into zhong ji yi ban now. i know it was like, long long ago, but i've only just started watching.
calvin's nice in KO one. ya se wang(: i cant imagine tt i felt he was a little sissy. cause he's so not sissy lah. haha but love hasnt appeared yet. after 10 episodes or something, but i'm only at 8, so i'll just have to wait!
the weeks pass quickly, especially this week. i didnt realise it was friday yesterday until i watched tv.-.-
i didnt really do much this week. went to the lib with jx on thurs, and we had so much fun. with the passwords stuff. shhh, cannot say ahhh..saw some people whom i saw last time, and they looked much better.
went out with family ystd to buy stuffs and had delicious food! beef kway teow + bbq fish!
haha went for wedding lunch just now. and i wore my prom dress, but without makeup and stuff of course. i felt so overdressed. cause everyone was in casual clothes. i saw my cousins or aunts, rather.. but we didnt really talk. the bride was really pretty. i forgot my cam, so no pics.the food was quite fine, and my grandma packed more of tt food home as dinner for my bros and i.(my parents gg for wedding dinner=delicious food!)
watched more videos of fahrenheit, and i guess they're really really good.in terms of looks. esp love..


haha, i'm kind of looking forward to sch. but yet at the same time dreading it. what can i say. dont worry about the tmr and let tmr worry for itself.
jx's not afraid of the o results, but i am. ahhhh, i'm starting to worry again.
its kind of depressing to know tt i'm not gg to meet the same faces again next year.but then again it mught not be that bad a thing.it'll be a new start, and i'm starting to like changes in my life.i'll be missing good friends.
i dont understand why when you are given a chance to make a choice, you dont make good use of it and regret it later. isnt it too late for regrets and envying those who got what they wanted. and it's not really luck but a matter of making good use of your chance when you are given it.this came cause i was thinking of a msg i got.i'm not lucky, but i made my choices wisely at least..
haha going to celebrate birhtday with jx tmr.then mon's christmas!
the year has flown by so quickly, but just thinking of how much time i've wasted, and how much time i probably have..
resolution: to make good use of time!:D

LOVELOVELOVE.
as quoted from delia, '可以进入SAJC我的确非常开心'

changed skin:D
in such a good mood today
yepp
got a new necklace, and it's crown((:
haha jx also bought crown necklace.
influenced by me, and fahrenheit.lol
yupp

fahrenheit love(:
i had the urge to blog suddenly, haha. went out today with jx.
we exchanged the magazines we borrowed on fri. the most terrible thing was that some people tore out the pages from the play magazine!!pfffffffffffft! and the worst of all, they tore out fahrenheit's interview!nevermind if they tear sweety, but they tore out my wuzun!
haha but jx lent me hers today, and it's good that no one tore them out(:
i managed to read their interview from play magazine, word for word, in chinese.i wont usually bother if the interview's in chinese. but for wuzun((:
haha, then we stayed at the tp lib for quite a long while, and i kind of introduced jx to my 'friends' of the library. no pokemon today.
i teared while i thought of j last night.for no reason.
yup, and aft lib, we went to popular to look for play magazine, but there wasnt any. disappointed, we decided to go to orchard's kino to ontinue our search, haha, but guess what, it's sold out. the november issue was sold out, and imagine that jx and i thought that there was no more. when we saw so many j-star mags. actually it was no one is interested in j-star mag.lol
haha, and not willing to give up, we went to far east where i thought there was this shop selling tw stuff.
then we went to bugis's kino, only to be disappointed some more):
no fahrenheit for me
i cant imagine the time when i just heard fahrenheit and hebe's zhi dui ni you gan jue.
fell in love with it the first time i heard it. and i was wondering how fahrenheit looked like and i saw a pic of them which was not very nice, and had a poor impression of them, and then continued to like their songs as i heard them on the radio.
then after the os, when i finally saw my love, wu zun.told to me by jx. haha, and that's the end of the story of how i got to know fahrenheit.
lol. i love zhen me ban! the lyrics are just so nice,
and CHAO XI HUAN NI! i just get so high when i listen to it, jx too!((: anyone will agree tt it's an excellent song!
CHAO XI HUAN NI!
i'm so in love with wu zun, and da dong, and probably yuzhe as well.
my loves : wuzun!, da dong, yu zhe
i know i said i didnt like him at first, but he's nice too:D
hua yang shao nian is so nice! i love quan!!

da dong((:

wuzun love((:

wuzun love

AHH. after a long time, it can finally be let go...

haha, the Os are over!!

but then the results wait to be seen

went shopping for dress for grad night just now with jx

and for the first time, buying something could be so difficult

so tired today leh.haha.

we couldnt find anything at vivo

so we went to chinatown's this fashion.

i picked tt white dress

it's okay to me lah. haha but i'm not sure if i'll feel zi bei on tt night anot...

but okay lah, i'll try not to..

cause it's no use. yup

i'm addicted to er zuo ju zhi wen.

i know it's so over alr..

but then, i like la.

i saw someone who looks like the guy today lehh.haha. so tall !

took neos too.

and i'm quite satisfied with it, hehx.for once..

i'll miss going to the lib to study

as in i'll miss the people there, the environment...

i saw pokemon on sat!!(:

haii.

i dont feel like blogging la.

haha the prelims are overr.
except for chinese of course.
i dont really have much confidence in most of the subjects, which is a bad thing
and then, this means that i probably cant go anywhere with my prelim results.
or i'd go to the 20 pt jc.
meanwhile...
gg to do cip at tp lib tmr. i'll do for 6 hours and i hope i dont meet anyone tt i meet these few days.
i dunno why but really, u dunno for what purpose ppl go to the lib nowadays for.
they seem to be going there to talk, or as a gathering place.
and they totally ignore the ppl who are trying very hard to focus.
either they talk so much or they say that the lib is not cold and after that they end up making so much noise because they are cold.
as quoted, 'why is it people without background can never learn tact?'lol
there's a sajc talk in sch on wed.yay(:
and we have to wear formal working clothes on tues.
and i still havent managed to find something decent lol, and my mum offered to take skirt from her office.but i declined her kind offer haha
and i went to the lib to study chinese today.
but i was buried in my storybook.
i saw the same two people again. and at first they were far away from me but after a while they moved nearer for dunno what reason and they were speaking so loudly.but finally they left
again, why is it people without background can never learn tact..
hahah and my mp3 player's fine now.it's well again. and has recovered from it's ilness.
testing peixuan on bio now. she so li hai okay. answer all my questions correctly.
and i learnt tt our class 17 ppl retaking chinese is not the worst alr.
other schools got almost whole class retaking..so at least it's a consolation for me.
i <3 jay's new album! tui hou and ting ma ma da hua is so nice!! not to mention ye de di qi zhang<3!! so nice! and the lyrics of ting ma ma da hua is so nice. something about writing a love letter, but not sending it out because you'd find it in the field the next day.it's meaningful and i love it(:
yi ba san's album is not bad too. i <3 zai yi bian((: i absolutely love the lyrics and yurong's voice.
'take me away and take my love away'
'i miss you baby i wanna kiss you again'...
haii.
but there isnt much time to listen out for the lyrics. after the Os probably.
okay
this morning. i felt my bag was so heavy but after the exams i felt it was so light even though it's the same load.
the bag is symbolic of the exams yea?

i've to retake.
i know tt i wont be letting myself down.
i'm going to have the drive to take chinese again.
becasue i want to get into sajc.
and it starts from now.
so much to say, but so little time to type.
i'll be telling all that i have to say to someone soon.
i have to get it off my chest.
ugh
i feel as if i'm about to explode now.
i msg-ed e to ask about his o lvls.
and he gave me a 2 word answer. but it was what i expected.
and i know i dont like him anymore.
i didnt feel anything more than i should have

but now i believe in fate..
i shant say anything more and it's late already.

for the first time in my blog this year.
i'm saying tt i'm real tired. i'm exhausted.
i've been going to the libraryeveryday after school for one week straight,.
and i cant believe that for all the hard work tt i've put in, all i get is a scolding for an average of 15 mins everyday. it's either nagging to ask me to go to sleep, or on the fact tt i shouldnt go to the lib.
it's not like i have a choice.
i dont have a quiet place to do my stuff so i have to seek solace in the lib.
what luck. arg
theres speech day tmr
and we have to wear our class shirt.
damn my shirt's so small and i'm disappointed to find that those ppl were actually trying to fu yan me and i feel disgusted at the thought of it.
so much for thinking the best of people.
we have to dance too. i, kind of like the dance. as fel said, it's pei with the song haha.
ate pizza hut just now.the cheese one. yumm.
arh!
i want the jack and jill keychain.the brazil/brasil one!!
):
oh did i mention? i saw mr xx today. lol.3 times

i feel that from the end of the holidays till now.
i've changed. i've gotten my confidence back. thank god.i straightened out my thinking. and i moved on.
studies are important becasue i know now that i want to go to sajc.
i feel happier now.
my load of things are gone.
i dont make life difficult for myself now.
and i feel it's a good thing.(:
so i guess it's really true that people mature

but now theres a problem.

i look forward to seeing ____ everyday now. oh no. what am i thinking. NO
i cant.

went east coast todayy!! w fel, jx, joan and fel's sis alicia.(:
love!! itwas so funn.i fell 6 times while roller blading. hm, to me it's not bad loh. for a beginner or a noob? who has never once stepped into a pair of roller blades lol. i used up alot of energy shouting and screaming bahh. when i slide, i scream. when i fall, i scream. when ppl let go of me i ALSO scream. when i almost fall. i scream too. XD i'm sunburnt. weird weird shape.
tt was rollerblading. cycling was funn.love! i raced jo. and we shouted at each other. haha tt was fun and i saw shuai ges. nearly banged into them sometimes. lost my balance sometimes. and i enjoyed myself todayy. in addition to tt, we passed by t__n__ and _________. lovelovelove(: fel mentioned tt i looked at the 2 buildings with new found interest haha.(:
yeah i love jolinn.i love ma de lii.(:
马德里不思
议突然的想念你
彩绘玻璃前的身影
只有孤单变浓郁
马德里不思议
突然那黱想念你
我带著爱抒情的远行
love!yeahh. someday i'll....
i've gotta start focussing on hw soon. my playtime's overr):
i'm gg to lib tmr to study and do hw.
i guess i'll try to accomplish my eng and lit hw.the more the better lah.
i love yuanyii(:
his blog niceniceXD
tnx fel for the cd.(:
i wasnt supposed to be here actually.was printing emath answers.
the hk show just rocks. ronn ng and tavia! nicenice(: xue jingg.((: the show reminded me of obs actually. those camping stuff. so i was attractedd to it. and addicted now..
((:
love<3

ahh i'm tiredd.
the keyboard and mouse is like so sticky! my pesty bro used it for the whole day and tried to stop me from using.
comp arh comp arh. i braved my brother to use you. i risked getting/i got bruises from my bro..
lol
i was at emath after i came home.the qns got some quite difficult okay. i didnt know how to do. );
oh yes i watched the da vinci code!!! :D i had to act old.XD
but the movie's okay larr. abit boring (shhhh) i didnt like the flashbacks.
the movie ended late. 12mn.
lessons lessons lessons...
2 weeks.
oh my.
chem and emath tmr.
i had to starve because of the sudoku book okay.
i spent 10 bucks on it and i went broke for 2 days lol.
but sudoku can improve iq, make your brain work faster, all the benefits..
so it's worth it.(trys to convince self) :D
haha
went to the bras besar popular with jx today,
we were there for a long time.
we looked at stuff for our younger siblings haha
i've got to do more work.
i've got to stop thinking about chinese.ah damn.

i havent updated for like 15468076870689 years. this whole place is rotting. i let it rot:D ^^
haha. it's been more than 2 months since i last updated lah. a lot of things have changed and what i feel is different from that time till now.
9 days to chin o lvl. intensive everyday. i've been getting scoldings from kwan daily since.
she always comments that fel and i talk in class when it's actually tt we're very cold.
i'm doing lots of things now.
trying to load songs, burn songs, blog, watch videos, print bio notes all at the same time. but unfortunately, it's impossible lah.
hmm. results. terrible. i've not improved a single bit...
i can just forget all about dsa.
life's a mess..

):

the holidays are useless.

definition of holiday- A day free from work that one may spend at leisure, especially a day on which custom or the law dictates a halting of general business activity to commemorate or celebrate a particular event.

look at the words in red. spend at leisure. we spend them in sch lah.

we had phys, bio, hist, chem, chin lessons till 5;45 today.

went to buy strings w jx. to make something.

i bought pink, blue and orange.

and 21 inches is actually not v longg

but 64 inches IS.

jx's gna make tt for her dear joyce.

i had to wake up at 6+ every morning for the past 3 days.

i'm not allowing anyone to wake me up tomorrow or on fri.

went to watch the live campus superstar on mon w jx.

i picked the clothes for her. :D

i tred chocolate cheese for the first time. tnx to jx. i think it's nice la.

and we looked like SGs standing outside mediacorp. when we could actually go in alr.and perhaps secure better seats.

it was the semifinals. there were girls and guys. there was adriano and renfred.jx and i took videos.and pics. some turned out blur.havent uploaded those videos yet lar.soon.

adriano really act blur lorh. but it's not bad.

yay <3>

and he's 15 too!!(:

watching the thing live. cuase they will shout 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1. and everyone has to get ready.

oh yeah junyang!!niceee.

there was not delayy. cause it's live rmb?lol.

i'm gna buy mascara soon loh. gna buy the brown/purple one.

6.90 - price of a cn import cd and price of mascara.

i choose the mascara(:

okies.

i'm gna gan gong ke tmr and fri le.

(think red cloth ard head)

i've been keeping to my resolution!

no _____ ____

no _____

i'm gna sleep before 11 loh.

so it's time to go.

<3
he looks so nice w frameless specs and looking so nerdyy!!nice okayy.fel has seen it.yay <3
i asked fel to help me see if it's him.e-mailed it to her after she went offline.
i spent a long long time looking to see for similarities.
but thenn. i couldnt really see. even when i had focussed it and used the widest aperture lens and fastest shutter speed.-.-
speaking of photography, we went to raffles place today. to shoot the architecture and buildings. i felt lazy at first. i realised that my cam was too lousy to take those far shots, so we had to use the canon one.fel and i = we
we had to take patterns. of buildings. and i sat there stoning for a while.
then we moved to a brighter place, and my mood brightened. lily and i saw a couple taking wedding photos. and we took them XD
and we had to do alphabet photography. it wasnt easy. i took shadows.it was a 'T'.
we took more. couldnt rmb what we took alr.
oh yeah, we took our reflections. standing in front of te mirror.
and we saw ppl who wanted to treat us to drinks(sprite and stuff)
in the end we didnt take all the alphabets. cause lily, fel and i were hot and tired.
we went to macs after that. it's a nice macs.the lighting, the people, the atmosphere.yupp
then fel and i left. oh yeah, i ate mcflurry while everyone else ate EVM

oh yeah. jx has got such luck. winning the mamee contest, the clean & clear contest...
winning one would make me grinn lo.oh yeah. i benefitted from jx. cause the clean and clear contest got the best frd thing. so i also got those stuff. collected it w her on fri. and i found the way.:D gna go watch on mon. i used the mask.XD. so difficult to wash off okay.took a long time. i'm gna post that thing soon.
next week's holiday le. gng back to sch on mon tue wed. what kind of hol is that.
a big stack of hw to do. for one week. even more than the dec one.basket!
gg swimming tmr. and gna bake brownies. my mum said tt she wasnt gg to bake brownies ever again, cause they failed. so i'm baking this time.((:
tt reminds me. i havent done hist! due on mon de!!!! better do tmr.
my back/legs/arms are aching cause of the pe lesson on thurs.
we had to lift benches and run w it.5 ppl in a grp.
our group was the last for both times. and had to run ard the corridor 2 times.
then we had to carry joan. but we couldnt really lift her up.even though she's really light.
then we had ms tay's help.then it was light.she has strength(: but luckily, we wernt the last for that. last must carry all the benches
xhui and my bro said my pe shirt smelled sweet. it sounds disgusting, hor. but it's true lah.
even though i sweat alot but when it dried it wasnt stinky.<3!
went w jx to repair the iriver. then they had alr shifted. as in another company took over iriver. i had to walk alone for 2 or 3 bustops to tiong mrt, while jx looked at me from 63/16. but at least the person didnt make me pay.cause i didnt have the receipt.
i did ____ the whole day. my mum's bday's coming. so i must complete it. but it's almost done!
i'm feeling hungry now. cause i didnt eat much during dinner.but nvmm.gna sleep soon.
<3 (eu)2

most of the ct results are out and i dont wish to talk about it.
we'll be getting back all of them next week.):
it has been an eventful week.conflicts.
some people just love to take things for granted and for reserves. i just want people to know that i'm not a substitute for your good friend when u have a conflict. dont come to me only when you are sad and want me to give you the solutions to your problems.i'm not misery mary okay. i dont like how i'm being treated.u treat me like s*** when you're happy. who do you think you are. i dont like it and i dont want to be a substitute.
i cant stand it when people dont take what i say seriously. i mean what i say and when i'm angry witrh you, you get sad and i end up being the one at fault cause you`re sad. i have to lose all my anger and sadness just so that there`ll be a smile on your face again. i really mean what i say. why do people always think i'm joking. i dont get it.
i guess, everything will still be unchanged. it doesnt matter what i feel.
haha, tues was the end of the cts. went with jx and kaixian and amanda w to orchard.we ate lunch then amanda w had to go for her dental appointment.^^, then we went to the library to borrow books. kaixian made her library card. we wrote a card to the person who helped her.hahas. then, kaixian decided she wanted to go home, so jx and i went to take neos.we took a very long time to decorate the neos.cause there was no time limit. we could do what we like.(: the neos turned out quite nice.i like them lah.yupp.
i sat w jx in between the ct period. quite fun sitting w her. except that
1. always puts 'things' on my hand
2. disturbs me
3. threatens me w jj's poster
4. i'm her specs
we talk alot. i cant really concentrate when i sit w my gd frds. i shd move.okay it's late. gg to repair iriver w jx on mon. mon's declared a half day. cause of the gce o lvl results. excellent arh. next year there'll be an extension of sch hours for one day. =.= again, cause of the o lvl results. (touch wood) oh my.
oh yeah, jj's album is nice. and i <3 mi gong. <3<3<3

hahas.it's 12+ at night le.i reached home late.at ard 2245.hahas.this is one of the rarest times when i reach home earlier than fel.:D lol. i came home from barker. we went for the band and choir concert.for free!. cause we had duty. and we were so extra.at first jx had to go, then there was a change of plan and in the end, then it was only fel and i who went there. we went there in ms low's car leh. fel says it's a gd thing.gd thing..then the place was so big! fel, as usual, was having the typical symptoms of a suagu. we entered the acsb car park and she saw lifts. she said, wuah, lifts...LOL!hahas. so funny. then we went there and sat at the hall for like, 2 or 3 hours. i tried to complete the sudoku puzzle, but , i failed..)': fel slept on my shoulder but her head kept sliding off.and while she slept, i msg-ed angela.(: hahas, ty angela for keeping me company.-.-hahas.so tired leh. and the dinner provided was not bad.fish, brocoli, cauliflower, egg.and i drank bubble tea. wah, acs b so gd okayy. the place is just like a food court, as in the canteen la. and the book shop there is opened by popular. oh yeah, and fel and i saw that robbie. from robbie and the book of tales.then we kept laughing okay.like, fel kept repeating 'robbie and the book of tales' when he passed by us.but v funny la.^^. we took pictures. from the top. cause the stage was too high. the telephoto lens is nice. can zoom until can focus on one single person. i took many individual shots. (: and in sch i didnt pay attention during amaths. cause the teacher goes so fast, like a bullet train.ppl havent copy and absorb finish she go to next eg le.pffft!
okay. my weekend is packed. there's cip tmr. and sun still gg to celebrate w xhui.
did i mention? there's common test next week. bio got 5 or 6 chapters.ah. i'm having a sore throat. cause of my medicine.hai.
yupp

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE(:
k.hahas. hm, i conclude that your feet wont break when a car wheel goes over it. cause i experienced it and my feet's still fine.hahas. for one moment i thought my feet would have gave way. but i thank my cheese and milk. for giving me the proteins.(:my feet doesnt hurt tt much now.
hm. 2nd day of holiday, out of 4. i've not done any hw except phys tb and amaths wkn assignment.i'm such a worm.lol. i went to my uncle's house ytd. and it was so stylish. and my bro said pictures of his apartment appeared in some interior design magazine before. qualify lar. so nice okayy. 2 plasma tvs. and many mirrors, a 'waterfall', white sofas. lol, and i took pics w my hp. hahas, my aunt mixed wine for me, she mixed it with 7 up and it turned pink.it was sweet lar. (: i wonder what's it like to be drunk. would i like that feeling?
hm, and i went to my grand uncle's house today. and i saw my cousins. my cousin's so tall. like 185? it's my estimation. but it shd be ard there lar.hahas.i havent opened my red packets yet.lol. everyone in my family has opened theirs except me.hm. tmr gg auntie's house. k la. nth to blog le. and oh yeah. i did sth just now. i used his pic as dp, for a few seconds for fel to see.but of course, i made sure he's not online.lol.(: he didnt reply my msg lar :'(

i'm tired. after a whole week of sleeping late and studying. it has not been a gd week.hm, ytd, i broke a test tube during bio. whoa, it was freaky. blame it on my phobia for fire la.i used the wooden kiap thing to put the test tube into the beaker of boiling water. then i dunno what happened, then the next thing i knew, the test tube was bouncing. the first time, it bounced on the floor, and it didnt break, then it bounced up again, spilling the benedict's soln on my forehead.then i got such a big shock. my hand trembled then. then mrs yip was like, move away move away, now i become servant.to clean up your mess.create more trouble for me. the way she said it was v funny. then i kept laughing.lol. then after the experiment, i was at the sink washing the test tubes, and suddenly , there was a loud crash sound. i dropped the test tube into the sink. but it didnt break la, heh. and at the same moment, mrs yip walked past and asked/said 'how many more things do you want to break today?' i was so embarrassed!(red face) then i told her it didnt break.lol. and jx broke thermometer.left handers are a clumsy lot.as quoted from jx's mum. and it was luck that i didnt break any test tubes in the chem lab.(: more tests next week. amaths, lit, chem, bio, ss! short entry today.
i viewed so many of his pics today. SO funny. i kept laughing and it chased away my bad moods.lol((: fel saw them too.some at least.and something to add, he has longg eyelashes.:D and tt sleepy look thing's so cute((:okayy. nice tanned arms too.k tt's all.:D

4 days after sch reopened. and this has to happen. damn, i was attacked/touched/whatever by some pervert today.he was like staring at me then suddenly he just rushed out and touched my face.and then i shouted and grabbed on to jx's arm.i was like so shocked.how could such a thing happen? he's a public nuisance and an enemy of the ppl.how could such a thing happen? how could such a thing happen? how could such a thing happen? how could such a thing happen? how could such a thing happen? damn.jx said it happened to her before. but it was not really on the face. ah, he's the sniffing man. the crazy one.SNIFF
what if i dont wake up a few days later? what if he actually has some terminal disease? i havent done many things yet.
haii.maybe it isnt tt serious.but a madman/pervert/psycho/nutcase. it terrifies me.what if i see him on the bus tmr again?! ah! help me lar someone.
then jx twisted the facts when she told it to fel okayy. she said some other crap stuff.=.=
i really scared lehh.
i didnt get to tell him tt cause he went off early le.but what can i do.call me mad lar. i want to listen to his voice.
hmm. next week jiu got tests le leh. hist, amaths, emaths.... uncountable lar.
hai.
k la, i nth to blog le.so i shall end here):

hm, okay, i'm here cause fel said she wanted to type.

SHOOSHOO.
-pushes sam's hand away
HELLO!! felfel here!! =D
-glares at sam. [ she just called me siao and SUAGU]
zzzzz.. haha..
PHOTOGRAPHY NOW!! LETS NOT BE EARLY OKAY.
the last time was so bored and sian there lorr.
correct??
- sam nods

hmm
EUEUEUEUEUEU
HAHA. SAM <3s>
not eweweww ok
hahaha!
i helping sam confess eh.!
so nice of me. :)
haha. okay shall let sam type!
byebyebye!
-felfel
DUN DELETE ANYTHING HOR!!

okay, sam here lah.
it's photography now, gg after i finish typing.
fel is like so wuliao.
kk.teacher's here.
so we gtg now le.):
life's been terrible ever since sch started.=.=