distance from ladder to fan is so great and i've a fear of heights! and i had to clean the fan
close up of a fly i took.looks cool.
jx!!
a picture of my shoe when it was still clean and new:D
my pledge
this was how red i looked after training
okay after all that randomness i'm starting to blog
i had decided to blog only after the promos but i've decided that today's post is absolutely necessary
i'm in a damn lousy and bad mood now.so there's a high chance that this post is going to be emo, even though i dont want it to.so you've been warned
the day started off bad, having taken two injections this morning.(one for blood group and one for typhoid) and my hand was hurting when i went to school for bio test. and when i reached school, we were told that the 3 hour bio test was converted to a 1 hour 50 mcq bio test. can you imagine what a waste of time it was for me. i spent loads of time studying bio (or bacteria for that matter) and all we were tested was 50 mcq. hello.the time spent could have been used to do something more productive. not that i was looking forward to 3 hours of bio test la, but still, they could have informed us like earlier.many will say that if ppl know it's only mcq, they wouldnt put in as much effort.but still...
i'm a little sad to know that jayyy didnt reply tags/comments. i wasnt really expecting a reply, but yet, disappointment sets in
and today i felt really bad for laughing at the team sajc guy. (ty'll know who i'm talking about) well, it's not that he has become un-funny or what, but i feel that it's not so good laughing at others like that. and so i spent my afternoon brooding over it.
another thing worth mentioning is the lack of the feeling of accomplishment when i study. last year i always felt so motivated and all. but i guess this year, there's just too much to cover such that a meagre amount of work done doesnt make you feel all that great, and that's bad.
and i dread going home when there's only my brothers and my grandma(like today). they make lots of noise and irritate you to the extent of explosion. like no matter how much you shout at them, they just wont budge.
so a lesson learnt is not to go home so early
and the reason i went home so early today was to rest- and see what i got. more irritation from them
this will not do.until 4 october, i'm going to hit the books like never before!
somehow using these quotes feel so weird.
few weeks ago, i'd be smiling as i typed those. but now, i feel different
partly because of seeing jayyy with the girl at the library.
i've got to get down to doing eom.
i havent been doing because i'm afraid i cant handle, afraid of the stress, afraid of failure
such a weakling, aren't i
i will get down to doing it, but after i watch zhong ji yi jia. i hope it'll lift my mood yeah(:
