Saturday, December 29, 2007

i hate to say this, but i hate being used. not used as in used used. but as in to be of use to someone. like once you are of no more value to the person, the person just casts you off. but this is how life goes, isn't it.
yesterday i was looking at some lists and i found out that some of the people i know were retained. and i felt kindof sad for them. it's not that i know them very well, but it's just, i mean, we started on common or the same ground but why couldnt they make it.

okay this shall not be an emo post.
had ocip gathering yesterday for all the trips. and sadly, less than half of karimun cameD: but we still sort of had fun(: the food was oh-kkayy.

i borrowed a book today. it's the first romance book i'm reading this holiday. and i know what mabel would say. : you lack love ah!:D
haha but the cover of the book was so interesting i couldnt help but just take a look at it.and i was so drawn to it so i just had to borrow it!
it's human nature to want to cling on to something that they know is fast disappearing i guess. and i'm no exception. these few days i've been writing in my diary, when i havent been doing so for the past few months. and suddenly, i see the need to record all that i do. you know, i think i would have been better off or would have felt better if i had dutifully wrote in it everyday. but i just don't seem to be able to. enough about this or it'd seem i'm just making up some excuses for my mistake:

recently, i've been addicted to this machine which only has 3 functions. which is namely, twist it, pull it and bop it. here's a picture of it i found online since i cant find it at home.
let me explain. this is a really interesting machine. the voice will chant the actions, which are aforementioned. then u just have to do them. and as you play on, the speed gets faster. and clumsy people will just fumble and it's game over with a cackle from the machine. and when u reach a hundred. as in complete a hundred moves, they, i mean the machine will applaud you and yours truly here has only accomplished that twice. and i've recorded the sound of 'victory' muahahaha! i remember my mum borrowed the extreme bop it from her colleague last time and that one was simply crazy!it's a little waste of time but it's fun(: and there are different modes which u can switch from. like the sound mode. i think many won't even know what i'm rambling on and on about lah.
someone has come back from holiday and posted nice photos, making sam very happy and excited!
and, the fact that there is something to look forward to just makes me feel so delightful!
on a last note, i finished watching 肥田喜事 on cable yesterday and the ending left me tearing. not the exact ending but towards the end part. loving someone is not echoing what the person says or blindly following but to know what is best for the person you love. i so agree with that. really, it isnt about echoing how that person feels.fat people can also be beautiful. as long as they are confident. that is all they need. :D that is the message of the show
and i've been watching reruns of 你来自哪颗星(which star are you from) on cable. and i love adore the female lead because she is so pretty. as in the without makeup kind of pretty((: and i missed a few episodes of it last time so i've been watching it hahaha. i want to upload photos of the two dramas i mentioned but i'm so lazy to. nevermind.grrr. i'm off to finish my book already

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