okay in my opinion, the holidays have ended. but this week has been well spent, most of it, at least
watched a movie on mon with family. just follow law. it was such a hilarious movie. making a mockery of the government and all. but it was enjoyable. attempted some chem qns that i didnt know how to do before. and i realised that some were less difficult than i thought it was.
met angela on tues. met at tp lib and we were supposedly going there to do hw and stuff, but we ended up talking the whole time. we talked about almost everything, like the dramas tt we watched and all. i think the girl opposite us must have cursed us from the bottom of her heart cause we never stopped talking and we must have seemed very irritating to her. lol, but yeah, angela taught me some h2 math. i understood some but i'll have t catch up in term 2. then we went for lunch at koufu. tried the chicken ramen for the first time and it's nice:D hahaha. then we went back t crescent to visit ms azilah. consulted her on some chem. she had quite a hrd time explaining to us cause some of my notes were not clear.-_- but then i understood in the end.thx ms azilah!
wed- my rest day, but it was spent planning the og outing, and other stuff. studied and attempted some qns tt angela taught me yesterday, but i still dunno how to do some! the og outing had t be cancelled because only 6 ppl could make it and that is pathetic. 6/20+ ...yep so.another day lah.but we'll have another one when everyone's free yeah.haha yea i really hope so..listened t jx's letter being read on 933. wow the dj praised her handwriting to the skies. haha and i wonder whether my letter'll be read cause i addressed it to jiahui, but now the dj hosting it is not her.): anyway, anyone who's free can listen to 933 the coming wed cause i dian ge! but forgive me if i didnt dian to you okay.:D
thurs- as mentioned in the previous entry. met clique and we had lots of fun playing and all.lol but i'm sunburnt now. my whole back is red and painful. the lack of aloe vera gel makes it worse>.< huimin said she'd bring for me!hahaha.:D went hospital to visit my uncle and i was surprised at how similar my dad and uncle looked :D
fri- met oggy and xiaozhu to go to east coast to cycle. a large part of it was spent teaching xiaozhu to cycle. it was such an unsuccessful attempt. even leaving her alone to try didnt motivate her to cycle successfully. hahaha, but then oggy was damn funny,lol. then we ate at macs and spent a long long time there talking and as usual, squeezing oil. took lots of serviettes but we didnt use them all in the end.oh and it was the first time i used so much curry sauce, lol. haha then xiaozhu spilt milo on herself while playing on the slides. look at her.tsktsktsk.. and the notice near the playground said it was only for children below 12 years old.hahaha. yeah and we went back to tp int t watch the campus superstar auditions. the guys one. some were so funny! we saw some saints but then i don't know if they got in. cause they were like the first few, and we didnt get to watch them sing. but i'll support saints! haha, but then some were good but didnt get in. the 2 nj guys were really good. they got in one after the other. haha i'll be looking out for them on tv when it airs:D then i met zena, but i dont think she remembers me. cause she kind of gave me a weird look, or was i imagining it?haha. but it's alright.
the weekends were pretty much wasted. lazing around, playing the sims and stuff. this holidays, i've been doing much thinking. and i feel that i shouldnt think too much into things. maybe something is just as simple as it seems, and if i've put in effort into something, then i shouldnt place too much hope in it since the other party doesnt want to play a part. because i can face myself now.thanks all for helping me to figure that out.tmr will be the first day that i wear the sa uniform. it holds much significance for me because it will be the first day tt i'll be going t sch as a saint. i know i'm lame to think that way but that's me:D
the start of term 2 tmr, and i hope the best for everyone((:

playing in the sun
jumping around in the wave pool
linking arms, not letting go
swimming and splashing water
talking and crapping
laughing
it was all we did today and we had fun
after this meeting, i don't know when we will meet again, bit i certainly hope that it'll be soon.
thanks fel, jo and xhui for everything, for helping me to solve the problem i had
even though i drank tons of water, and water got into my nose uncountavle times and i felt uncomfortable, it was worth all the while

the only thing that is permanent is change.
everything is changing, and it doesnt seem the same anymore.
the people, the surroundings.
it all seems so surreal
i dont know who is true and who is not
why cant it remain, time coming t a standstill..
everlasting
` because there are no forevers

OG28!!


T is for TAZULLA!!!
orientation 2-saintallume:D
3 days passed quickly. probably it's cause i kind of enjoyed myself so i felt that time slipped pass quickly. i'm in og28, while pres and oggy and wenyu are in og27. melvin's my ogl. wow it was so unexpected lah. but i had a bad feeling that something like that'd happen.when i talk t m i must make sure that my face does not turn red or anything.it's that difficult. while everyone's telling me that i'm so lucky, but it's not so good that he's my ogl.good in some ways, that we got to take og pics((: lol. haha! i told myself i'd not/cannot notice m tt much after 2nd intake, but now, it's hard.he's so funny lar. craking his own lame jokes and stuff. the way he'd just turn around and say 'og28 HOT ANOT?' then we'd have to answer. he <3s to cheat lah. showed us that book of his and told us the tactics as to how to win. lol. all these, i wont forget. og28's quite a nice bunch. everyone is nice and on the last day, i found that we have a common interest-ZUN!! yesterday was the first time i participated so much in making the tazulla stuff.i painted a little of the legacy banner, and painted a bit of the tazu-tazu aka tazumon.it was really cute! it was shaking and shaking when it was on stage.!lol.and we won!not that i contributed to the winning, but yeah. the tazulla cheers were so creative. i'll really miss tazulla and its cheers!
dynamite
tazulla is the dynamite dont mess with dynamite
cause if you mess with dynamite we'll go tick tick tick
BOOM! dynamite! boom boom boom BOOM dynamite!(x2)
aoaoao tikitiki tick boom BOOM! (x2)
T-Tazulla
t-tazulla, t-t-tazulla UHHHHH!
t-tazulla, T-T-tazulla BOOOM!
sounded so obscene but yeah, everyone enjoyed doing the cheers.
nicenicenice cheer! haha. but saverdo was the one tribe which ruled, with their cheers!told sally t crash tazulla but she didnt in the end.yeah but good that she didnt too cause she got to cheer and WIN:D i nearly teared when the end of pasr one of finale came. because jeremy said tt we the j1s were all officially SAINTS. and everyone did the cheers. the SA ones, no longer the tribes one.at that moment, i really felt like part of the SA family. i think i was being emo, but yeah, that really was how i feltlol disco night after that.went to the saverdo side to look for AFC(or what's left of it) and high-ed with them. jumpinjg up and down!sally did all the weird actions, and we danced chori chori dance steps with all sorts of music. but we ended with the real chori dance.:D then sally went around looking for balls to throw at ppl. i dont know why, but she kept aiming at the tall tall guy. and it was damn funny lahm, watching her throw and duck away when he turned.hitched ride from jannah's parents to the mrt station then took bus. sally was damn funny lah. i really hope that og6 pae will still remain close, esp afc.:D
received a msg from xiaozhu last night and i sincerely hope that her appeal succeeds so that she can come back to sa again!i'll see ya okies:D i couldnt sleep well last night because of stuff.
not going anywhere this weekend because sam has decided to rest at home due to fatigue from the past 3 days.
events before orientation
tues: went t kbox with oggy and tingyu and we sang!!we sang zhu dui ni you gan jue!!i sang the male part!lol but it wasnt a good attempt cause i kept laughing, lol! i guess my voice sucked but we kind of enjoyed ourselves((: never went with them before so it was quite a good experience.confided in them about stuff and they said that i feel this way because there's caomparison and i've found better.
this post's a mess, but i dont care. the main points are there already, lol
er, jx, i dont think anything i say can make you feel better but whatever it is, i hope for all the best for you and your new class okies. and i'm sure that things will get better as u get t know your new class

orientation 2 theme song: our lives by the calling
Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Because these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
:D

it has been a terrible week. while i get t see my eyecandies, m and j almost everyday, school has been quite a torture for me. particularly because of chem. i'm in deep shit with the chem teacher lah. i had a black face thruout the tut just because he asked me to do a qn that i had a careless mistake. i didnt really want t do and expected him t assign me another qn to do. but he forced me to do tt qn on the spot lah, like , wth. it's my fault that i cant control my emotions and i should not flare up so easily, but is it any fault of mine that i have such a temper. i shouldnt have shown such a face in front of everyone. damn sad now when i think of it. i just get picked on by him when the class is so full of people. i'm feeling so emo. my mum told me t think about it from another point of view, but i just cant. every tut, sure enough, he asks me t do a question. maybe it's what my mum says, but maybe it's not. so who should i trust. sam, it's alright. it's just one more day and you just have t pray hard that you dont get him as your teacher and that's the end of it. u dont have to see his stupid face anymore.i've never had such an experience before and how am i t deal with it if i dont know how?apparently, we're supposed t do tut 7 and 8 by mon and he's going t give 'skimpy' answers. i'm not going to complete those lah. at the most, i'm only doing till 7.

other than that, school's been fine. and the thing i'm proud of is my h1 maths test!! 12/12! tt's something tt hasnt happened in years:D although it's expected but still..as usual, i get so embarrassed when i see m cause i get the feeling that he knows. and i'm starting to think too much again!but the good thing is, my resourcefulness has led me t find his full name. haha! he's always at the comp lab, jsut like me. but the difference is, he's doing work but i'm just slacking.hai it was damn funny in the comp lab lah! when we wanted t watch the 'ghose video' and then it was taking such a long time to load. then when the bar was full, everyone shouted. attracting the attention of everyone. but in actual fact, the thing hanged-typical of youtube.but we managed t watch in in the end.w m in the same lab as us. it was quite anti-climax cause i was there saying where got, where got? and they had to keep replaying it so tt i could see it.haii..we got tricked. i guess, there's nothing much t miss when i leave arts fac except the fact that the ppl in arts fac are prob more friendly than the ppl in sci fac.the warm welcome from ppl tt you get. i wonder if you'll see it in sci fac.met xhui aft sch on tues. the only place we went t was the tp lib's toilet t camwhore. i've never done that in such a public place before. my first time trying out the sa uniform. it feels so hot. as in you'll sweat lahh, not the other meaning.yeap. touch on mon was quite fun. and it was the first time i got dirty! it was just a little mud on my shirt. i only whined once but oggy was the one who kept whining! hehheh!! big fishh!touch's so fun and i'll prob be joining it aft second intake:D sam's decided that she needs to lose some weight in order t look nice in the new uniform. touch on wed was cancelled, so oggy tingyu sally and i went t eat tauhuay and do our fav past time!we learnt bridge! thanks to sally and oggy. nicer game! but i'm getting better at tie-ti!:D ate butter croissant too! and it still tastes as nice.oh yes! history is created! mao played bridge with us, which is what she doesnt do usually.she touches no cards, sees no cards, feels no cards. tingyu was so funny! entertaining me with the shopkeeper's voice. this week, i talked t tingyu and sally on the phone. one of the first times. tingyu was damn funny lah and i swear this are the very few times laughed so much on the phone before! her rendition of the bad word sounds so funny lah and she says she learnt it from her dad. can you believe it.sally's also very funny. but she told me how t jian fei!!:Dsally is love!yeah?

xiao zhu came today! and she said that she's coming t sa and not going t poly anymore! i really hope that xiaozhu will get posted here! i hope what my friend said is true, about the poly and jc choices thing.haha, angela crashed today and it was quite fun! we ate western food stall and she said that it's better than nanyang's chick chop. yeah and guess who we saw when we were leaving the caf.M lah! he's quite shuai t her!:D lol! i brought her t visit the toilet and the lib cause there wasnt anywhere else she could go. read year books in the lib and i found the 06 year book.damn nice lahh. :D then when we were leaving it started to rain so heavily and we got wet despite having the umbrella. oggy scolded me stupid for getting wet. 'what's the umbrella for?' lol, met afc at macs. i was drenched from top to toe.-_-went there and koped fries to eat then mao had t leave!yup, but it was damn funny lah.my reaction is like damn slow lah.lol

hana kimi's so funny!!even when rewatching and i <3>

meeting jx tmr t go shopping and stuff.

ahh, i so hope tt we dont have t go t sch on tues((: