okay well. i just read someone's blog and i had the inspiration to blog suddenly.
the holidays are here and i know i'm supposed to study hard for the upcoming common tests . but there're so much to study that i dont know where and how to start. but i know i will eventually. tons of work to be done. but i will find my own balance.i sound like i'm depressed,but i am not, really.
visited carmen's house for her party last sat, and her house is so bigggg. i'm awed.:D and the delicious food we ate. ((: it was the first time i reached home so late. for the record, it was 1145. i know it can't be compared to some people who reach home in the morning but yeah..
i don't wish to think about what happened in the past and i'm going to focus on the present.
went to school on mon and tues for lessons. i was enlightened during bio tut and i had learnt so much
i really hope that ms yeo won't call my mum but ahh. i really don't know.
meeting jx later at cj to go to crescent! i miss everyone u know. people like angela, fel and the rest. it's sad that tthey can't make it today.
i just recalled that the holidays mean that i won't be able to see jayyyyy and mmmm. bit it's alright. i'll get to meet up with everyone i've not gotten to meet for such a long time((:
i have lots to say here but i can't seem to find the words to describe how i feel. i realise that i've been cold to certain people but it's not that i'm being like this on purpose. but i really don't wish to talk to those people. i guess this can't be changed. i do not talk to people i do not like and nothing can change this. this is not a perfect world and i am not perfect.
another thing is i do not like to be dictated. it just gets on my nerves when people simply try to tell me to do this and that. if you don't say it out, then maybe i would. it was all a mistake

a long time since i blogged
the last entry was about touch camp. so it was about 2 weeks ago
quite a lot has happened since then.but i've forgot most of it! but i'll try to rmb and type it in here
i was sick last week, not in the mind of course, as some would suggest
had gastric flu after lunch on one day and i was in pain until i got home at 6. and i had to speak during gp for some debate and that was so screwed. i couldnt speak properly and all.i felt so terrible and i just wanted to go home.
that was all in the past
i'm surprised at myself. at how i forget things so easily. i dont have the time to do self reflection so it seems like i've been going through life aimlessly. day in, day out. to school in the morning, back home after school.homework after reaching home, eat, do work, sleeping at my table.
what is the meaning of this.
okay i'll do this later, on to other stuff.
mugged so hard for a bio test just to get a 12/19 which is so undeserved.but counting that this is the first bio test that i have passed, it's alright. and i'll strive harder for common test!
the onlytest i failed this time was chem test. i dont know if i expected it but..there's a test next week. so i'll score for that.xp
watched 2 matches this week. rugby 3rd/4th placings on tues at ccab. and we won! throughout the match i was looking out for the _______. even though i know that he's not a good person, but still, he's cute
another match was today. soccer 3rd/4th placings at national stadium, and we lost 2:1
___ was there and i couldnt focus when we had to cheer and ___ was standing there. like i didnt know where to look, to look at the game or to look at ___. :D steph will help me next time!
talked to jx on the phone this week, after like, 1 month of non contact. it felt so nice to talk to you again. i'm sure u know, u being u. haha, our meeting's postponed to this wed. i hope there'll be no changes(:
meeting with the rest next week too! you know i miss all of you!

i don't know what you are thinking, but you definitely don't know me. i am more than what you see

10 minutes to blog, then i'll chiong bio and chem!
touch camp from fri to sun! the only stuff i rmb was superglue when i cried.i cried not because the seniors were fierce, but how they could be like this. okay i know they were kind of acting, but still, i was affected by it la
then nightwalk with tingyu!!
we were so freaked out by everything
and omg!! VALUE!! damn funny!michelle and steph!
construction paper and econs notes with 'ECONOMIC VALUE'. how funny can it get. omg
taking the photo reminded me of shutter
i fell sick during camp, having fever after sttanding with rugby ball over my head for 1 hour plus.my arms ached so much! i didnt really feel very sick. but when i reached home i felt damn sick la
okay back to chionging !!
jiayou S11!!