at e back got the ppl write the thing..like the 'ting bu dao'..then they said it louder..then after that, they change to 'lai hou mian'..then they really went behind..i took a lot of pics ..all jiafeng one..jiafeng rawkz..i want to finish the film lor..then can go and develop!..so happie..jiafeng rawkz..then got some ppl bought cake for xiaowei..then he so funny..on wan quan yu le..they also going to 5566 concert..carn go..so sad..nvm..can buy the concert VCD or DVD marh..what for go to the concert and can only see once only?nvm..i'm consoling myself..hee..nvm.later going to find out jiafeng's age..jiafeng rawkz..later going to transfer the pics to the com.izz lend mi one..so good right..then also got video..can see later..so happie yesterdae..
then i got the jeff's autograph..carn get R n B's autograph, at least got jeff one..better than nothing..then got some ppl the banner very nice..later maybe going to friendster..k..finally blog finish liao..if i forget what happened, i can come here to refresh my memory..so happie..and one more time..JIAFENG RAWKZ!forgot to say ar..then they daid 'R N B ai ke xin nu zhong!'..then after that they say somethi g like they are very happy to come to our school..then xiaowei forgot our sch name..then xiaoqiao corrected him then go and hit him on his butt or something..very funny..JIAFENG RAWKZ..and zaizai too..but JIAFENG rawkz more..hais..really regret taking so little pics..i'll develop it soon..todae felicia showed us the ones that she took..so nice kae..then don have any ones of jiafeng lor..so sad kae..nvm..JIAFENG RAWKZ!

Friday, April 02, 2004

stupid thing!!!ahhhhh..just now i was typing then suddenly the whole screen just cleared off..stupid thing la..todae got math test leh..then i got so many dunno how to do kaes..then i think i'm failing the whole test and i'll get into math remedial all over again..hais.just now read amanda's blog..dunno who she is talking about..dunno what Jake la..aiya, her blog always got guy's name one la..then today also got ting xie lor..chen lao shi gave ting xie in the last 5 mins of the period and i was amazed tt i could write almost all the words leh..then i was sort of letting sher yuen see all those tt she dunno how to write..then just now i was saying how i ended up in the com lab..now not going to say le..and then just noe during CME lesson we had to do the CME workbook..then do wif priya la..then we were playing something la..priya speak in tamil la..then i answer in chinese and try to understand her..nvm..i noe very lame..
should i get wang xinling's 2nd album?the ai ni very nice lor..but my mum recently not happy..say i always buy cds lor..but i don think it's a lot lor..hais..i also want to collect stamps lor..cuz ss and izz the card all filled up liao..then can get one free cd lor..they so gd..then isabel always say she want to help mi buy..is actually want to get stamps for her card one..quite mean actually..
i have so much to say..want to say about sam quek, the photograpy course..then also want to say a lot of other things..don think i'll blog about those..cuz my hand is tired liao..then shervon is trying to sort of act cute lor..showing those sec ones..then so noisy..did i tell anyone tt i hated noise?argh..angela just banged my chair... [:P angela here.]..and this stupid chair..i almost fell kaEs..i almost fell!!!and it's the third time liao..angela said those ppl that shervon was talking to was sec 2s..then i saw their name tags..then really is sec 2..hais..nvm..heck it la..i wan to go home and rest!!so tired le..muz do pbl, lit and mths la..revise for science lor..and my hand is almost numb..dunno when i'll leave this place..just now cme lesson very funny..we thought ms cheng coming, then everyone scrambled back to their seats..then sp was drawing something on the board..think she took quite a long time to draw one..then she erased it..think i'll call it 'the big scramble'?is it suitable?and the funniest thing was ms cheng did not come to our class at all kaes..is this long enough?today keep typing wrong word..dunno why leh..
umz...now in the sch com lab..this angela la.say go to com lab for 5 mins, end up still stuck here after dunno how long lor..hais.today got math test..think i'm just going to fail the whole test and end up in remedial again kaEs.then the next period got chin.then left 5 mins then the period will end le..then she still want to give ting xie lor..dunno wat she is thinking..todaY I

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

haiss...now talking to felicia, keep saeing tt edward chua lor..so not fair one..then keep saying Sun XieZhi not shuai..humph!..so bad one.then asking mi to mention tt 'si tai jian' in my blog..criticize my xiezhi..still want mi to mention her si tai jian..
enough of crap la..hm..miss cheng made us change place, so now sitting with alicia, um.alicia quite nice la..tt tym forgot to bring ci yi shou ce, then she share with mi, so nice right?nvm..now amanda in front of mi..i mean sitting in front of mi la..then now can talk to her..i mean, last term, nvr really talk to her la..now can talk to her more..then felicia sitting behind mi..so gd..at least still can talk to her la..then izzy also sitting quite near mi lor..quite satisfied with the sitting arrangement la..at least don hav those ppl tt i don realli lyk..then todae baked the muffin lor..then yuxiang and huifang their topping dunno got what problem lor..then we shared our icing with them, as in, we gave then our extra icing powder and egg lor..then izzy said tt the teacher sort of know tt we help them lor..dunno if will minus marks a not..
o..then now burning the 5566 1st album for izz..86%..so slow one..k..i better sae what i wan to sae..whay amanda nvr go online one..wan her to send mi the 'bao feng yu' and 'dui shou'..those 2 songs so nice lor..like it a lot..so wan amanda to send to mi..then when i got enough songs, i'll burn all into one cd lor...but muz get more..now only got 2..muz get at least 15 lor..if not will waste the cd..k..finally burn finish..tested it liao..can listen lor..
yeah! finally succeeded burning a cd by myself!so happie..talking to amanda..and felicia too..haha..guess i'm mad lor..today the wan quan yu le say got another band also got one wu suo wei song la..but the song sounds so different..prefer 5566's wu suo wei..k..amanda sending mi bao feng yu and dui shou..so happie!!anw, nothing to sae le..kaez..byee

Saturday, March 20, 2004

phew..finally changed my template..changed the pic, finally found a nice pic of 5566, but got no renfu..but nvm, got xiezhi can liao...so difficult to change kaes..muz find the pic and all..so satisfied with it..
btw, thurs went out with joanne they all..then joanne's friends so funny..esp the one who like amanda..i mention amanda only he'll turn his head and listen..then keep asking what we think of amanda.. then we bluff him and sae tt amanda was wif us..then he really believe..so nice to bluff one..
bought the CynDi wang album..first album..cuz last tym nvr buy..then tt dae ss, felicia and izzy also got go..then ss bought the SHE album..the songs quite nice..the ta hai shi bu dong, shi mian mai fu..
so pathetic, now only got so little ppl online my pri sch only got 2 ppl online, then S1 only got one person online, chloe..then we watched some silly movie lor..dunno what spartan, recommended by that person who like amanda..then not nice at all, then mi, joanne, ss and felicia walked out like 15 mins after the show..waste of $ one lor..hais..shouldn't have listened to him..but thurs so fun..heex.=]..
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Monday, March 15, 2004

so so so so long time never blog liao..cuz alwaes go online is at night, then doing research la..a lot of other things.homec project la..a lot la..art la..so much things to do..
todae online for the second time liao..juz now was talking to felicia, she was saying about the edward chua..so ke lian, so what la..den remembered something..nvm, shall not say.later some ppl noe what i'm talking about..juz now amanda ask mi to see her blog..her blog so nice kaes, all is xiezhi one lor..den feel like my blog is so..unoriginal..cuz the template is taken from blogskins..nvr change at all one..tt's y.then her one is so nice lor..i've made up my mind..i'll go and find some nice pics..and change my blog completely!now also looking for pics from msn groups..but all so old one..then not nice at all..muz find some very nice one..don wan this r&b template liao..changing it soon..anw, got one story very nice one..is www.winglin.net/fanfic/xiezhihaobang/..very nice one..about cyndi and xiezhi..felicia has already gone so so so so crazy about edward chua liao..anw, going to continue looking for pics liao..byee

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

must blog!!!!!!!!!!haven blog since when ar?vry vry long time ago la..muz say about the 5566 autograph session kaes, tt time go ar, went at 2+..den queue until 8+..it's like vry long right?but den to mi it's quite short, maybe cuz we were there talking and talking mah, and laughing..talking abt 5566..
tt day got mi, shisang, tania, kejia and samantha..then we took turns to go mac. and rest..tt was my first time going to an autograph session, so muz remember very clearly..k..thinking...
o..that day ar, tony was doing some kinda stretching, maybe cuz sign too many liao, so hand tired..den so funny, we wrote sth, den wan to let those ppl see la, den i held tt thing upside down, den they read as SCGS kaes, so embarrassing la..den jason's face was very black, like vry unhappy like tt or something la..den zax also, at first..den got e water bottle, got e sticker lor..haven open up and drink yet..maybe i should open it..but samantha say tt e water not nice one leh..maybe i should jus keep e bottle lor..den XieZhi so shuai, wear black colour one, den he so nice..e face is smiling one, not like jason..
this one very important..the time they signed my album is on 15 feb 8:43pm..very important, mus alwaes remember..o..den e rio so extra lor..he signed on e logo, cuz don hav his face mah..
my mum allowing mi to buy e 2nd album third edition leh!!so gd kaes..if u wan to see the cover, can click here..it's so nice..den inside got those mvs..easy come easy go, shou hou, boyfriend and for u..also have those advertisements or wat la...den i watched leng feng guo jing and zhan fang mv on channel 51, zhan fang so nice, den leng feng guo jing is ok lar..too bad the third edition don hv..so sad..den jus now e wan quan yu le ar, they had to speak shanghai language lor..den zax was singing the easy come easy go in shanghai language lor..den go and anyhow sing..den he lose lor..den hor, zhang shanwei got to sing e gao she me gui lor..also so funny lor..den he win leh..den the this week u zhou kan is toro leh..den inside got a lot of those 5566 stuff lor..but i'm not buying..but i'm buying e third edition!!!!!!shisang!!u muz blog leh..if not why u keep a blog?okies..and e friendster so slow lor..click sth mus wait for like 5 mins like tt..so..SLOW...added a few ppl from 6i..dunno if they will accept mi a not..nvm, if they don accept, can always add other ppl...

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

todae got cross-country,went to macritchie reservoir lor..
den the weather was so hot lor..den i think i was 1 of the last lor..i'm alwaes like tt, forever 1 of the last..den i took 93 from the bus-stop..
den the sec. 1s look at mi like dunno wat la..kept staring at mi, dunno for wat..
den todae when i went home, my bro still haven go to sch yet, so happie, come home so early.den can use the com., o..den i took 9 mins to walk from the bus to to my home, but my grandma said tt she needs at least 15-20 mins leh..
den i'm so happie..my mum say tt if my math test get 15 and above, she will allow mi to go to 5566's qian chang hui..so good..i muz get 15 and above for math test!..think i goin wif shinsang and her frds..
tml lending isabel the 5566 second album lor..she say want to listen if not dunno wat we are talking abt..todae actually got a lot of things to blog 1..but i'm too lazy to blog..
btw, done all of my hw liao..except the art muz rearrange tt artpiece lor..so lazy to do..juz now fnally got a chance to watch 'shao nian te gong dui'..so funny, xiezhi and renfu, forever playing 1 lor..den the renfu lose mah, den they got to kiss the frog..hehe, tt part so funny..,anw, later got to go relink some ppl..and i muz link pt..

Friday, January 30, 2004

todae finally come back early..
mondae stay back for PBL
tuesdae, nvr stay back
wed- math remedial, CRC [no longer exists]
thur- eng enrichment
fri- nothing
todae sms stand on the chair and hook the ohp thingy..so funny..den everybody keep laughing lor..she try so many times..den i was saying tt she alwaes provides free entertainment for us..den when she retire, no one provide us wif free entertainment liao
todae went to look for mr ho, see if can change CCA to AVA a not..
den he keep saying tt muz always come, or else he will kick u out..so funny..den he keep saying..i will show u, but next time u got to know how to do liao...so funny
den got math test..think i noe most of the questions except the qn 6 b(ii)..but den 1 mark onli lor..
i wan to go to 5566's 签唱会..i wan to tell my mum tt if my maths test get 15 and above, muz let mi go, but i don hv e courage to..hais..but felicia say can help mi lor..ask her bro ans sis to take 1 album each..[eeling and mine]..haha..so good...
todae the hw..
art..[halfway]
chinese ying yong wen.
math worksheet..[factorisation]
revise for -
science test
geog test
lit. test
english [actually no need to revise leh]
anw, so many tests..and i shouldn't be online!!!..
juz now played np..got 1 2 dubloon coin from coltzan's shrine..
and now i still cannot see the shanwei_energy story lor..isabel can see lor..i cannot..
got to go delete some of my blog entry le

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

so...todae went back to pri. sch..
den saw many ppl..fiona, simin, xuli, luyun, jiahui..
i was so happie..cuz so long nvr see them liao..den luyun changed a lot..rebonded her hair..quite nice la..
i also noticed tt, the water fountain nvr go,so happie..muz be becuz tt time my bro scolded him until like dunno wat la..den we nvr saw the teachers la..cuz ms low leg injured..den ms foo..dunno y nvr see her..
den after tt, fiona, peiling, xuli, simin and mi went to toa payoh interchange..den the popular was closed..cuz it's the eve of new year mah..
den we went to the 'more than words' shop..see things..den there the things all sell so expensive 1..den i so poor, can't buy anything..
nothign to blog le..so going to post

Tuesday, January 20, 2004

she noes HIM, HE does not noe her
yay!..tml is chinese news years eve le..got holidae, so gd..
now listening to shou hou, it's so nice..to think i found it boring at first..maybe it's cuz i nvr see the mv lor..juz now talk to my pri. sch 'gd' frd [ not mentioning the name ]..talk for less than 5 sec, den she gtg le lor..i realli wonder if she's realli my frd or wat? maybe she changed??dunno..
i'm realli so so so bored lor..nothing to do..dunno whether wan to research for the PBL a not leh..cuz maybe we'll be changing topic lor..maybe i'll sms izzy..
i still dunno whether to go back to pri school a not..part of mi feel like going..but another part of mi does not wan to..anw, i hv to come to a decision by tonite..now the shou hou finish le..now is boyfriend..heez..quite nice la..den mi and shi sang changed the song to fit felicia..haha..vry funny..

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Friday, January 16, 2004

hais..[i realise tt i always start the blog entry wif this word,nvm..nothing else to use]
it's finally fridae..at least got 2 daes of rest..den todae got the maths test lor..i tell u ar, this test i sure fail 1 lor..cuz i dunno how to do so many questions.den we got the handbook today,it's blue colour,wif a very nice pattern on it,wonder how much it'll cost,maybe 4 or 5..
cant wait for chinese new year to come,or rather, cant wait to go back to pri. sch..maybe both?this weekend got so much hw,
1. the lit. [essay]
2. lit. [monkey business]
3. english [compo]
4. maths [skill practice 2b?]
den todae took bus wif angela..den we talked abt a lot of things la..but i now all forget le..juz watched westside story lor..you ya yu is finally wif miejue shi tai le..so nice.den the yinhe and xingwang vry funny, always talking abt money..*i noe u got a boyfriend, the other man, the other guy,by your side, someone who hopefully treats u,right..but u dunno how much i wish i was, ur boyfriend*..nothing to blog liao.

Monday, January 12, 2004

kaez..i'm finally blogging..since..18 dec i think lor...
bought the 5566's second album lor..so nice..den got the zhan bao and the jia you bang thingy..so gd lor..i didn't pre-order or wat, den still can get..den juz now got the wan quan yu le got 5566..yu le niao bu niao..so funny...the results..the ultimate winner..wang ren fu, second, sun xie zhi and wang shao wei, den the last is xiao dao lor..den my the jia you bang is the sam 1 lor..so sad..was hoping to get the tony or jason 1 lor...but actually nvm la..since it's blue colour..later will put the lyrics lor..den todae got the maths lesson..muz sit wif cinz cuz teacher say my maths not gd..den we talk abt the 5566, and all the other things la..quite fun..den todae don hv tt barbarian's lesson..luckily bought the ci yu shou ce liao..if not i sure fail my chinese this yr lor..later got to go offline liao..cuz muz do my work..
boyfriend so nice lor..the lyrics..
Boyfriend
I'm sorry for me buggin' you
Sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who
I'm sorry for me needing you

Sorry girl that you don't feel it too
I get the point, should be a man about it
I've never been good at that - no no Forgive me for being me
I've tried to let go

Chorus:
I know you got a boyfriend-another man
Another guy by your side
Someone who hopefully treats you right
But you don't know how much I wish That I was
Your boyfriend - that other guy
The only one who's allowed
In your room to lay in your arms at night
now you don't know how much I wishThat I was your boyfriend
I'm sorry for me wanting you
Sorry for not playing by the rules
But what would you do if you were in my shoes
Feeling lost and blue Mnn
I'm sorry for me lovin' you
sorry for being such a fool
God knows I've tried but I can't let go
I'm crazy 'bout you know who

Chorus:
Another man is by your side
I hope he treats you right
I wish I was the only one
To lay in your arms at night
Well you can't blame a guy for tryin'
Now what else can I do
And how I wish that my prayers, Thoughts and dreams
Would become reality