self-consolation does not work anymore. it is just so hard. i feel so bad that i had did so badly for the block tests. i keep telling myself that block test is just a small pebble. this is what i remembered from joanne chua's consolation when i was upset over tests. that the As are the big big giantic rock and the small pebbles don't matter as much. but this only means that i fell short of my own expectations. i am not angry at anyone but myself. why did i allow myself to make the mistakes that i knew was incorrect. why hadn't i wrote everything i knew, and the worst of all, panicked during the papers.
and i'm grateful for the encouragement that sujun said, and steph too.:D
had bio spa this week and my hands trembled. and before the start, everyone (or alot of people) said they'd write for 30 minutes and start doing experiment. but during spa, no one stopped writing at 30 mins and instead, most spent 40 writing.'.'
i'm starting to like gp lessons because our gp teacher's really good.
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