FORGETTING IS NOT FORGIVING

i've had enough of it. i hate people who think they know me very well but in actual fact they actually don'T. and the things i've learnt this week
1: not to take things for granted
2: control my feelings
3: don't cry so easily
4: stop embarrassing myself
5: don't ttust ppl so easily
okies. that's all. and i shd recall the things that happened this week. and i don't wish to talk about that incident anymore. people may think that it's just a small matter and i shud just forget ALL ABOUT IT.but i can't.I JUST CAN'T OKAY.IT'S ALWAYS MY BRO'S FAULT BUT I'M THE ONE GETTING BLAMED.TAKE IT THAT I'M THE PETTY ONE. TAKE IT THAT I'M THE ONE AT FAULT.-WHATEVER-.okay.i shouldn't be talking about all this here.i shd just forgive them and forget if i can. cuz there are better things for me to think of.and it's no use crying over spilt milk. hahas. cheer up cheer up. i'll have ge dou to watch next weekend if cheryl manages to help me burn it.lol. and i bought ge dou ost le. then there was the water bottle. it's brown in colour. but it's quite nice.just the pic of the 4 of them.and yuan dian's really nice. and i all along thought it was kao yan.hahas.. and carol's a really good listener.thanks carol.(:
and we had a math test. i'll be thankful if i can get more than 5?cuz it was darn difficult? and we had health screening.and before that we had ss test. and for the first qn, when i saw it i was stuck can. everybody was writing and writing. but i was there staring at the paper. but in the end i figured it out. lol. and we went to china town.i ate won ton mee. the won ton was damn nice. hahas. i seem to have nothing to say?okay. and we have six tests next week. well.i'll overcome it ONE BY ONE. and i think i gtg now. amanda said tt she msg-ed me with her house phone.gonna check later. and i'll try to finish hist by tonight so that i can watch csyx next morning.whee.i feel so much better.anw, i gtg now. oh wait. i forgot all about daisy.he's so funny. the way he walks, and his hand action when he talks. it's like, when he says, 'when u ln this side, u also have to ln the other side' and when he says that, he bangs his hand on the white board.and during lessons, cheryl and i were laughing and laughing. then that time on wed, when we had to greet him, then cheryl sort of shouted.'good afternon MISS keong'. and i think he heard it. and he doesn't know how to use the OHP. and when we asked him,he said, 'i know OKAY'.hahas. it may not be funny here, lols. but it's damn funny.

oh yeah. and i'm the treasurer of photog club.and i have to collect 10 bucks from everyone in photog club next week. shuldnt be difficult.okay.

i really have to go now

okies.i decided to blog again.it's hari raya today. but i didn't manage to get much work done. i only did the chem wkbk and ws. and the a math 3.3. and i'm thankful that i'm not the a math rep. amanda has been saying tt many people don't hand in hw. esp those who LOOK guai.oh yeah. and i fianlly finished reading amanda's book. it was nice. but the age gap was a little big.haha.i think i would blog every weekend. since i don't even have time to write in my diary everyday. today i was pissed off for no reason. except maybe that i was jealous that my brothers did not have as much hw as me? i've been using fuck a lot these days. and i like, can't say it at home? but fuck's the only word to describe the life i'm living now. and hell's the other word.
and i don't like school anymore.there's so much homework everyday and it's piling up.there's so much history hmwork. hahas, there was a funny part. last wed when ms neo asked us to do the chapt 2 of the hist wb, then amanda and i were laughing. and turtle and i sensed that ms neo didn't really like ms g . she didn't add the 'ms' when she said her name. okay. what else? then on mon ms ang made us jump and jump and jump. i was telling fel that all of us would become tiggers. and she even made us jump over LEGS and i was so afraid that i would step on them. and some people put their legs SO far? if they wanted to break their legs, they could break it themselves? okie. and i kept thinking that today's saturday. and it doesn't mean that when it's a longg holiday they could give us so much hw? and i forgot to bring the IN newspaper home? i had wanted to do but i was searching high and low for it? then i couldn't find it. hais. whatever. fuck. i wish that i could just wake up from this nightmare and find myself back in pri 4. lol. but it's definitely impossible. and i love dreaming. and i love day-dreaming even more. well. i shall end here. gta go soon. and i shall have to prepare for a week-long of suffering. tatas. oh yeah. jx called me ' sexually deprived' . just because i borrowed a bk from her. LOL.

okies.i've seriously not blogged for a long long time.
things i learnt this week. i've forgotten a lot of them alr. but when i rmb it i'll type it here. i shall start from, today. we had lit test and compo test today. and mrs ow didnt even tell as tt we had a test can. and my lit essay sucked. when i read joanne's essay, i was like, sure fail one. i didn't noe how to do the first qn. and i didn't even KNOW what an android was.then for the english essay, i wrote the regret thingy. i wrote about someone losing the job and blah..yepps. and we had spot check. and i got booked for long nails. that had always been the cause of ALL my demerit points. and khatine was like, immediately passed me the paper? i mean, shouldn't she give chances? like ms goon? and that khatine doesn't accept any excuses. and xuehui got booked for DIRTY nails? very funny. her nails wern't even dirty? 2 demerits since sec 1. wtf lorh. i'm sure this was the day tt all of us scolded the f word so many times.and they only checked a few classes. then we had the photography meeting or sth. we had to present our holiday assignment. okay, ours sucked. but it managed to get first? i mean. saying tt we had the guts? and the pic of the couple was even blur? lol. inside were 2 files and 2 packets of sweets. one for fel and one for me.the file's really cute. haha. i won the scissors paper stone thingy. and i haven't ate the sweets yet. okayy.and now mdm kwan has so many nicks. one's mineral water [kuangquanshui]. and the other 2, rather offensive. better not say.
homework for this weekend
1: hist journal
2: hist wb
3: bio essay
4: revise for tests
5: english worksheets
6: chem worksheets
7: phys worksheets
8: a maths
9: study for ting xie
like, wow.so little things to do. and i pretty agree with what su yi said on the show. the ending doesn't matter at all. okies. better go now. wanna watch wan yu.=)
and, one last thing, ge dou rawks