there are many people in your life, but some are just aquaintances, even though some are close to you, and you feel that they will really be your friends. nonono. everything are lies, lies and more lies. i have seen what they really are. they are meant to be only your aquaintances.and some people can be the other way round, thay can be not your very best friends, but they really mean well for you, not cause you harm. i've experienced this and i know that it really hurts. so i'm never going to treat people like this.really.and the scar will never heal..
well, i don't think many people will understand what i am going through or saying. except maybe for a few, my closest friends. i luv u all. thanks for being there for me! listening to all my complaints, and giving me advice throughout these 2 years. haha, i sound cliched. but those who i thought were weren't. i feel so cheated. and i already said something about hating people who cheat me, and yet they still, and they expect me to forgive and forget. putting words in my mouth. sowing discord. well, i shall not bother about them and heed the good advice of my true friends.

true friends never mean harm.
if your friends harm you,
then they aren't true friends anymore
that's why i said that i love my true friends..
and i will never believe anyone who tries to harm me

okay. enough bout those crap. so i went to hereen with amanda after the AVA meeting.then we took neoprints. one which we wrote things on and one without. then we saw angela and pamela. after that we waited for the badges shop to open.haha, was in HMV listening to c'est si bon and the it's our party time. then the shop opened. lalala. then amanda bought the badges. then where did we go ar. hmm.went to mos burger. then i ate the ebi rice burger. nice leh, first time i tried it. next tym i want to eat again! but it's ex. then we walked around.went to library. then amanda borrowed 8 romance books. haha. then she was so afraid tt it will beep when she went out. so funny.then everytime we went out of a shop, she would 'beep beep beep'.haha.then we went to taka. and i ate the tako balls. i'll nvr get sick of it i guess. then we went to kino. to look at books, biographies i mean. then we saw the champions that book. toro's face was the biggest. now then i noe that xing shu is shuai. never thought much of him last time.but he's really cute when she shouts or 'barks' at kaixin.haha.toro's also cute. lalala. i shall play and play. but i also muz do work. but i'll not bother with people who irritate me.=). once again say my thanks to my true friends. and gd luck to everyone!

so bored.another boring day which i wasted with my life.kaes.anyway, i'm just lame.just trying to say i wasted my time in school today. then i went to seven eleven.had so much fun.then we ate the udon.so ex lorh.$2.95. then the price tag was $1.75 can. got problem de.. then ss bought the waffle. the price tag was $2.65 or sth.then when she bought it, she only paid $1.60. dunno what's the problem with seven eleven. and i totally dunno why i'm going to sch for tmr can.
the sch year is coming to an end, in 4 more days. gonna miss my frds. dunno if we can go to the same class. decided to take combined sci. cuz it's also as gd as taking triple sci.cuz can study 3 subjects. not all pure, but just as well la.and i'm taking elective hist. not gg to take geog lorh. it sucks.did the estreaming liao. i hope tt i can go to my first choice. and we still haf the SVA to do.hm.muz stay back one day to do the timeplan, if not ms shervon would kill us.did the script liao.and also drew the sketches le.at least we did sth.someone still does not believe me.well.nvm about that.and today the 65 broke down. everyone on the bus had to alight lorh.then get onto another 65.then the other 65 was packed until like so..then i had to wait for the next next bus.was caught in this kind of situation for the first time. haha. then today there was the innovation day thingy. then pam's group was short of 1 person cuz eunice had dance, then ss and i were the replacements.haha.2 ppl to replace 1. then quek said tt i was stammering. then for the skit, i had to pretend to be sleeping.quite fun lar.
he's not here when i need him. and i dunno if there's chin lesson tmr a not. and my bro's cutting up his file, dunno wth he's doing that for. and refusing to learn his ting xie. and making me so irritated.oh well.later can watch wan yu and ren wo ao you. i've been watching so much tv lorh. kaes shall end here.

okay.i got back my results yesterday.and they're all so...and i managed to pass history!but so what?so i passed every subject.at least i didn't fail.and i'm so surprised that some people can act so normally in front of a person even when he hates that person.and we had chinese lessons today.SO interesting can.ting xie lorh.and we had share a thought today.i took photos.and there was no rehearsal at all.so it was like, everyone didn't noe what to do.and many parts were cut.they like, didnt even memorize their lines.okay.enough about that.then if u want ppl to respect u, u muz first respect ppl right? u cant expect ppl to give without u giving too right?everyone has to play a part in things right?things that are one sided will never be good.never.then after sch i went to seven 11.ate mash potato and slurpee.cold and hot..lalala.i've brightened up a bit, noeing tt someone didnt badmouth me to someone else.yay!sent angela the font liao.and tonight got ren wo ao you.finally.waited so long for it to start showing.i'll be watching, so i'll not be online.okay.i just crapped.dunno what's that stuff about respect.don even noe what i'm typing.kaes.i'll just end here.gd luck to those who haven gotten back their results yet.=)and.MY BUBBLES=)

i'm bored.theres no one at night de.someone lied to me.told me at night a lot of ppl.today went to e dentists.then he said tt my wisdom teeth was coming out.it's going to be so pain lorh.hais.everyone i trusted were not to be.i'm hard to read.i agree with that.cuz my feelings are not always on my face.if my feelings are always on my face, then i'll be dead by now.cuz i'm always not happy.then everyone would ask and ask.and i would probably kill myself.my happiness or sadness can't always be pasted on my face.otherwise everyone would all be blackface too.i suddenly started thinking.maybe i think too much.but i can feel some ppl are not very happy with me.i can really feel how ppl feel about me.and anyway, why am i telling everyone so much crap?i should just clear the whole screen.what's done cannot be undone.

yay.tmr going to pam's house in bukit batok.and i haven asked my mum yet.but it should be can de.gg there to see her turtle.then also to watch movies.finding nemo, 13 going on 30 and maybe shisang's 'yun hai yu gong yuan'.tt one i watch before liao.nice.going to enjoy ourselves tmr..angela, ss, fel, and i gg.haha.then we watched some movie in sch today.title was quill.the teachers said tt it would be so touching, but we thought tt it was funny instead.maybe we didn't watch the ending ba.the middle was funny.the person ask the man to praise the dog, instead, then man scared the dog.haha.then the vcd got problem, then mr ho said tt it would spoil our eyesight, then muz stop.but the teacher told us tt in the end, the dog died.we dunno how it died.then angela brought her big turtle to sch, which is in my lap now.it's so cute.i want!maybe i go buy from action city.quite cheap.then today we had some catapult making competition.it was quite nice to play.all the ice cream sticks.and the glue.then we used the whole tube.haha.then in the end, it only went 56 cm.haha.then we laughed and laughed.priya kept giving comments.lol.then there was the fire drill lorh.we sat in the sun for 15 mins.it disrupted the movie lorh.tsk.still can lie throught the teeth.explosion at homec room.rubbish lorh.as if anyone will be cooking at this tym.and at the field, there were no teachers at all.and we were at e hall.take such a short tym to go down.of cuz not accurate lorh.dunno what's their problem.and then tmr still got cheerleading lorh.as if it's so fun like tt.tsk.the only gd thing is we're released at 12.kae.i should shut up now.

oh well.today's a boring day.msn's down.no tv shows to watch,nothing to do.so totally boring.although exams are over, i don feel happy as i imagined myself to be before the exams.i imagined myself to be laying and playing.but i just feel the exact opposite.i feel left out.i dunno why.everyone's ignoring me.call me sadistic.i dunno what's the problem.i tried talking to everyone.but not one would reply.i haf nothing to say.i sit staring into space.this is going to get worse when i get my results back.no matter how hard i force myself to not think about e results, it still pops into my head.i think of angela's motto.[play now, worry later].i really wonder how many ppl can really do tt.my bro perhaps.i'm in a bad mood and nothing i do is helping.i don't want to think about it..okay.so msn is seriously not working.and we have to communicate through e-mails.just burnt a cd.quite crap.i added 4 dou jiang you tiao inside.guess i like tt song so much.anw, was reading that story at winglin.then i got bored of it and closed the window.havent blogged for such a long tym.more than a month.there's nothing to do at friendster.in fact, theres nothing to do everywhere.=(...why am i not feeling happy.and channel u is nt showing wan yu already.which means i can only watch it on channel 56.at night.i'm so pissed with everyone and everything.and i'm also pissed with my blogger pic.guess i'll change tt some time.and on wed, the post exam activities are going to be boring.and i didn't bother to take a look lorh.and i still haf claudis's letter to write.2 and a half pages.i'll keep myself occupied with tt.okay.i've said enough for today.kaes.i dunno when i'll be blogging again.