Always Keep the Faith

so it seems, i'm in a good mood today, and it's night time. so expect a light hearted entry today(:
the OP was over today. i guess, it was my best effort among all the practices. so i can say that i've not let myself down and i've given in my all? but the q&a was really screwed. grrrr. but in the least, it's over finally. all the late nights, practices in front of the mirror was not in vain. we still have i&r and it'll all be over. and that's thinking about it optimistically. and i just rmbed! satisfication! just now the 10 of us were really going mad just before the assessors arrived. we used an arrow to shoot zhiyang, and he died. HAHA. and speaking with the indian accent!
for those who havent had op yet, all the best! :D
yesterday was my lucky day. i found someone's photo album and there were so many photos of jay. including those of him un-glam. i showed sujun some. but the rest..hmm.secret
i've been reflecting on my actions the past year. i guess, it really seems i still am the person i was last year. i guess, the chinese saying is right, jiang shan yi gai, ben xing nan yi. in other words. a leopard never changes its spots. the original character will never change. it'll only be an amplification of some of the traits. and that, is the conclusion i've come to.meanwhile. i'll be working on improving myself to become a better person. or so i hope
i just deleted a huge chunk of stuff i'd typed. i'd decided not to post it anymore because it might offend some people. the rest of these is going somewhere else.
this past week has been spent doing op, i&r.and nothing else.i havent been doing anything productive.so much for saying that i'm striving to score for BT1 next year.i've been reading, yes. my previous past time. i finished the books i borrowed already and i'm going to borrow more soon(:
there're so many more birthdays coming up (in order): ship, tingyu, seowli, mine, steph, adelyn, huimin, jx
happy birthday in advance!(:
oops. i keep forgetting to mention - i've been sweeping the floor and i've found, lots of long hair (mine) on the floor! i have stopped eating salty food already, but why am i sill having excessive hair loss!
and because of distractions, i'm unable to blog a proper entry. so , a more serious one next time