okay.i'm blogging now.
nothing much to say actually.i tell myself i dont care.but why am i caring. damn.it just goes to show that i'm not in control of my own feelings.and what does it mean. trouble.i tell myself not to bother.but my heart still cares/bothers. if this goes on, i really dont know what'll happen.why do i even think of him. i'm not even supposed to. and it seems like history is repeating itself. it was like that 3 years ago.
okay, enough about that lar. maple's down.it gives me time to do other stuff, like being guai again (searching for notes on JLC), and to blog, and to talk more to people. talking to fel , and talked to jx just now. ((: fel praised me.

fel. not meant to be. says:
u r the tallest!
fel. not meant to be. says:
lol
fel. not meant to be. says:
and thinnest oso wad
#%就不#%不爱#%开suT偷#%走XXXu'%lbsb?????
hahas, YEAH!
fel. not meant to be. says:
and prettiest oso wad
#%就不#%不爱#%开suT偷#%走XXXu'%lbsb?????
not thinnest!
fel. not meant to be. says:
zzzz
#%就不#%不爱#%开suT偷#%走XXXu'%lbsb?????
she's thinner la
fel. not meant to be. says:
zzzz..
fel. not meant to be. says:
anyway
fel. not meant to be. says:
u are more pretty than her ma
#%就不#%不爱#%开suT偷#%走XXXu'%lbsb?????
no leh, i think she's q cute ma
#%就不#%不爱#%开suT偷#%走XXXu'%lbsb?????
u dnt think so arh?
fel. not meant to be. says:
errm i think u cuter leh

hahas.yay. i <3 felfel.((: it's seldom that i get such praises u know. (fel u shd be honoured tt i mentioned u in my blog((: ) yup.i will never tolerate anyone (other than my frds) who call me auntie. in the first place, i dont look like an auntie. i'm like only 15 and 18 days old u know.and i get called auntie.=.=
i bought presents for many people le(: what a nice person i am.(grins) hahas.
i bought 7F's album le.and it's really not bad. the songs are nice.hahas, and the paperdoll thing's cute. i rmb playing w it when i was small. my mum bought it for me last time. i dunno where i misplaced it le.or maybe it has been thrown away lar. the MV, as in haoaita,haoxiangta.it's sad.but at the end, u know junhao still <3s tian-yu.it's not exactly what everyone expects. but yar. it's sort of a happy ending in a way lar.there's sort of a bittersweet feel in it.(: -i've gone so out of point lar.oops. o.O enough of my crap.yup.i liked the MV(: <3 mingdao.((:
the more i see mingdao, the more i think mingdao looks like uncle okay. oops.i shall stop here.
i gtg now.((:

i cant believe tt boy called me an AUNTIE!!!

okayy.i'm blogging now.playing maple now larh.healing.so i'm taking the time to blog.:D
oh dear, time's running outt. and he's STILL nt online. maybe it's paranoia, but i have a feeling that he's avoiding me. block me. (fel dont say i'm paranoid kayy)
damn. lots of undone hw. i havent done chem yet. i think lost the list of qns that we have to do. and i only did a ittle of bio.finished phys. left a section of emaths, 5 more sections of Amaths, havent touched lit yet. havent done chin except for green book, assessment bk, zuo ye, and lijiewenda. those zuowens not done yet.eng. dont need to say le la.i only did 2 newspaper articles.
went for eng speech today. and i got back the essay le. i did so badly.i just passed la. (16) i'm better off writing narratives. at least i do better at it. but at least it's not counted in any ca or whatever.
then after that, mr ho treated us (xhui, joan, jx, fel, mie:D) to sakae sushi at tiong.we ate the buffet set.and each person was 13 bucks. we took and took lots of sushi. xhui had an obsessession for prawns. she took like 4 plates of prawn sushi.hahas.and i took the soft shell crab sushi twice. cuz it was delicious! surprising i had never tried it before. after i changed seats w joan, jx and i discovered barbaric behaviours in xhui and joan. they were splashing water at each other, and in a restaurant.
jx: xhui, later u go home got free transportation le
xhui: huh? really arh.?
jx: ya.later the night safari the truck will come and fetch the both of you and later in there still got air con somemore.
xhui: -_-"'
later, they displayed more barbaric behaviour.
mie: wei, later u do the calling arh.
jx: okayy.
hahas. call us the 'two sets' group la. fel ordered the fried stuff. and for everything, she ordered two sets. she was telling the waitress 'can u give me two sets of this, two ses of this, and two sets of this'
and i think the waitress thought tt we were the greedy people. cuz the next time, she didnt walk past us le. she wlked the other side. (many typo errors. cuz i'm not used to the lappie's keyboard. flat flat de la.) hahas, or maybe it was us who were too sensitive. yup. we tried lots of fod we didnt try before.
hahas, then we ate ice cream. hahahs.i ate lava brownie. mr ho thought that the ice cream was imported from san francisco or sth, then jx said no arh, 'made in thailand arh, mr ho'
hahas, then all of us laughed la. the 3 copy cats ate the same, cookies and cream.
yupp, and all of us were so full by that time. and we ate for a long time i think. like 2 hurs or sth. then the bill was so ex okayy. 110++.
yupp, then we walked around(to aid digestion). went to music junction to look for qi duo hua's album but it wasnt out yet. AI.so long time de. i feel so tempted to buy the wang zi bian qing wa vcd. but it's so ex! 45.90. i think ______ looks a little like ming dao. hm, but other people dont seem to think so.lalala.
i took photos of him.but delia was disappointed with me. cuz they couldnt see his face or sth. and they kept commenting that he slouched a lot.HAI. they just dont appreciate nice photos la.:D
hm, tmr must go tanjong pagar.for photog. and i'm wearing tt orange shirt.it's not tt i like it so much la.NO choice de.
anw, hahas, gtg now le.(:

i give up. i've starred at the questions for such a long time, and yet i can seem to figure anything out of it la. i was referring to amaths. misc ex 12. out of 5, i can only do two.it's pathetic.
i'm leaving soon le. (in my mum's office now) going to sch soon. yupp. gg early so i can do the speech(edit) and stuff.
amanda's online so early today. :D
amaths later. and 3 hours of english. the english teacher's biased okayy. he doesnt say anything about those people who make so much noise. and instead he picks on nz and us. and 9 hours, 60 bucks. it's daylight robbery okay. i'd rather attend bc. the teacher's much nicer and the people there are nice too. (: i dont think i learnt anything out of the 9 hours. except that i kept praying 'don't call me'. so i learnt to pray? lol.
yyup.i gtg now le.
so, try to update later or smth.

yupp, i'm 15 today le. many people tell me (finally).hahas.i received many birthday wishes from many people.first time worr.(:okies, in order of position. timings.lol.lame la..
1st--> jx/amanda/vampire(:
2nd--> waterfountain (:
3rd-->shisang(:
4th-->
5th-->
6th-->isabel (:
7th-->eugene (:
8th-->xhui(:
9th-->angela(:
10th-->felfel(:
11th-->delia (:
12th-->nengzi (:
i forgot who was 4th and 5th le.who rmbs can tell me okayy.
yupp. delia, joan, jx and fel came to my hse today. it was to celebrate my b'day la.yupp. then my mum cooked lots of delicious food.
baked chicken wings (joan had 4)
potato salad
nuggets
fries
beehoon
chicken curry.
turt: (look up)
v delicious horh.hahas. turt. i wish u came.we had so much fun, playing tie-ti(sp?), er shi yi dian. and the forfeits we had to do when we lost.1 sotong ball = 3 fries.we filled our tummy while we played. XD.lol. hmm. and my bro didnt really disturb us. cuz my dad was at home. (:
i'm 15 le.hahas, i'm older le. i have many birthday wishes lehh. i'm greedy. fel wispered them into my ears while i was making a wish. so i ended up with so many. i shan't say any her, cuz 'once u say it out, it becomes a greedy thought. it is no longer a wish. ' (quoted)
lol. i didnt leave any rice on my plate. 'if u leave too much rice on your plate, you will marry a bad man'
' the amount of rice u leave n ur plate will be the no. of pork marks ur husband will have'
yay, i <3 color="#ffffff">current mood : on cloud nine!!!

okayy.i'm blogging again. break record le okay, i havent blogged twice in a day.the previous post was at 1205.(: hahas.in my mum's office now. my mum went to the gym, so i'm now alone.:Dhm, there's lit, bio and tt eng course today. the lessons'll end at 4 today.omg, it's such a long day la.8 hours omg.i'm so boredd.hahas. hm, okies
1st--> amanda
2nd-->water fountain(actually he was first, but he rmb-ed my b'day wrongly, so amanda's first (: )
3rd--> shisang(: (happy birthday in advance too:D)

hahas,3 people've wished me happy birthday le.who'll be next? (hints) hm, it's the first time i get birthday wishes in advance.maybe i did get them before, just that i dont rmb. maybe ba.
anw, i told ss about him ytd. she agreed w me! tt he's nice/cute.lalalas.
hm, okies. my hand'll be tired later. cuz of copying later. bleh.
there's so little time left! and nothing has improved. we're still like strangers lahh. oh yes, it's ah zi's birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENGZI! :D SWEET FIFTEEN(:
hahas, many people's birthdays fall in november.ahwells. nothing to blog about le.
; tons of hw waiting to be done.

hmm, okies. i'm blogging now again. and jx/er shi xiong/mad person on BRT/amanda/*** maniac/ should be so honoured okayy.i mentioned ur name in the first line of my entry.talking to amanda now la. and currently, she needs her medicine.hhaas.
hm, today was quite a long day.
we had amaths lesson today. mr loh taught circular measure today. even though it's just formulas, it's still difficult la.and maybe it wasn't, just that the thing on my mind was nt to learn amaths at that time la.dammit. he's affecting me so much. okay. better go understand amaths.
hm, then after tt was a huge break for us. 2 and a half hours. we played comp in the monet lab. played maple.and amanda la, typed stuff tt my bro wasnt supposed to see. and my bro kept mentioning it at home la.yup, and she helped me kill monsters also la. ty(:
hm, yup, then we went lj for lunch. went to the tiong one.i ate the same thing again. the fish wrap. hmm, then, amanda gave me a shock. she was saying. 'where is he?' he as in him la.ya, then i was like, huh? he's here? hahas, then xhui told me there was another person with the same name as him de.
hm, then we took mrt back to redhill. and we strolled to schol la.and we were late.:D not by ne whole period. late by 5 mins or so. hahas, yeah. it was the eng course for speech or sth.at first we played some game. like, poing, zap, zip, and stuff, if u know...
then there was this sort of self introduction thing la. we had to write what qualities described ourselves. mine was sometimes rude, polite, shy(i'm admitting i'm shy!!!), stubborn. yeah. then the instructor(or whatever u'd call him) would call a few of us la. then i was there, prayying, 'dont call me, dnt call me' cuz joan helped me fill in those blanks. and they arent exactly what i want to tell people.ya. but he didnt call me la
then there was this debate thing. then joan, fel and i were the speakers. i was the first to go. then i was so nervous. like, my hands turned cold. then i felt like i wanted to laugh lehh. but amanda says that i looked like i wanted to cry( is it realy true? amanda?), ya, but the other group won la.yup so...ya la
hm yup. then we were given essays to do. no la.write introduction only la. mine's on the ranking of schs.okay la.nt so difficult.
then we went comp lab. w the barbarian.:D hahas.
yupp.
tt's about all.:D
tmr's gonna be a long dayy.

okies, i'm finally blogging again. i havent blogged for like, few weeks ba.
i'm addicted to maple.hahas, as in i play maple everytime i use the comp, so no time to blog. busy trying to catch up with ---. i'm only lvl 15 la.:D
and now i carn seem to get into maple. always got so many people there. bleh. hahas, okies, i changed my hp le.from the nokia t the samsung. didnt pay for the phone cuz it's free with the contract.it's quite nice though it's not the one which i wanted la. the cam's quie okay.took quite a f ew pictures with it le.it's not bad la.
hm, kies. i can finally play maple le.i need to train xsamsamx (:
hahas, barbarian has been addicted to playing maple too.she's lvl8 too.zizi too.:D
there's lots of hw to do.omg.i've only done half of amaths.and some chin and some emaths.
ai.