the year is coming to an end, and i've been thinking that i'd gone through the year doing nothing much (read: nothing meaningful or impactful, lived life aimlessly), so i'd decided to list all the eventful stuff or memorable stuff this year, some quite crappish but those events have helped to brighten up my day or made me smile:D
1: mop, broom, toiletscrub-head (sounds very crappish but the jokes behind them are hilarious, i just have to think of those and i can start laughing to myself :D)
2: playing in touch competitions (hmm even though i ain't very good at it, i can say that i've learnt quite a fair bit from the competitions, a really good experience(:)
i can't think of anymore right now, does it mean i haven't done anything this year? i'll type more as i think of the events:D
but this year's one of the toughest years in my entire life. displayed lots of mental discipline(i hope), and perseverance(i hope also?). well it's just a year i hope i won't have to go through again. why is it getting emo!
i've got to comment on the fact that i finished watching moonlight resonance online already and i think it's really a show worth watching. as in the plot is good and the actors are able to portray the feelings required also. even oggy likes sum loi! linda chung! ((:
xmas was spent the usual way, jx came over and we feasted on turkey, ham, cake and other stuff. and we watched music bank on tv which happened to feature dbsk singing don't say goodbye, which is a very nice song(: haha and we talked about dbsk again:D
sometimes i wonder if i'm a good person. as in i don't break the law or do whatever that is wrong.but sometimes i'm lazy, i say things that are shallow or insensible. and end up hurting people. and my actions tell people how i carry myself, but is that what i want to show to people? if not then what should i show to people? then wouldn't that be being fake? life can be so difficult sometimes, if not most of the time? and sometimes i think that i'm not the immature kid i was of the past already but sometimes i somehow revert back to the childish kid? do i?
and work has allowed me to treasure public holidays more(: hmm and i quite appreciate the fact that my colleagues are quite nice, as in they're not the kind of people with attitude problem or refuse to work or slack the entire day. in fact they do not like to slack. i remember once we were told that we CAN slack. then he said, 'i'm going to re-arrange the files into numerical order, i don't wish to slack.' and also, we work towards a common goal? most of the time i feel? recently we had to look through files and insert and remove relevant stuff, then when everyone finished and one hadn't then they helped him to complete it. a not bad bunch of people. and they're highly amusing too. providing entertainment for otherwise boring work.(: i wish i could upload a photo of all of us, but i looked through the photos and found none suitable hahaha! next time then((: i forgot to mention that i'm beginning to enjoy work! i often dreaded going to work for fear of stoning during my free time. but now it has gotten better:D
hm and sometimes i feel that without school, life becomes a little uncertain. as in because there's school, then we can meet our friends in sch and all but now that there isn't any, then it's really up to us? and if we don't then we'd eventually lose touch. and no more excuses of being busy studying or whatever so it kind of really shows whether you treasure your friends? during this period, i've met jx, tingyu, steph, sujun, mabel, michelle, huimin! must meet the rest real soon! i couldn't meet company on the 24th cause i didn't know that the picnic was still on and so didn't take leave!D: so i ended up going to work in the rain. but it was alright cause it was mostly celebration-.- so what i really want to say, after digressing for so long, is that i hope that i'll really keep in contact with those people who matter to me and not become hi-bye friends many years down the road. and jx! you can always 'self-invite' yourself to my house(: and i really hope that we can continue doing the stuff that we do for many years to come!
'my love will get you home' is a very nice song! if you've got the time just click it at the top of my blog and listen to it and it's meaningful too!((:
hm and before 26 nov 2008 comes to an end, i'd wish dbsk a HAPPY FIFTH ANNIVERSARY!(:

hm after using the previous skin for almost two years, i've finally changed it to one which looks more 'sophisticate'. not that the previous one wasn't nice. as i was changing and doing the html and stuff, i was editing the links and i realised that there were many links which have become outdated. and i'd let them remain there for so long-.-so well, now with the new skin, no one can read my previous posts(:
i read jx's latest post and realised that it has been a long while since i typed such a long entry.this week has been fine. i remember that before the As i'd always wished that i could work and thought that it'd be fun to not study, but yet now that i'm actually working, i find it so mundane. everyday i sit at the table scouring through files and papers (from 1988 or earlier) and slotting the relevant ones inside. it's not really boring, as i look through the files it's like reading a story about the company and following the company through its history? to me it's kind of fun, but i've seen people fall asleep checking the files.O: i finally know how dj lisa looks like, not quite what i expected, but there's a face to match the voice with now(: somehow time passes so quickly now that i'm working. perhaps its because i always look forward to fridays, which appears to make time speed past. when there was still studying, friday didn't mean anything much apart from the fact that there was no school but there was still studying.
i don't like people to impose their opinions on me, and influence or force me to accept their way of thinking, and making my stand seem illogical with big big examples, which is why i've been irritated of late.i feel they're just trying to justify their actions, giving excuses for their bad habits.xmas's coming, but somehow there isn't much of a festive spirit though.but jx's coming over :D
met mabel, mich and huimin on wed for dinner, and i took mrt from jurong to dhoby ghaut on the red line on purpose because i wanted to waste time, and i ended up standing for the whole 55 mins-.-that is a lesson to be learnt haha.but it was fun though, i mean meeting them :D
next week should be a short week!(:

some random pictures

hahaha fried bee hoon! my staple food in school. i remember us ordering 5 plates of fried bee hoon:D

hahaha the only food i eat at mos burger(:

the As was long over, some stuff to motivate myself during that period

cheesecake latte, with no taste of cheesecake or whatever-.-

rootbeer from our supervisor, which everyone mistook for beer O:

i'll upload some more as and when i'm free hahaha

i remembered something funny i wanted to blog about. it's something that happened at class chalet at the arcade.
steph, sujun, jiayen and i witnessed people stealing at the arcade, can you believe it. the staff at the arcade was helping him, and it was using this machine which can grab some food, by putting the food near the 'exit' of the candy machine. then when the machine grabbed the packet of food, it dropped it near the exit, but not quite, then the man banged the machine really really hard. and at that moment, we couldnt help but feel so exasperated. after all, who goes there to steal candy. and what more, the man wasnt satisfied with the stuff he got so he wanted to exchange! like :O! and it's like they're a family of thieves. the wife was stealing soft toys.-.-

As we grow older, we begin to define many things. in primary school, classmates were friends, and friends were classmates.both were interchangeable, at least to me. then in secondary school and jc, classmates did not necessarily mean friends. sometimes when i think back at how innocent and naive we were, i wish we could all go back to those times when we had no defences(in a sense), but yet it's an inevitable fact. And now, there're colleagues now that i've started working. again, the same question comes, colleagues=friends? certainly, to a large extent. but yet, no matter how much we talk during work or worked together to accomplish something. at the end of the day, there are no 'bye's. is it supposed to be like this?

this was not supposed to be an emo post or anything. i just thought things out :D