Sunday, March 27, 2005

he~
you thought you could forget about him-
the happy moments
the sad moments
the embarrassing moments
the happy moments when you saw him
the sad moments when u didn't
the embarrassing moments when u made a fool of urself
u thought u could control your heart.
u thought u would nvr be hurt again.
but then u realised.
u couldnt forget him at all.
he.was a part of your life already
u wish him all the best.
and wants him to be happy.
yet u want him to be happy
only when he's with you.
you were lead on by him.
u thought they were hints
when he stared at ur room for no reason
u thought it was.
but then still,
nothing happens.
u forgot about him completely one day.
but the next week,
he appeared again.
sometimes u just wished that u had met him earlier.
[ sometimes you wished you had never ever met him ]
but u found out u could nvr forget him completely.
because he was your life.
[ i copied this from felicia's/capsee's blog.i find it really meaningful.it somehow relates to my situation i guess. thankew felicia! ]
okie.today's my mum's birthday.happy birthday mum!(:i'm happy the fortune teller was wrong!hahas.i'm supposedly supposed to do photog.but the damned thing's so difficult to do.and i give up.okie.so we went to jack's place to eat lunch.then i saw cehn zhicai, the mediacorp actor.then he was like starring at us.my mum said he was starring to see if ppl recognised him?like whatever?haha.he's childish.he told his children.'1,2,3.cross!' cuz they were crossing the road.haha.i didnt manage to get much studying done.tried studying amaths.but i felt dizzy and kept stopping.then when eventually i got into the mood of dg, the cake arrived.and it was time to eat cake.haha.i really ate a lot of stuff today.firstly, in the morning, i ate bread with peanut butter spread.then aft tt, we went to jacks place and i ate steak.i tried it for the first time.haha.then my bro ordered the kid's meal, then my other bro and i decided to see how much time he took to finish his kid's meal.i betted 10 mins.cuz all the portions were so small.even the cola's also mini size.then i kept grinning away whenever i saw miniature stuff.but my mum caught me grinning.(:.then when we went back hm, my maid fried fries, sotong ball, youtiao and baked chicken wing.wow?i ate so much stuff okayy.and theres no mass run tmr cuz i have duty??ugh.why take away mass run when i want it?when i want it??so my ppt slide's done halfway and i dont intend to do alr.and i must really do sth about my story.either i let someone write it for me.or i find time to write.grabbing every opportunity i have.eg, free time.hahas.it's past 11 now.sometimes i really wished tt i hadn't known him.then i wouldnt be dreaming so much.and use more of the dreaming time to sleep.lol.but then again.if i hadn't known him, i wouldn't know the feeling of..liking someone?anw, this is so crappy and i dunno what i'm talking about.haha.oh yeah.samho called me just now.then my bro answered.then he said tt samantha was looking for samantha.whatever la!
haha,i'm gonna get twin's album, ahead of cyndi's.haha.maybe i wont buy cyndi's afterall.since so many singers are launching new albums now.eg, F.I.R, JJ, who else.i know got a lot.yeah, k one, and the j stars jing xuan.hahas
i gtg now.((:.i hope i'll do well in amaths test.and chem as well

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