Friday, May 30, 2008

i can't believe i'm getting affected by ultraman all over again
i will try not to think about it
mug hard all!! :D
on a slightly random note, it's 155/154 days to the As.so what am i even doing here.



new love:D

Thursday, May 15, 2008

i was having a dilemma as to whether to blog or not. tomorrow being a mock spa day and time should be spent studying and all. but well, i succummbed(sp) to blogging in the end. i came online to check for a packing list for camp tomorrow but i ended up going everywhere and got distracted.
the weeks of tests are almost over and the ocip exhibition went alright and smoothly without much glitches.(: i don't want to be a whiny child and complain about all the tests and mock papers that i have so i guess i'll just keep those to myself.
nothing much to say here. except for the fact that my body always threatens to get unwell many times but i don't really get sick in the end, and isnt those feelings more terrible than getting really sick? because you are neither here nor there.
a few days ago, i remembered this quote from jlc, which is 'i wonder how eating something so good could make me feel so terrible'. it was something about eating ice cream or something. so i took the book out and started looking for the story which had that quote. then i came across the lena st clair story which talked about the being displaced or something. and something about the walking around with eyes wide open and looking scared.
went for rugby match on monday at the padang.
i think they(the saints) played really well, but the other team was definitely faster and had better moves. but it was a good game and it was time well spent watching the game, it being one of the last few games that we'd be able to watch this year.(:
just like jx, i've been spending time at the library with her to study almost every saturday! and of course i'm proud(of your love) HAHAHA.
we'll continue our study session next saturday((:
i hope camp will go well:D
i don't know how to explain my bad moods and moodswings but i can't use it as an excuse to treat people badly.
i think jx's words :
'I think friends need t motivate each other t study& its not merely a one-way thing. & words are not enough. You need t do it. Sometimes, it just gets so tiring& others seem t be sucking your determination away from you. Times like this, you got t ignore them, if you dont have the willpower/energy t pull them along' are really meaningful.
it sounds like what you'd read about in jlc. as in somehow in one way or another at any point in life, people just get so pessimistic, friends who encouraged you at first and are now pessimistic just seems to drain my own optimism towards something away.and it just gets eroded andtakes some time to come back.