Wednesday, May 30, 2007

okay well. i just read someone's blog and i had the inspiration to blog suddenly.
the holidays are here and i know i'm supposed to study hard for the upcoming common tests . but there're so much to study that i dont know where and how to start. but i know i will eventually. tons of work to be done. but i will find my own balance.i sound like i'm depressed,but i am not, really.
visited carmen's house for her party last sat, and her house is so bigggg. i'm awed.:D and the delicious food we ate. ((: it was the first time i reached home so late. for the record, it was 1145. i know it can't be compared to some people who reach home in the morning but yeah..
i don't wish to think about what happened in the past and i'm going to focus on the present.
went to school on mon and tues for lessons. i was enlightened during bio tut and i had learnt so much
i really hope that ms yeo won't call my mum but ahh. i really don't know.
meeting jx later at cj to go to crescent! i miss everyone u know. people like angela, fel and the rest. it's sad that tthey can't make it today.
i just recalled that the holidays mean that i won't be able to see jayyyyy and mmmm. bit it's alright. i'll get to meet up with everyone i've not gotten to meet for such a long time((:
i have lots to say here but i can't seem to find the words to describe how i feel. i realise that i've been cold to certain people but it's not that i'm being like this on purpose. but i really don't wish to talk to those people. i guess this can't be changed. i do not talk to people i do not like and nothing can change this. this is not a perfect world and i am not perfect.
another thing is i do not like to be dictated. it just gets on my nerves when people simply try to tell me to do this and that. if you don't say it out, then maybe i would. it was all a mistake

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