3 days. i finished 命中注定我爱你(:

and it's back to the books tomorrow. i enjoyed these three days.and i know more of these days will come after the As.:D

a picture of my love haha:D

and what should i say. the prelims are over and done and all that is left are the As.
i guess i tried my best this time.but somehow i get the feeling that my best is not sufficient. what if this happens during the As! practice practice and more practice! during the course of this week, i've been having some morbid thoughts. not on purpose but they just slipped into my mind. take for example, the day before bio application paper, i lay in bed, unable to sleep, and i just thought, 'what if i fall from the bed and knock my head? then i wouldnt have to take the bio paper anymore' that was quite a gleeful thought. is something wrong? is that kind of a fear of something?
i wonder what has kept me going these weeks. was it fear of getting dreadful results? or was it motivation?
i've been feeling kind of weird these days, towards a particular person. i dont know how i feel anymore
i wonder why i feel guilty or even bad when i see this person.
by the way, these two people are two very different people
i ate pork today. and i'd always remember amanda who says this whenever i have no choice but have to eat pork. 'horhor,you have to pray to atone for eating pork'
something along those lines but yes, i enjoyed studying with amanda those few times(: