i've to retake.
i know tt i wont be letting myself down.
i'm going to have the drive to take chinese again.
becasue i want to get into sajc.
and it starts from now.
so much to say, but so little time to type.
i'll be telling all that i have to say to someone soon.
i have to get it off my chest.
ugh
i feel as if i'm about to explode now.
i msg-ed e to ask about his o lvls.
and he gave me a 2 word answer. but it was what i expected.
and i know i dont like him anymore.
i didnt feel anything more than i should have

but now i believe in fate..
i shant say anything more and it's late already.

for the first time in my blog this year.
i'm saying tt i'm real tired. i'm exhausted.
i've been going to the libraryeveryday after school for one week straight,.
and i cant believe that for all the hard work tt i've put in, all i get is a scolding for an average of 15 mins everyday. it's either nagging to ask me to go to sleep, or on the fact tt i shouldnt go to the lib.
it's not like i have a choice.
i dont have a quiet place to do my stuff so i have to seek solace in the lib.
what luck. arg
theres speech day tmr
and we have to wear our class shirt.
damn my shirt's so small and i'm disappointed to find that those ppl were actually trying to fu yan me and i feel disgusted at the thought of it.
so much for thinking the best of people.
we have to dance too. i, kind of like the dance. as fel said, it's pei with the song haha.
ate pizza hut just now.the cheese one. yumm.
arh!
i want the jack and jill keychain.the brazil/brasil one!!
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oh did i mention? i saw mr xx today. lol.3 times

i feel that from the end of the holidays till now.
i've changed. i've gotten my confidence back. thank god.i straightened out my thinking. and i moved on.
studies are important becasue i know now that i want to go to sajc.
i feel happier now.
my load of things are gone.
i dont make life difficult for myself now.
and i feel it's a good thing.(:
so i guess it's really true that people mature

but now theres a problem.

i look forward to seeing ____ everyday now. oh no. what am i thinking. NO
i cant.