Always Keep the Faith

the year is coming to an end, and i've been thinking that i'd gone through the year doing nothing much (read: nothing meaningful or impactful, lived life aimlessly), so i'd decided to list all the eventful stuff or memorable stuff this year, some quite crappish but those events have helped to brighten up my day or made me smile:D
1: mop, broom, toiletscrub-head (sounds very crappish but the jokes behind them are hilarious, i just have to think of those and i can start laughing to myself :D)
2: playing in touch competitions (hmm even though i ain't very good at it, i can say that i've learnt quite a fair bit from the competitions, a really good experience(:)
i can't think of anymore right now, does it mean i haven't done anything this year? i'll type more as i think of the events:D
but this year's one of the toughest years in my entire life. displayed lots of mental discipline(i hope), and perseverance(i hope also?). well it's just a year i hope i won't have to go through again. why is it getting emo!
i've got to comment on the fact that i finished watching moonlight resonance online already and i think it's really a show worth watching. as in the plot is good and the actors are able to portray the feelings required also. even oggy likes sum loi! linda chung! ((:
xmas was spent the usual way, jx came over and we feasted on turkey, ham, cake and other stuff. and we watched music bank on tv which happened to feature dbsk singing don't say goodbye, which is a very nice song(: haha and we talked about dbsk again:D
sometimes i wonder if i'm a good person. as in i don't break the law or do whatever that is wrong.but sometimes i'm lazy, i say things that are shallow or insensible. and end up hurting people. and my actions tell people how i carry myself, but is that what i want to show to people? if not then what should i show to people? then wouldn't that be being fake? life can be so difficult sometimes, if not most of the time? and sometimes i think that i'm not the immature kid i was of the past already but sometimes i somehow revert back to the childish kid? do i?
and work has allowed me to treasure public holidays more(: hmm and i quite appreciate the fact that my colleagues are quite nice, as in they're not the kind of people with attitude problem or refuse to work or slack the entire day. in fact they do not like to slack. i remember once we were told that we CAN slack. then he said, 'i'm going to re-arrange the files into numerical order, i don't wish to slack.' and also, we work towards a common goal? most of the time i feel? recently we had to look through files and insert and remove relevant stuff, then when everyone finished and one hadn't then they helped him to complete it. a not bad bunch of people. and they're highly amusing too. providing entertainment for otherwise boring work.(: i wish i could upload a photo of all of us, but i looked through the photos and found none suitable hahaha! next time then((: i forgot to mention that i'm beginning to enjoy work! i often dreaded going to work for fear of stoning during my free time. but now it has gotten better:D
hm and sometimes i feel that without school, life becomes a little uncertain. as in because there's school, then we can meet our friends in sch and all but now that there isn't any, then it's really up to us? and if we don't then we'd eventually lose touch. and no more excuses of being busy studying or whatever so it kind of really shows whether you treasure your friends? during this period, i've met jx, tingyu, steph, sujun, mabel, michelle, huimin! must meet the rest real soon! i couldn't meet company on the 24th cause i didn't know that the picnic was still on and so didn't take leave!D: so i ended up going to work in the rain. but it was alright cause it was mostly celebration-.- so what i really want to say, after digressing for so long, is that i hope that i'll really keep in contact with those people who matter to me and not become hi-bye friends many years down the road. and jx! you can always 'self-invite' yourself to my house(: and i really hope that we can continue doing the stuff that we do for many years to come!
'my love will get you home' is a very nice song! if you've got the time just click it at the top of my blog and listen to it and it's meaningful too!((:
hm and before 26 nov 2008 comes to an end, i'd wish dbsk a HAPPY FIFTH ANNIVERSARY!(: