i hope for all the best the coming week
i have to be so motivated to get through next week
so bless me ya?
so hang in there all yeah(:

I’m feeling so bad now.
I’m feeling so frustrated
I’m irritated
I’m now irritated at myself for feeling this way
I know I’m too quick to judge people but from what I see, it is this way
It’s enough that you leave me more to do, but you completed yours half heartedly, such that I had to redo your part. And you went away
Why make your work mine?
Yes we did it together
We agreed to split the work
But u left, leaving me all.
Could you imagine how I felt
I’m back from ocip camp
The camp was so slack, and there was not much control by the teachers and they gave us quite a lot of time to do our stuff :D
CURRY-MOON rocks! i loved it when we found we had the shortest time!the way we cheered and all (even though in the end other groups beat our timing)
I feel that my committee’s alright
Except that we tend to have some arguments
Lots to be done
But I’ll get through all those, I hope
talked with waiwai until 1:41am in the morning. we talked about lots of stuff((:

My week was okay I guess
I had a dream, and monkey was in it. It was quite a nice one, except that it’d have been better if it was someone else.
And, I’ve been feeling really motivated and I’ll really work hard for the promos as in my pledge! I’m going to complete my tutorials on time and listen attentively to vaaloo and all the other teachers and avoid getting annoyed at minute things. And I’m going to hit the books like never before! It’s do or die because there will still be touch training due to a competition coming up. So training is not going to end so soon. No matter what it takes, be it burning the midnight oil or studying in the school library alone, I will persevere(: so that I’ll be able to reap the results at the end of the year. I’m not going to think of jayyy for now
Consulted kahhwee about chem. Tutorial and the isomerism and all that I don’t understand, which I finally understand finally!((: sorry for asking questions that seem so silly!
I’m feeling dizzy now. Around me, everything’s moving. I guess the fall of the cd player on my head is taking it’s toll on me now.( the cd player dropped on my head on thurs night ) and the dizziness does not seem to be stopping soon.
Sightings of jayyy at the library again. Jiayen and I were so shocked to see him there and jiayen couldn’t believe it that he was so hardworking as to stay in the lib until the closing time. :D and that time I had a damn good view. ((: ahaha! But these has to stop
This week, I was also irritated.
I cant believe how someone I thought was alright in character to morph into someone so unbearable and irritating. Perhaps time really changes your perception of people. I wonder how one can survive being so irritating and annoying, caring only for his or her own feelings and not bothering about how others actually feel. How can one live with himself or herself being such a person? I can’t.
This I really wonder. What is the point of secretly mugging when u can study together and motivate one another.
That’s what friends are for right. MEIBAO! We’ll go through this together alright((:
I’m sure most will know who I’m talking about but I’m not mentioning names here.

Cip at Holland v today
Haha I learnt that cleaning windows is not an easy task and wiping grease off without the help of any snit grease detergent is akin to attempting to kill yourself. Because those grime and oil will spoil and crack your nails. Haha it was quite fun and I got to know my trip mates better. They’re a nice lot:D
Went to Holland v to eat lunch with melshan sj and jiahui after that
Haha it was damn funny listening to melshan talk about the man whom she cleaned the house for. The sign languages! We ate horfun! And I bought bread from the shop that was ‘advertised’ on tv. The blueberry bread is nice((:
We saw someone on our way to the bus stop.

alright
i'm not going to blog so often now.
because as i've said, i'm going to hit the books like never before! (sujun dont laugh!!)
till then,

it's been a long time since i blogged. well, probably not a very long time. but yeah
i've been feeling so exasperated with myself of late. i cant seem to get back the momentum of studying again. promos are nearing and i feel so tired everyday. i fall asleep at the table at almost 11 and i end up not accomplishing much
darn. i really want to discipline my mind. i'll stop coming online so often unless i have work to do.(actually, i don't come online for no reason. the reason i came was to complete my part of wr and it's finally done)
recent sightings of jayy at the library in between lessons. i really should spend more time studying at the library. but the thing is, studying alone at the sch libary would be really scary.well, not really scary, but it's odd and out of the ordinary.
now about the plain life of mine
went for ice cream at island creamery on fri with oggy, mabel, jiayi and mabel. tried the ice cream for the first time! and it tasted so creamy and yummy! haha i tried the very berry flavour and it's unique. i mean, u dont get to eat ice cream which has so much berries elsewhere right. then i shared cookies and cream with mabel. i'm not eating ice cream for the next month already. i consumed so much ice cream that i felt so full even though i didnt eat dinner last night.nonetheless, i love ice cream!
then we went for touch farewell, where we served food.
everyone liked my mum's apple pies and my mum's happy:D but hey it's really nice alright.
reached home at 12 thirty plus last night.
it was the latest i had ever reached home
upon taking the train to jurong east did i realise that there were no more train services. so we shared a cab and it went to 22 plus..
this teaches us a lesson: dont take a cab so late at night or even better, dont stay out until so late.
that's pretty much all that i have to say.
i'm off to reply jx's letter already!:D

My Personality

Neuroticism	87
Extraversion	44
Openness To Experience	35
Agreeableness	52
Conscientiousness	61

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

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