Always Keep the Faith

I’m feeling so bad now.
I’m feeling so frustrated
I’m irritated
I’m now irritated at myself for feeling this way
I know I’m too quick to judge people but from what I see, it is this way
It’s enough that you leave me more to do, but you completed yours half heartedly, such that I had to redo your part. And you went away
Why make your work mine?
Yes we did it together
We agreed to split the work
But u left, leaving me all.
Could you imagine how I felt
I’m back from ocip camp
The camp was so slack, and there was not much control by the teachers and they gave us quite a lot of time to do our stuff :D
CURRY-MOON rocks! i loved it when we found we had the shortest time!the way we cheered and all (even though in the end other groups beat our timing)
I feel that my committee’s alright
Except that we tend to have some arguments
Lots to be done
But I’ll get through all those, I hope
talked with waiwai until 1:41am in the morning. we talked about lots of stuff((:

My week was okay I guess
I had a dream, and monkey was in it. It was quite a nice one, except that it’d have been better if it was someone else.
And, I’ve been feeling really motivated and I’ll really work hard for the promos as in my pledge! I’m going to complete my tutorials on time and listen attentively to vaaloo and all the other teachers and avoid getting annoyed at minute things. And I’m going to hit the books like never before! It’s do or die because there will still be touch training due to a competition coming up. So training is not going to end so soon. No matter what it takes, be it burning the midnight oil or studying in the school library alone, I will persevere(: so that I’ll be able to reap the results at the end of the year. I’m not going to think of jayyy for now
Consulted kahhwee about chem. Tutorial and the isomerism and all that I don’t understand, which I finally understand finally!((: sorry for asking questions that seem so silly!
I’m feeling dizzy now. Around me, everything’s moving. I guess the fall of the cd player on my head is taking it’s toll on me now.( the cd player dropped on my head on thurs night ) and the dizziness does not seem to be stopping soon.
Sightings of jayyy at the library again. Jiayen and I were so shocked to see him there and jiayen couldn’t believe it that he was so hardworking as to stay in the lib until the closing time. :D and that time I had a damn good view. ((: ahaha! But these has to stop
This week, I was also irritated.
I cant believe how someone I thought was alright in character to morph into someone so unbearable and irritating. Perhaps time really changes your perception of people. I wonder how one can survive being so irritating and annoying, caring only for his or her own feelings and not bothering about how others actually feel. How can one live with himself or herself being such a person? I can’t.
This I really wonder. What is the point of secretly mugging when u can study together and motivate one another.
That’s what friends are for right. MEIBAO! We’ll go through this together alright((:
I’m sure most will know who I’m talking about but I’m not mentioning names here.

Cip at Holland v today
Haha I learnt that cleaning windows is not an easy task and wiping grease off without the help of any snit grease detergent is akin to attempting to kill yourself. Because those grime and oil will spoil and crack your nails. Haha it was quite fun and I got to know my trip mates better. They’re a nice lot:D
Went to Holland v to eat lunch with melshan sj and jiahui after that
Haha it was damn funny listening to melshan talk about the man whom she cleaned the house for. The sign languages! We ate horfun! And I bought bread from the shop that was ‘advertised’ on tv. The blueberry bread is nice((:
We saw someone on our way to the bus stop.

alright
i'm not going to blog so often now.
because as i've said, i'm going to hit the books like never before! (sujun dont laugh!!)
till then,