Always Keep the Faith

it has been a terrible week. while i get t see my eyecandies, m and j almost everyday, school has been quite a torture for me. particularly because of chem. i'm in deep shit with the chem teacher lah. i had a black face thruout the tut just because he asked me to do a qn that i had a careless mistake. i didnt really want t do and expected him t assign me another qn to do. but he forced me to do tt qn on the spot lah, like , wth. it's my fault that i cant control my emotions and i should not flare up so easily, but is it any fault of mine that i have such a temper. i shouldnt have shown such a face in front of everyone. damn sad now when i think of it. i just get picked on by him when the class is so full of people. i'm feeling so emo. my mum told me t think about it from another point of view, but i just cant. every tut, sure enough, he asks me t do a question. maybe it's what my mum says, but maybe it's not. so who should i trust. sam, it's alright. it's just one more day and you just have t pray hard that you dont get him as your teacher and that's the end of it. u dont have to see his stupid face anymore.i've never had such an experience before and how am i t deal with it if i dont know how?apparently, we're supposed t do tut 7 and 8 by mon and he's going t give 'skimpy' answers. i'm not going to complete those lah. at the most, i'm only doing till 7.

other than that, school's been fine. and the thing i'm proud of is my h1 maths test!! 12/12! tt's something tt hasnt happened in years:D although it's expected but still..as usual, i get so embarrassed when i see m cause i get the feeling that he knows. and i'm starting to think too much again!but the good thing is, my resourcefulness has led me t find his full name. haha! he's always at the comp lab, jsut like me. but the difference is, he's doing work but i'm just slacking.hai it was damn funny in the comp lab lah! when we wanted t watch the 'ghose video' and then it was taking such a long time to load. then when the bar was full, everyone shouted. attracting the attention of everyone. but in actual fact, the thing hanged-typical of youtube.but we managed t watch in in the end.w m in the same lab as us. it was quite anti-climax cause i was there saying where got, where got? and they had to keep replaying it so tt i could see it.haii..we got tricked. i guess, there's nothing much t miss when i leave arts fac except the fact that the ppl in arts fac are prob more friendly than the ppl in sci fac.the warm welcome from ppl tt you get. i wonder if you'll see it in sci fac.met xhui aft sch on tues. the only place we went t was the tp lib's toilet t camwhore. i've never done that in such a public place before. my first time trying out the sa uniform. it feels so hot. as in you'll sweat lahh, not the other meaning.yeap. touch on mon was quite fun. and it was the first time i got dirty! it was just a little mud on my shirt. i only whined once but oggy was the one who kept whining! hehheh!! big fishh!touch's so fun and i'll prob be joining it aft second intake:D sam's decided that she needs to lose some weight in order t look nice in the new uniform. touch on wed was cancelled, so oggy tingyu sally and i went t eat tauhuay and do our fav past time!we learnt bridge! thanks to sally and oggy. nicer game! but i'm getting better at tie-ti!:D ate butter croissant too! and it still tastes as nice.oh yes! history is created! mao played bridge with us, which is what she doesnt do usually.she touches no cards, sees no cards, feels no cards. tingyu was so funny! entertaining me with the shopkeeper's voice. this week, i talked t tingyu and sally on the phone. one of the first times. tingyu was damn funny lah and i swear this are the very few times laughed so much on the phone before! her rendition of the bad word sounds so funny lah and she says she learnt it from her dad. can you believe it.sally's also very funny. but she told me how t jian fei!!:Dsally is love!yeah?

xiao zhu came today! and she said that she's coming t sa and not going t poly anymore! i really hope that xiaozhu will get posted here! i hope what my friend said is true, about the poly and jc choices thing.haha, angela crashed today and it was quite fun! we ate western food stall and she said that it's better than nanyang's chick chop. yeah and guess who we saw when we were leaving the caf.M lah! he's quite shuai t her!:D lol! i brought her t visit the toilet and the lib cause there wasnt anywhere else she could go. read year books in the lib and i found the 06 year book.damn nice lahh. :D then when we were leaving it started to rain so heavily and we got wet despite having the umbrella. oggy scolded me stupid for getting wet. 'what's the umbrella for?' lol, met afc at macs. i was drenched from top to toe.-_-went there and koped fries to eat then mao had t leave!yup, but it was damn funny lah.my reaction is like damn slow lah.lol

hana kimi's so funny!!even when rewatching and i <3>

meeting jx tmr t go shopping and stuff.

ahh, i so hope tt we dont have t go t sch on tues((: