Wednesday, March 16, 2005

okay.why am i here again?because i'm bored and do not want to do all the homework which is piling all over my head.theres more hw than what i said last fri
a maths [revision 1 , 2, 3, 4]
e maths [ ex 3.3 . ex 3.5 . ex 4.2 .7.6]
chin.[ compre .compo.letter.diary. letter corrections.jian bao]
physics [figure out moments, theory(stability,last part)]
eng.[ tys . compre ]
lit[assignment]
ss[remedial qn.not gg to do if no time]
chem[study for chem]
bio[tys ( MCQ .structured).essay]
hist[no hw!just read up]
okay.seeing those.u know what i'm like.holidays are coming to an end soon and i'm still like that.at the starting point.zai yuan dian.life's unpredictable.i mean, u dunno what's gonna happen tmr. i might get knocked down by a car tmr touch wood!.hahas.but ya.it's true.
even if u plan things.
u cant stop the unexpected.
treasure life.
what's with all this life talk today.
i must be mad.
i sometimes feel so small.only being concerned about my own stuff and not looking at the BIGGER picture.like u know what.grow up sam!stop being so im-mature!dont just be concerned about your own things.other people have bigger problems then yours!dont always think YOUR problem is the biggest.oh btw,these are what i'm telling myself.not to anyone else.i dunno if i can finish all the hw a not.but if i have the time to sit here and scold myself, why dont i have the time to go and finish all the homework?piling all over my head.and ya.that's about all.and i have many more things to learn.learn to tolerate people who are irritating.and dont cry so easily.
things i have to learn
1.forgive and forget
2.dont bear grudges
3.stop being so childish
4.dont cry easily and let others see your weakness.
5.be tolerant and increase my tolerance level.
wow.today i really felt my anger near boiling point.i dunno what's the problem with me.in the morning i threw the clock on the floor.threw books.crumpled old newspapers.dunno what i was pissed off at either.anw, i gtg now.gg to put my head under the pile of hw again.
those who do not have to go back to sch or do any hw.enjoy ur hols.seriously

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