i'm sorry for the emo post previously, but i guess i had to rant everything there.i decided that my last post of 2007 should not be an emo one!and i love happy endings!:D watched one million star last night! and the judge said that yoga was the best! well he didnt exactly phrase it that way, but he said he had the technique and the feelings, whereas the rest had just one of those. and he just had to improve!:D i decided i'll be getting the yesterdaytodaytomorrow album!((:
time to upload photos!

this is club 27 with mandy!:D

the very pretty lead from the korean show

肥田!

i'm not trying to be sensitive, but i'm really upset about what you've done.
maybe this is all what you're trying to prove, that you are the only capable one, but did u ever think how i would feel.
how hurt i would be.
maybe you think this is what you should be doing, but did u consider that i should also be asked first.
i'm telling this to you, respect has to be earned.
if you don't respect others then don't expect others to.
you won't know who you are, but i guess time will tell.

i hate to say this, but i hate being used. not used as in used used. but as in to be of use to someone. like once you are of no more value to the person, the person just casts you off. but this is how life goes, isn't it.
yesterday i was looking at some lists and i found out that some of the people i know were retained. and i felt kindof sad for them. it's not that i know them very well, but it's just, i mean, we started on common or the same ground but why couldnt they make it.

okay this shall not be an emo post.
had ocip gathering yesterday for all the trips. and sadly, less than half of karimun cameD: but we still sort of had fun(: the food was oh-kkayy.

i borrowed a book today. it's the first romance book i'm reading this holiday. and i know what mabel would say. : you lack love ah!:D
haha but the cover of the book was so interesting i couldnt help but just take a look at it.and i was so drawn to it so i just had to borrow it!
it's human nature to want to cling on to something that they know is fast disappearing i guess. and i'm no exception. these few days i've been writing in my diary, when i havent been doing so for the past few months. and suddenly, i see the need to record all that i do. you know, i think i would have been better off or would have felt better if i had dutifully wrote in it everyday. but i just don't seem to be able to. enough about this or it'd seem i'm just making up some excuses for my mistake:

recently, i've been addicted to this machine which only has 3 functions. which is namely, twist it, pull it and bop it. here's a picture of it i found online since i cant find it at home.

let me explain. this is a really interesting machine. the voice will chant the actions, which are aforementioned. then u just have to do them. and as you play on, the speed gets faster. and clumsy people will just fumble and it's game over with a cackle from the machine. and when u reach a hundred. as in complete a hundred moves, they, i mean the machine will applaud you and yours truly here has only accomplished that twice. and i've recorded the sound of 'victory' muahahaha! i remember my mum borrowed the extreme bop it from her colleague last time and that one was simply crazy!it's a little waste of time but it's fun(: and there are different modes which u can switch from. like the sound mode. i think many won't even know what i'm rambling on and on about lah.

someone has come back from holiday and posted nice photos, making sam very happy and excited!

and, the fact that there is something to look forward to just makes me feel so delightful!

on a last note, i finished watching 肥田喜事 on cable yesterday and the ending left me tearing. not the exact ending but towards the end part. loving someone is not echoing what the person says or blindly following but to know what is best for the person you love. i so agree with that. really, it isnt about echoing how that person feels.fat people can also be beautiful. as long as they are confident. that is all they need. :D that is the message of the show

and i've been watching reruns of 你来自哪颗星(which star are you from) on cable. and i love adore the female lead because she is so pretty. as in the without makeup kind of pretty((: and i missed a few episodes of it last time so i've been watching it hahaha. i want to upload photos of the two dramas i mentioned but i'm so lazy to. nevermind.grrr. i'm off to finish my book already

second post today :O
catched warlords yesterday and i think it's a nice show, in spite of the violence and the killing scenes. :D
the end of 2007 is coming soon, and i can still remember the first day of school vividly.
i was so afraid of fitting in but yet looking forward
but the same cannot be said for the start of 2008. i'm really not looking forward to more lectures and more tutorials and more of everything. the daily droning of emotionless and monotonous voices of knowledge into our ears. ah let me enjoy the last few days of life without all those.
but yet, i can't wait to go back to school.
to all the familiar faces and the nice smiles i would see. :D

another nice song to listen to:D



one of the few times i'm uploading videos(:

one of my last few posts before '08!
today my post shall be about a new found group- 星光帮！
i think their voices are really good and powerful!

i cant seem to post their video here D:i'll try another time
and yoga is very cute!


AH finally! 因为我相信

i'm here to blog again, after a short disappearance. these few days of my life have been considered quite meaningful, and i nguess i've been making good use of my time, apart from the occasional stoning at the library after studying for quite a while. and yes, you saw correctly, studying. it is a must to start studying now, for my poly-A tails.don't call me a mugger, because i'm not.
met jx on tues to study and then we went for ice cream at island creamery(: i tried teh tarik flavour and i really tasted like it. i want to try more flavours next time hahaha.
i'm in love with 林宥嘉's voice. his voice is really really nice and i think he can sing really well, and he's just 20 this year:D i think he looks not bad too and besides, he has a sharp nose too haha.
angela has left for japan yesterday and tingyu will be leaving for korea tmr. both the snowy countries. i think seeing real snow would be a great experience:D i hope they take lots of photos of the snow and the country.
you know, sometimes, it's really not that i want to feel this way. i just can't help but think or feel this way. i know this sounds like i'm trying to pass the bucket and blame someone else for whatever, but seriously, i'm not. feelings are hard to control. and i really ain't good at concealing my feelings. on sat when i met up with jx, she could tell everything that my expression showed -.-.
meeting MR HO! and AVA 0506 on sun for makan outing at swensens((:
enough for now cause i want to watch yoga's mv already!
neos took with jx and ang 151207. love(:

these few days i:
feel nostalgic and i miss karimun!
met up with ocip team and had lots of fun!(:
havent been studying
went out quite abit
enjoyed life, for once in a long long while

today, i know the feeling of regret!
why had i known that! it'd have been much much better if i didn't
so, as the quote goes, 'what you don't know won't kill you'.
it's such a dilemma, really.

but i've never regretted going for karimun trip!
if not i wouldnt have known CLUB27 and everyone else!(:

the club 27 videos are damn funny!
i kept laughing and i think, i really don't have any dancing cell!boohoohoo

i'm still missing the kids!
and i know i'm sounding like some paedophile.
but still.
time to upload photos!

me and cantik malisa

me and ganteng hermawan!

club 27! or part of it(:
lazy to type stuff already:O
i want the videos! esp the memorial service of the ball.lol

helloo
i'm back from ocip at karimun island
during the past 6 days, i've experienced alot of things that i normally wouldn't
i was assigned to work at the primary school site, so the children there are around 6 to 12 years old. i'm really amazed at their childlike innocence. the way they can be satisfied or content when someone gives them a sweet. where else can you find this? and they are so willing and able to carry heavy stuff. a child so much younger than me has the strength to carry a big bucket of cement that i'm not able to carry and are so willing to help.(:
i met this girl who is called malisa, photo of her later. she always smiles at me whenever i look at her. she is so pretty(cantik). during these few days, she has opened up to me and talked to me. but whenever she talks, she speaks in malay so i don't understand a single word of what she is saying.really, that is a pity.):
and there is this boy whom i passed my camera to. he is so fascinated at my camera that he walks around with it to take photos. he is a very respectful boy, always taking pictures of the teachers and principal. again, in singapore, where do you find such model students? even when in his school he isnt considered one.
then now, it's time to talk about my prefect! hermawan bayr(: he's ganteng! and very willing to help! and shy too! too bad he doesnt want to pacar with me!): lol that's being lame.
other than that, i've learnt to construct a building out of bricks and cement. and i realise, being a construction worker is not an easy job. it requires lots of energy, patience and endurance.
hm and i really love the karimun team! CLUB27 and THEBUS! we just enjoy eating, dancing and singing! HAHAHA! a really great bunch of people which i would not have known had it not been for OCIP. her majesty, boss, princess, bouncer, mr and mrs mocca, keropok, hantu, mrs s**, choreographer, VIP.(: wonderful people!
tidal village was very interesting with wonderful scenery.
this feels like the start of something new.(:

" you can never do great things, only small things with great love " - Mother Theresa