i know i said i wouldn't come online until 20th Nov but i'm going to blog one last entry before!farewell assembly was today, and as i expected, i wouldn't cry. but that doesn't mean that i'm so un-feeling and all ok. its because i know that i'll definitely see all my friends again, so that is why, i do not feel so sad about any parting. it isn't wrong to think this way right? :D
i felt very loved when i received so many notes of encouragement today, so i'm online here to write some.
words cannot express how i feel towards my friends and today was a very great day :D haha in all aspects. i got to see ___, and basically, today was quite well spent, like quite a good closure to my days in JC.
during this study break, i'm sad to say that i'll miss watching dongbang! its such a good and bad thing for them to release their album now. but that's okay, i'll catch up on them after the As!and as i was telling sujun that i dont like people who dye their hair, but yet when yunho's new hairstyle is that his hair is dyed, somehow it becomes okay that dyed hair is fine. so i guess that is a case of ai wu ji wu right :D i think mirotic is a nice nice song((:
this week was quite an eventful week, celebrated wanying's birthday by giving her a big big surprise which had a big big plan behind it! :D for more details, visit shiping and wanying's blog ((:
and time to post photos of my mum's cakes((: i certainly enjoyed eating them!((:

xmas cake :D


log cake. so xmassy!

butter cream cake <3

mango mousse

my messy table studying for prelims i think

gifts from farewell

3 days. i finished 命中注定我爱你(:

and it's back to the books tomorrow. i enjoyed these three days.and i know more of these days will come after the As.:D

a picture of my love haha:D

and what should i say. the prelims are over and done and all that is left are the As.
i guess i tried my best this time.but somehow i get the feeling that my best is not sufficient. what if this happens during the As! practice practice and more practice! during the course of this week, i've been having some morbid thoughts. not on purpose but they just slipped into my mind. take for example, the day before bio application paper, i lay in bed, unable to sleep, and i just thought, 'what if i fall from the bed and knock my head? then i wouldnt have to take the bio paper anymore' that was quite a gleeful thought. is something wrong? is that kind of a fear of something?
i wonder what has kept me going these weeks. was it fear of getting dreadful results? or was it motivation?
i've been feeling kind of weird these days, towards a particular person. i dont know how i feel anymore
i wonder why i feel guilty or even bad when i see this person.
by the way, these two people are two very different people
i ate pork today. and i'd always remember amanda who says this whenever i have no choice but have to eat pork. 'horhor,you have to pray to atone for eating pork'
something along those lines but yes, i enjoyed studying with amanda those few times(: