i find that generally, i'm in a better mood in the morning:D
ahaha, last night, at 2am, i finally finished my second draft of I&R. all thanks to angela, who sent me samples i could refer to. i do not dare to imagine how late i'd have stayed up till without those samples.
i've been reading quite alot these days. in the past, i used to always read just romance novels. but these few weeks, i can say i've been reading quite a wide variety. i used to shun thrillers/mystery novels, but now, i find them quite interesting despite getting freaked out by the plots. -.- jeffery archer is my new love now:D
by right, i should be on holiday and relaxing already. but, with all the pw and ocip, it seems just like school days with irregular sch times. pw is finally coming to an end. and i feel that for once, i'm able to speak about it with no negative feelings. the past few days, i was really, frustrated about everything. in a way, i'm quite glad that there's the holidays even though i don't really like holidays, staying at home, hearing all the fights/squabbles. it is also because of holidays that i get to reflect on life as a whole. i guess, i havent achieved what i had set out to do. i'm still the person i pretty much was at this time last year. probably not. i may feel that i've not changed. but in fact, i've changed. well i'm not sure either.
okay i better reply tags/tell my friends how i feel towards them. as jx says, everyone needs reassurance now and then.
to:
jx: thanks for being there throughout the year. i'm really glad that we've managed to keep in touch.:D
fel, jo, xhui: hey, i guess we haven't been meeting up as often as we had said that we would. but thanks for the sms-es now and then. it's through these that i'm able to know how u have been getting along.(:
angela: hey, throughout this year, we've met 2 or 3 times only! but i'm glad that we're able to catch up online. we'd talk to each other when we see each other online.(: haha let's meet soon! thanks for everything:D
sujun: haha i'm glad that we became quite good friends i can say? haha it has been really enjoyable talking to you in sch despite your violent streaks now and then. it's really funny how we can come up with funny nicks for people.:D
jiayen: hello, i know you dont visit my blog. but still, i'm glad that we became friends. it has been really fun talking and laughing. your jokes really crack me up and your laughter is really infectious:D
waisum: hello. haha i'm also glad that you're my friend:D it has been fun knowing you((:
more notes later on- to AFC and the rest:D

i like this song. i think it's really nice!((: okay i got to go-hand in i&r
You Are The Music In Me- Zac Efron & Vanessa Hudgens
Na na na na
Na na na na yeahYou are the music in me
You know the words"Once Upon A Time"
Make you listen?
There's a reason.
When you dream there's a chance you'll find
A little laughter
or happy ever after
your harmony to the melody
It's echoing inside my head
A single voice (Single voice)
Above the noise
And like a common thread
Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh)
Na na na na naYeah yeah yeah
(Na na na na)
You are the music in me
It's like I knew you before we met (Before we met)
Can't explain it (Ohh ohh)
There's no name for it (No name for it)
I'm saying words I never said
And it was easy (So easy)
Because you see the real me (I see)
As I am You understand
And that's more than I've ever known
To hear your voice (Hear your voice)
Above the noise (Ohh ohh)
And no, I'm not alone
Oh you're singing to me (Ohh yeah)
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong (Yeah ohh)
You are the music in me
It's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
You are the music in me
Together we're gonna sing (Yeah)
We got the power to sing what we feel (What we feel)
Connected and real
Can't keep it all inside (Ohh)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah (Na na na na)
You are the music in me (In me)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
When I hear my favorite song (Favorite song)
I know that we belong (We belong)
You are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
It's brought us here because (Here because)
You are the music in me
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na (Ohh yeah)
Na na na na
You are the music in me
(Yeah)

okay i'm finally back to blogging.since my comp was down with a virus and i could only use the laptop for pw and ocip stuff.
first of all, i want to thank everyone for tagging(okay i know this sounds weird) but ya, since i've not been replying but you all have not stopped tagging. so i want to 'thank' all of you for it:D

quick update of events
1.mt As today- it was quite okay for me. although i have mixed feelings about it. i'm kind of glad that it's finally over, but yet i'm afraid of the results. i seem to be contradicting myself.
2.talked to jx on the phone, and i'm glad we didd.caught up on loads of stuff and we've planned what to do on my birthday!and we talked about stuff, just like we did in the past.
3.op&pw- i don't know how i feel towards this anymore. initially, i was neutral towards it. but as i'm nearing the end, i'm starting to dread pw more and more. i don't know. it has always been like that. but i guess it's my feelings which has been changing.
well those seem to be the most interesting stuff in my life right now.but i'm really waiting for the end. of pw i mean. but actually, the end of pw just means the start of preparations for ocip, doing holiday homework. not a long holiday for me this year.but of course i'll be meeting my friends!!
i'm sounding a little emo now.
this is because i'm feeling so sad. i thought of how i would feel if i were in her shoes and i really couldnt imagine myself in that situation. it's really bad alright, and i almost teared.
i meant to update a long long long entry about what has been going on in sch and all. but i guess i can't now.

oh damn
i can't wait for pw to be over
everything is just so
there's still a long way to go
i guess i can't handle this

finally, i have the liberty to do nothing

but yet, it is not with joy that i am able to do so

no, i'm not going to think so much.

during thisperiod of time, i:

ate alot

slept very little

drank lots of tea

saw lots of jayyy at the library

made the school library my second home

i cant remember much already!

for now,i just want tosavour th e moment!
heart shaped grape!!